CHRIS

I stood there looking at the Letter completely lost and hurt that she was going to kill herself. That she felt so bad that her only choice was to kill herself.

"She was planning on doing it when she got home from the hospital because she knew I had to go back to work after I got her from the hospital and she was going to be home alone I guess you ruined her plans on making this happen" Edith said and I folded up the letter and put in my pocket when I saw momma and Erin walking our way.

"We ready I'm so hungry that it ain't funny" she said and smiled I didn't know how to react to her and I guess she sensed it cause she moved and took her mom's arm. We all left and went to a local restaurant and sat there and ate and after that we did some shopping and I was still in shock that Erin was going to end her life and I told momma about the letter.

"Angel I know it's hard to picture it that someone you love would wanna kill themselves but she didn't do it, you stop that and you should be happy about that, she's here with you now look at her laughing and happy what you don't wanna do is pull away from her, just talk to her about it but don't go at it your normal way by blowing up on her." Momma said and hugged me and I watched Erin as her and her Mom laughed while looking thru clothes and I smiled she's alive she didn't do it and I stopped that but I still felt some kinda f way but I walked to her and tapped her shoulder and she turned and looked at me and her smiled faded and she started pulling on her shirt.

"Yes" she said and I pulled her to me and kissed her and wrapped my arms around her soon I felt her arms around me and she gladly kissed me back.

"I'm sorry bae" I said against her lips.

"For what" she asked looking up at me and I just shook my head.

"It doesn't matter just know I am." I said and we went back to looking at clothes.

ERIN

After the shopping trip we was back at the hotel we walked in and I saw this 2 beautiful set of roses huge.

I looked at them then over at Chris who made a face.

"Don't look at me I don't like you that much" he said and I rolled my eyes.

"Whatever besides there's a card and you probably can't even write." I said and I opened the first card "Erin I lied they are from me" I looked at Chris who was giggling. "Asshole"

"Yea, yea you love it" he said and I took the other card and opened it.

"Dear Erin this is something to say we are sorry for the fucked up way we was joking we should have known better please forgive us and don't kill us.

OHB,

Over Here Begging

Keeis, Barry, Mario, Hood" I read and looked at the flowers

"That was nice of them, come on time for your meds and let's take a fucking nap cause we got a busy night tonight" he said and I walked to him and we went into the room and I took all my meds and kicked off my shoes and took my clothes off and climb in the bed with just my bra and panties on and got under the covers and I was out before Chris could come out of the bathroom. I slept good for about 3 to 4 hours when I finally woke up and Chris wasn't in the bed and I got u and went to the bathroom and used it and washed my hands and came out of the bathroom and walked to the living room where I saw a note and I opened it.

"Bae if your reading this then your wake finally lol just messing with you but please go to the door and open it that's all. P.s this letter will self-destruct in 5,4,3,2,BOOM your still reading aren't you, you rebel" I read and I put the letter down and I go to the door and open it and there was a lady standing there.

"Hello I'm Roxy and I'm here to pamper you and help you get ready for tonight" Roxie said and I backed up and her team of glam squad came walking in and setting up everywhere.

I was walked into the bathroom and took a shower and dried off and I started getting my make-up and hair done I wanna know what's going on and where's Chris.

"Where's Chris?" I asked looking in the mirror.

"I don't know we was just told to come here and do this for you I only handle the hair and make-up department" Roxy said and smiled at me And after about and hour of hair and make-up they had all left and I walked into the bed room where I saw.

"Wow" I say and walk to the dress.

" It will fit you" mommy says and I turn around and look at her.

"Where's Chris?" I asked and she only smiled at me.

"Let's get you dressed" mommy said and started to help me get dressed after about 45 minutes. I was done getting dress. "I'll be right back"

I stood there looking in the mirror at myself feeling the dress wondering where is Chris.

"You look beautiful bae" he said and I turned around and saw Chris standing there looking good.