ZARIA
Keeis was up and out I knew Chris had a show to do in 2 weeks here and Keeis went with Chris to rehearsal well all the guys went in my room was all the girls minus Kae I didn't like her so she wasn't in here with us, it was me and my beasties and Blair she was cool she laughed at all the stupid shit we did, we was sitting around the livingroom talking and laughing cause we was going to go up to where Chris and them was.
"So. Last night was the night that Chris made me a woman he said he would be gentle and girl he did" Erin sings and we all look at her.
"Yall didn't" I said
"Yes we did" Erin said
"AAAAAAHHHH" All of us scream
"How was it"? Sarynn asked
"Yea is it as big as we all know it is?" Marie asked
"Spill girl" Maya says
"It was amazing his dick is as big as it is heavy girl and I loved it but I think my pussy quit and left this morning" Erin said and we all laughed.
**2 weeks later**
We was at the arena that Chris, Tyga, Sean kingstein and OHB was going to do their show we got there and came downstairs where they guys was playing pool before they went up to rehearsal cause Tyga was doing his rehearsal.
"So what yall playing for 50 dollars a ball" Erin asked
"No it's 25—"Mijo says and Chris elbows him.
"Yes 5o dollars a ball" Chris said and Erin nodded.
"Ummm okay can I play" she said and Chris shook his head.
"Sure I'll rack them and you can break them" he said
"Break them you mine like in half" she said and the guys chuckled.
"No with the pool stick" he said and Mijo handed one to her and Chris racked them.
"Ok" she said leaning on the pool table.
"Bae turn the pool stick around the other way" he said and she smiled and turned it the right way.
"Okay" she said and leaned down again hit the white ball hard knock 3 balls in. "Ooh I did good right"
"Yea bae you go again" he said and she hits the white ball knock 4 in and she looks and Chris and smile we all watch her work the pool table knocking balls in left and right, and right and left and Chris stood there dumb founded.
"8 ball corner pocket" she says and lines up the pool stick and looks at Chris and pops the white ball it bounced up and hit the 8 ball knocking it into the corner pocket.
"Alright Erin you won" we all say
"That's $1,100 please baby" she says walking to Chris who pulls out his wallet and counts out the money and hands it to her she smiles and goes to Mijo. "
Here's $100 for keeping your mouth shut"
"Wait you knew she was a pool shark?" he asked
"Well yea me, her and Sarynn played and she beat me for 100 dollars" Mijo says and moves as Chris playfully swung at him.
"Okay darts the close one to the bulls eye win $1000, I go first" he said and gave a dart to Erin and Chris throw one and we a few inches away from the bull's-eye. "Your go beat that baby"
"Okay" she looks at it and throws "BULLS EYE, HAHAHAHA PAY ME BABY" walks to Chris and he gives her the money.
"Okay let see who can spin on the floor more" he says and gets on the floor.
"Chris stop acting silly" she says.
CHRIS
I won't lie I lost to her she kicked my butt she won $2,500 off of me the extra 400 came from rock paper scissors yes I lost to that too. We was now on the stage and I was doing a dress rehearsal.
"Everywhere, everywhere
Everywhere I go
Everywhere that I've been
The only thing I see is
Is beautiful people
Beautiful people
Beautiful people
Beautiful people
Don't you know don't you know
You're beautiful don't you know
Don't you know don't you know
Beautiful don't you know know know
Live your life live your life
Let the love inside
It's your life, it's your life
Got to let it ride
Take your time take your time
Take your sexy time
Don't lose your head lose your head
Your beauty's deep inside.
Inside you.
Don't let 'em bring you down, no!
Your beauty is inside... you.
Don't let 'em bring you down, no!
Your beautys inside you
Don't let 'em bring you down no
The beauty is inside you
Don't let 'em bring you down" I sang and I looked back over at Erin when I saw her fall back. "Shit Erin" I yelled and went running to her I got to her and Sarynn was already kneeling down to her I saw Erin having a seizure.
"Someone give me their jacket" Sarynn said and Mijo took off his jacket and handed it to her and she placed it under Erin's head.
"Oh shit what do we do?" Mijo asked
"We have to let her go and just watch" Sarynn said
"At least hold her so she wont hurt herself" Keeis said
"You can't that could hurt her if we hold her down, she just need room." Sarynn says this last for about 3 or 4 minutes then it stopped and my dancers stood there and then another seizure begins soon after the first one.
"CALL 911" Sarynn yelled and Maya pulled out her phone and walked away. "Oh my Goodness cut those fucking lights off GET AWAY FROM HER WITH THOSE LIGHTS ON MOVE FUCK OFF" she swings and pushes the dancers away.
"Ambulance is on the way" Maya said running in.
After 10 minutes the paramedics rush in.
"Does she take any preexisting medical conditions" one guy ask
"Chris, Chris answer him" Mijo says I wasn't listening I in a state of shock, I seen this in person and not with the woman I love powerless to stop it.
"She has cancer so there's different kinds she takes" Maya answers
"We gotta get her out of here she's losing consciousness" the other guy says and they put her on a stretcher and wheel her out.
"CHRIS, CHRIS, CHRIS NIGGA LETS GO MAN" Keeis yells and I look at Mijo
"Come man lets go" Mijo says and we all leave and head to the hospital…. After sitting at the hospital I was waiting to see Erin but Edith made me and the crew go ahead and leave since we had a show to do I didn't wanna do the show but she told me Erin would be mad at me if I didn't go do the show but I told her to tell Erin I was coming right after the show was done but Edith told me after the show to go to the hotel and get some sleep and just come in the morning.
The next day I was at the hospital and went to go see her I was told after she got her last night she was awake and they gave her some meds and that they wanted to keep her just to keep an eye on her but she was fine other than that I got to the room and put some hand sanitize on my hands and went in and Edith and Erin both looked at me.
"I'm going to go get some coffee. Be right back okay?" Edith She kissed Erin's head and nodded at me before she left.
"Hey Chris." Her voice was a little hoarse til she cleared her throat.
"Hey bae." I replied
"Come here." She said and patted the bed. I walked over and leaned down and hugged her and kissed her and then sat down next to her. "I'm sorry for messing up your rehearsal"
"No don't be it wasn't your fault it was mine the lights on the suits did it." I said and looked down.
"Hey." She said as she ducked down so she could look in my eyes. "You're not at fault I knew they might do it to me but I wanted to see your rehearsal. You don't know how happy that makes me to see you sing."
She adjusted herself in her bed so she was sitting up more and she winced. I stood up in reaction.
"Are you okay?" I practically yelled. She laughed.
"Yeah. I just pulled my I.V. a little and the tape ripped off a bit. I'm okay. Relax Chris." She said pulled me back down to lay with her.
"Sorry." I said and cursed myself internally for my overreaction.
"So how's life on the outside and how did the show go?" She joked.
"It's good." I replied nonchalantly.
She tilted her head. "Please don't do that Chris. Don't be afraid to tell my about your show. Don't pity me. Please." She begged.
"I'm really sorry bae. I just, I wish you could have more time. And I feel bad that I do and that I'm….happy with you." I said and looked down at my fingers that were nervously playing with each other she took them and enter lace hers with mine.
"Chris I wish I had more time too. But I don't. I decided not to let that bring me down anymore. This is the life I was given and I have to live as best I can with what time I have left. I spent a lot of time pitying myself, wondering what I did to deserve this. I lost my faith and all hope. I just got tired of wishing things were going to get better. It took you to tell me off for me to finally realize that I couldn't live the rest of my life feeling sorry for myself. It's not fair but it's life." She shrugged and I leaned up to her face and kissed her cheek.
"You're amazing you know that? I'm glad I met you and fell in love with you. I hope that one day I can be as strong as you are." I said and lean to her and kissed her again.
"I'm glad I met you too Chrissy Pooh." She giggled I looked around the room and saw some flowers.
"Who sent you flowers?" I asked
"Someone you know?" She said and nodded. Had to be the niggas.
"Does this someone have a name?" I asked
"Your friend Tyga sent them to the card said sorry you couldn't come to see the show. Man did I tried to get out of here." She frowned and looked down. "I wish I could have come. I heard you were amazing."
"I wish you could have come too." I said mushed her face and she smiled.
"Tyga is here. He rode with me here. Would you like to see him?" I asked
"I would love to. Bring him in." She smiled. I slowly slid off the bed and walked out the door. Tyga was sitting down and talking to some young nurses. I walked over and kicked his foot.
"Erin would like to ...Officially meet you." I raised my eyebrows at him.
He smirked. "Oh yeah?" he asked I nodded. "Cool." he took off for the door. When he noticed I wasn't following he turned around. "You coming?"
I walked up to him and hugged him.
"Thank you for sending the flowers my nigga. She smiled hard when she said it was from you." I said
"I know. And you're welcome." He said and pulled away and we walked into the room. I re-sanitized my hands and ordered Tyga to do the same.
When she saw us Erin straightened up a bit. A big smile playing on her lips.
"Erin this is Tyga. Tyga this is Erin." I say and they exchanged pleasantries and then we sat down. I sat on the end of the bed and he sat on the chair next to the bed.
We all talked for a good hour and a half. Mostly about music. Then the two of them started talking about everything from The Walking Dead to Catfish. Ugh! I shook my head. Worst hour of my life. Nah! It was nice seeing the two of them interact. They got along pretty well. Didn't surprise me. Tyga could make friends with a very hungry crocodile. And Erin was the most genuine person I had ever met. She never judged or insulted. Erin was enjoying his company a little more than she did with me. That made me happy I think.
We hung around until nearly 5:30 p.m. The nurse had come in several times to check up on her. The final time she came in was to tell us that Erin needed to lie down and rest. She wasn't happy that we had to go but we promised we would come back tomorrow. We each gave her a hug and I gave her a few long kisses and then walked out where her mother was waiting for me.
"This is Tyga" I said and they hugged.
"You're the one who raps ummm wait a minute it'll come to me ummm my neck tatted up and my face tatted up match my chest" Edith says and we all laugh.
"Erin is a fan and when I'm riding with her she plays it" Edith said.
"Hey I was think about doing something I can use both of yall help" I said
"What's up" he said
"What can I help you with?" Edith asked I had something planed for Erin something I knew she was going to love, I couldn't wait but I needed some help tho.