CHRIS
I pulled my car up to the building and jumped out and ran inside only to be meet by Mijo, and Keeis.
"Chris wait don't go in there." Keeis said
"Yall supposed to be my boys how could yall keep this from me" I said pushing passed them running in and I looked around and saw everyone sitting around and I saw the worst sight ever they was closing the casket and I ran to it push the ushers out of my way and opened it and broke down in a hail of tears when I saw Erin laying there and I turned around and looked at everyone.
"Why didn't yall call me, why didn't yall tell me the end was near why did yall let me leave for tour when yall knew what was going to happen, Edith why did you let her go without me being here, yall should have called me." I said and turned back to her "Please baby wake up I'm sorry I shouldn't have went on tour without you OH GOD PLEASE TAKE MY HEART OUT MY CHEST AND GIVE IT TO HER PLEASE! Why didn't yall call me, baby please marry me, love me, please tell me you love me please tell me you forgive baby please I can't go on without you" I lean down to her and laid my upper body on her and cried. Then I sat up and noticed I was in the bed ad looked around and I didn't see Erin anywhere and I got up and left the room and went downstairs and then I noticed I wasn't in my house I looked around lost in the dark for a second when I heard someone call my name.
"Chris" Erin said and I turned around towards the kitchen door and remembered that I was at Erin and her mom's house its been 2 weeks since we been back from Paris but when I saw her standing there smiling at me.
"Erin you're okay" I said and went to her
"Yea I'm fine" she said and I kissed her softly and pressed my forehead to hers. Then I took her hand and placed it on my skin right above my heart.
"You feel that? That's all you. You have my heart Erin." I whispered. Our foreheads still pressed together.
Then I took my other hand and caressed her cheek before sliding it down passed her neck and between her breasts. I held my hand just above her heart.
"Please tell me I have yours too." My voice was a little shaky. A little scared.
She took both of her hands and cradled my face. She kissed me gently and then pressed her forehead to mine.
"You do." She whispered back
Those two words affected me more than anything ever has. I never thought I would fall in love again let alone someone would fall in love with me. She had my heart and that was scary because that meant it was hers for the breaking as well. I did everything but hand it over to her on a silver platter. The moment I locked eyes with hers that day I ran into her in the bathroom my heart no longer belonged to me. It belonged to her. It only beat for her.
Knowing now that I had her heart was equally if not more scary. I was terrified that if I had the chance to love someone again I would just end up hurting them because I just don't know how to not be miserable. I let Rihanna's thoughts of me become my own. I let myself believe I didn't deserve happiness. I didn't deserve to love or be loved. I didn't know how to love. I could never be someone that one could fall in love with.
She was wrong. I was wrong. I have never been so happy to be wrong. I was so in love with Erin. I loved making her happy. I loved making her smile. I loved making her laugh. I loved making her blush. I loved making her heart race. It was all so effortless. It was natural. Loving her is what I was meant to do. I truly believe that. If there was such a thing as fate. It was us. Rihanna and her thoughts could go fuck themselves. Sorry not really.
"I love you" I said and she smiled and kissed me again.
"I love you too" she said and turned and walked back into the kitchen and I watch drink her water then she did one of the sexiest thing leaning her head back and pouring water down her neck and down her chest, turning me the fuck on.
ERIN
I walked back into the kitchen and I stood in the kitchen drinking some water I was so hot I gently poured a little water down my neck down my shirt trying to cool myself off then I felt like I was being watch and finish drinking my water and put my cup down in the sink and I looked over my shoulder and back at Chris standing there. Then I remember that I didn't have on any make-up and my hair was in a scarf and I was sweaty I know I looked a mess.
"Oh shit Chris" I cover my face and head. "Don't look at me I'm all sweaty, no make up my hair is not done" I said and he walked to me and pulled me into a hug from behind.
"Don't hide babe, you're beautiful." He said and that made me smile. As he moved my hand out of the way and kisses my cheek.
"I'm all sweaty Chris" I say He leans down to my shoulder and slides his tongue a cross my shoulder slowly then smiles at me
"Taste good to me sweet sweat" he says and leans in and kisses me and I hungrily kiss him back, he gripped my hips hard as we broke the kiss we looked at each other.
"What?" I ask
"You got some water on your neck" he said
"Where?" I asked raising my hand to wipe it off
"Here, let me help you get that" he said as he grabbed my hand and he leaned down his warm tongue graze the left side of my neck right above my shoulder, licking the water from my skin and he started lifting my shirt taking it off of me and then he reach around and undid my bra.
"What are you doing?" I asked jokingly
"Just go with it, close your eyes" he whispered and then he slid my shorts off and I looked down at him smiling when he notice the thong that I had on he continued to kiss my skin softly.
"What?" I said
"Close your eyes, if you feel the urge to open them, don't. Just relax and trust me" he whispered in my ear as I closed my eyes.
"Oh my goodness Chris you're scaring me" I laughed about this time I felt something cold skim across my right breast, I resisted the urge to open my eyes. With a quick inhale I knew what it was. It smelled of vanilla with a hint of almond. Chris took his left pointer finger and rubbed it gently across my bottom lip, what I felt was soft and creamy. It was pure lusciousness to my lips, he let his fingers wonder back to my tits, concentrating hard on his masterpiece. He kissed his way down from my chest to my stomach to my panties. Moving down between my legs, he pushed my panties to the side and began rubbing my clit with his middle finger. I let out a moan and licked my bottom lip, pure heaven I thought as I tasted and it was whip cream he had smoothed across my lips earlier. He began to suck my pussy lips as he rested my leg on his shoulder and pull on my pussy forcefully, then letting go and spreading them open he could tell how I was aroused and knew it would take me no time to cum since my pussy was so wet and gushed all over his fingers he flicked his tongue across my pussy he start to hum and I could feel the vibrations pulling his fingers out and raised them to my mouth for me to taste and I did. He lifted his head and came up to my tits, engulfing my nipples in his mouth massaging them in his hand individually as he savored each one, releasing my nipple from his mouth. Then he came to my ear.
"Keep those eyes closed. Baby I'm crazy, love making All the new spots that I've found Banging in the bed bum bum bum Don't hurt your head bum bum bum bum bum Can I just kiss it, right After I wear it out I want you to Scratch my back Bite your neck Welcome to the world of having sex Pick you up Pin you down Then we gon' go another round Baby, oh And we can do this all night Take flight on cloud 9 Take you there Let me be your stairs Just put your legs in the air I want you to sit right there Imma be your chair And I'm gon' rock your body slowly Do it like I owe you a Favor like I owe ya I want you to beg for it You feigning cause you miss me Open up your legs more and Let me in(He then spread my legs open and slammed his hard dick in me deep until his balls slammed up against my ass) I want in (he then grabbed my legs and wrapped them around his waist as he slammed harder in me I know I wasn't a virgin anymore but it still hurt I tilted my hard back trying to hide trying to hide my tears from him as I held on to the sink)Wrap your arms around just love me Wrap your legs around just love me( He then pulled my hands off of the sink and I wrapped my arms around him and his strength he balanced me perfectly ramming in me the whole time it felt so good and even hurt I laid my head on his shoulder as I moaned loudly) Right there Like that, like that Whoa Ohhh " he said and sang to me
"Oh Chris, you feel so good, what if we get court" I moaned
"I don't give a fuck bae" he said roughly thrusting harder and deeper into my pussy over and over again, he started sucking and licking on my neck, biting gently
"CHRIS CHRIS SHIT" I yelled
"Cum for me bae, cum all over my dick so I can feel your pussy with mine" he moaned going harder and harder the pain soon eased and I loved it I wrapped my arms around him tighter wrapping my legs around him tighter
"I'm about to cum I'm about to cummm" I yelled and then I came on his dick and he smiled and gave me 6 of the hardest pumps
"SHIT FUCKING TIGHT" He moan and bust his nut all in me and my mind wondered eyes still closet but it felt like we was being watched and I opened my eyes and I swore I saw somebody standing at the kitchen door and I blinked a few time and looked and they was gone Chris then slowed down then stopped but I kept my arms around him and I relaxed my legs and put them on the floor and he kissed me deeply and passionately) I Love you bae" he said softly in my ear as he kissed my ear lobe I didn't wanna let him go he kept his arms around rubbing the small of my back
"I love you too" I said back kissing him kissing his neck and he smiled at me we got back dressed in the kitchen and just stood there with our arms around each other when someone walked in the kitchen.
"Hey" a guy said and me and Chris look to see who it is
"Hey Sam" he said and Chris kissed me and walked over to him and I looked him and I noticed it was him who had watched us a few minutes ago I started pulling on my shirt
"I heard noises so I came to check and see what it was" Sam said
"Oh my bad it was just us (Chris looks over at me and sees me pulling on my shirt and he wondered what was wrong) Bae, BAE (I finally look up at him and he waves me to him holding out his hand and I walk to him and take his hand and he pulls me close and I look at the guy who smiles at me) Sam this is my girlfriend Erin the love of my life this is Edith's daughter" he says making me smile as I look at him and just wondering how can someone with so much love in him to give labeled as a bad guy in the media.
"Hi" Sam says shaking my hand
"Hi, (I look at Chris) I'm going to go back to bed but ummm why is he here" I say
"Oh he came by after you went to sleep I didn't want no one trying to break in here so Sam came by to chill and make sure yall are safe" he says and pulls me into a hug and kisses me so sweet and grabs my ass making me giggle and push him.
"Oh ok nice meeting you Sam" I say
"Same here" Sam says and I walk out the kitchen and go upstairs to my room and get in the bed under the covers after a few minutes the door opens up and Chris walks in, and gets in the bed.
"Hey" he says pulling me into his chest
"Hi" I said looking at him
"What's wrong?" he asks I start pulling on the back of his short as I lay my head on his shoulders
"Nothing" I said and he reaches his hands to the back of him and grabs my hands and looks at me and I look at him
"Your hands are about to rip a hole in my shorts what's wrong?" he asks
"That guy saw us having sex in the kitchen" I whispered
"I know he just told me he said he was sorry for that is that what was wrong earlier?" he asks
"Yea" I said He kissed my forehead and pulled the covers back over us.
"Don't be worried about that bae, just be glad it wasn't your Mom, or she'd be wanting this monster" he laughed and I moved out of his arms and took the pillow and hit him with it as I laughed.
SARYNN
I was standing there lost for words this can't be happening again right now. Me and Mijo are having a fight this fight been having it for weeks and now it's finally come to a head.
"You think I'm stupid huh ain't no nigga calling you every 15 minutes just because he's your fucking friend I'm not fucking stupid get that throw ou skull" he yells and taps my head and I push his hands off of me.
"What are you talking about he's my friend and you know that stop it" I say
"I've been nothing but good to you and you shit on our relationship by talking to this nigga hanging out with this nigga, you're a fucking joke and everyone sees it" he says
"Listen to what your saying to me Barry" I say
"It's true I'm done with this bullshit you wanna be a stubborn bitch then fuck you, the cry all you want I'm real your not" he says and the tears start to fall. "What have you done for me besides shit on me and go out with other guys… huh you wanna be blunt let be really fucking blunt, fuck you ,you crazy bitch" he says
"I can't believe you, I should have got with Aaron instead of you" I say
"REALLY? FUCK YOU, YOU STUPID DUMB CUNT" He yells
"I hate you, my biggest regret in my life is fucking you" I say wiping my eyes
"Really?" he asks
"We can never have a normal conversation you motherfucker" I say
"Really you wanna go there let's fucking go there what don't I do for you besides wipe your ass and breathe for you" he says and I stand up.
"I don't want to do this anymore, I can't take it anymore" I say
"We're broken up, we're done we're finished, you're a fucking waste of time, I'm the reason you're here, don't ever talk down to me I'm the reason you're in this fucking circle, and if you try to move around it I'll make you crumble real fucking quick." He says
"YOU GET THIS FUCKING CLEAR I HAVE BEEN THROUGH A FUCKING NOUGH YOU'LL NEVER UNDERSTAND WHAT YOU PUT ME THROUGH SO GO HEAD BE MAD I DON'T CARE" I yelled
"WOMAN HAVE YOU LOST YOUR MIND DON'T YOU RAISE YOUR VOICE IN MY HOUSE" he yelled in my face. And I backed up
"This is the breaking point in our relationship and if that's the case then I'm fine with it" I say
"Okay just get your shit and get out of my fucking house, since your done and you don't care we're fucking done you fucking shit, fuck you, you fucking cunt, my heart is broken" he says and starts to walk out the room.
"No fuck you and my heart IS BROKEN TOO YOU LITTLE DICK BASTARD" I scream
"Fuck you bitch" he says and leaves the room and I sit back down on the bed and cry I pull out my phone and send a text.
Me- My relationship is over, I really need yall right now.
I have nowhere to go I bury my face in my hands I have nowhere to go my Mom and sister won't let me come back since the found out I was still with Mijo I have no place to go.