ERIN

**7 MONTHS LATER**

I was at Zaria and Keeis's house for a baby shower for Zaria yes she was the one who took the test at Mijo's house and her and Keeis are having a girl she's 8 months pregnant now we was all sitting around laughing and having fun and laughing the party was set up nicly.

Very girly and the food was good I guess I couldn't taste it but it looked good. Sarynn and Mijo are back together they moved back into together and Maya and Austin finally are a couple and Marie and Kid are still together and as for me I'm single I mean I've been hanging out with this DJ Eddie One who Dj's for Club Nokia I meet him when Sarynn had her birthday party at the club we been hanging out nothing serious cause you know I don't like letting people in so anyway the baby shower was and is going great we was going out somewhere after the baby shower.

A few hours after the shower we was head to an small after party for some celebrity basketball game I knew about it because of Edie he told me about it and then Sarynn told me about it so we was going we all got there and got in with no problem and went to the V.I.P section and the music was bumping I looked around and court Eddie's eye. And he nodded at me and I smiled back at him and then felt arms around me and I looked and saw it was Hood big ass hugging me.

"Hey Hood Boss" I said smiling turning around hugging him it's been awhile since I seen the crew.

"Hey baby girl how you doing how you feeling, you looking good" Hood said

"I'm good and I'm better, how about yourself?" I asked smiling I was happy I like Hood he's funny to be around fat bastard.

"I'm great you came out, so come a little closer to the table you want something to drink we got you" Hood said

"No I'm fine I don't drink cant on my meds anyway" I say

"Okay well let me go grab my drink and I'll be right back okay" Hood said smiling at me.

"Okay" I said and he hugged me and walked away I leaned on Maya and was just jamming to the music and I looked around and then I saw him.

Yes there's Chris I haven't seen him in 7 months he texted me a few times after we broke up but I didn't reply back he kept it up for about 2 months but I didn't reply and then he stopped.

I cant be mad I broke up with him and well I don't know what else to say I did end the relationship because I was jealous yes and because I just don't know really I let what people said to me on twitter, tumblr, and Facebook get to me and made me feel like I wasn't good enough for Chris and I feed right into it and with my daddy issues that I have and my ex love I'm used to guys leaving and I guess apart of me did it before he could I guess but what's done is done.

I stood there well leaned there jamming when felt I was being watched and I looked over at Eddie but it wasn't him and I started to look around then our eyes met and he did one of the cutest thing.

And I just blushed and turned my head and court Sarynn looking at me smiling then she pointed and I looked again and.

And I giggled helplessly and smiled and turned my head again and kept telling myself don't look back at him just kept looking forward when I felt someone behind, and I took in their cologne and I knew who it was.

"Why you acting like you not happy to see" Chris said

"Nobody said I wasn't happy to see you" I said and then I felt his warm breathe on my neck then my ear.

"You still haven't turned around and gave me no hug or kiss or nothing" he said and I smiled. "Oh so you just going to stand there with your back to me" I turned around and smiled at him.

"Hi Chris" I said and slowly wrapped my arms around his neck while his arms was around my waist and he hugged me tight and I felt his lips gaze across my neck and I hugged him tighter soon we parted.

"If you was coming you should have told me I would have come and got you or at least sent for you, was you at the game I didn't see you there" he said resting his hand on my hip while the other one was gently rubbing my shoulder, I was holding on to him more so for balance than anything else okay that's not all the way true.

"I didn't come to the game Zaria had her baby shower today that's where I came from, but any way" I said but cut myself off when I looked behind me and looked at Eddie and he waved me to him and of course Chris looked as well. And I looked back at Chris. "Umm I have to go see what Eddie wants it was great seeing you again" I lean up and kiss him on the cheek.

"Hey what are you doing later, hanging out with your boyfriend?" he asked biting his bottom lip and I made a face.

"No and he's not my boyfriend and I gotta go and I'm sure Kae wouldn't like you all up on me anyway bye Chris" I said and moved out of his arm and I felt him pull me back to him.

"Hold up you know who the fuck I am? You going to go walk over to some DJ you fucking?" he asked and I looked at him like he was crazy.

"Yea I know who you are, you're the son of a bitch that's hurting my arm" I said and he held my arm for a few minutes when.

"Hey baby what you doing" Eddie said and that made Chris let my arm go and I grabbed a hold of Eddie.

"I was just about to come over there to you" I said.

"What's up Chris Breezy you coming to club nokia tonight?' Eddie asked

"Yea man me and the crew coming" he said and I didn't bother looking at him I was too busy rubbing my arm.

"You okay?" Eddie asked and I smiled.

"Yea can we go over there away from here please" o said and we walked off. After a few minutes I was sitting next to the DJ booth jamming and my phone was blowing up abut I didn't bother to check it I knew it was Chris and I wasn't going there with him. Bu he wouldn't let up so I took my phone out and checked it.

- Hey I'm sorry I shouldn't have did that or said that I'm sorry it's just that.. I don't know.

- Erin I said I was sorry I shouldn't have grabbed you like that.

- Please at least look this way so I can say I'm sorry, I would never hurt you.

- Erin come on now at least tell me to fuck off or something.

- Why u sitting over there alone? Would it be okay if I came over there?

Me- Nawl I don't think the Dj I'm ^FUCKING^ would like that since you know so much

- I said I was sorry at least let me send you a drink.

"Miss this is for you cranberry and sprite" a female voice says and I look up and I see Blair standing there smiling.

"Hey Blair I didn't see you at Zaria's baby shower" I said putting my phone in my purse taking the drink and hugging her. She sat down next to me and smiled.

"So you know my boy is staring a whole in you right now" she said and I nodded.

"He got Kae what does he need with me" I said

"What are you talking about he not with her, she's still his stylist and his friend that all, why you think they together" she said throwing her arm around me.

"Twitter, tumblr... The post and pictures" I said

"Don't pay that shit no mind people who post shit like that are the Chrae people who make shit up in their head and run with it, if they spent half as much time on their own shit they wouldn't have time worrying about Chris and Kae which they are not a couple so you coming out tonight with us?" Blair asked

"I don't know I might" I said

"YO WHAT'S UP THIS IS DJ EDDIE ONE ON THE 1s AND 2s AND I WANNA GIVE A SHOUT OUT TO CHRIS BREEZY IN THE BUILDING WHO'S GOING TO BE PARTING AT CLUB NOKIA TONITE MAKE SURE YALL COME OUT" Eddie said and I just smiled I'm not going.

CHRIS

After leaving there I kept trying to look for Erin I didn't see her leave and she wasn't at the DJ booth I fucked up I shouldn't have grabbed her like I did but it's hard seeing someone well the one your in love with walk off to chill with another guy I mean that morning she broke up with me broke my heart and the crazy part is I still loved and do still love her with all those broken parts I know sound corny or a line form my song but it's true I called her for 2 months straight trying to get her to talk to me but she wouldn't she would answer the phone and if I came by which o had to try and sneak and do she would tell her Mom to say she wasn't there or she wouldn't even open the door I was glad and happy as hell when I saw her here but now I think I did more damage than fixing whatever I did was so wrong to make her leave me. I went home after here got something to eat and took a nice long nap that was followed by me checking out twitter and posting silly sit to my channel hell I even hoped on tumblr and checked things out no one knows I got a tumblr I get on there and just shake my head at the crazy shit I see.. CJ lol WOW I never named him but hey they like it I love it, after a few hours I was up and washed and dressed and out the door me and the crew made it to club Nokia and was having a good time.

"You Erin is here" Hood said and pointed to Erin, Sarynn, Maya, Marie and Blair, Teyana coming into the VIP section I watch this nigga smile like the fuck I knew he had a thing for Erin but he better back the fuck up. I wanted to go over there and hug her and tell her in person I was sorry but I saw her look over at the DJ booth and wave at the DJ from earlier for someone she's not dating or fucking they seemed close..

"Damn nigga staring hard as hell" Austin said bumping me and laughing.

"Fuck you young nigga" I said and we laughed and I started jamming getting into the music.

I then looked and saw some nigga coming into the VIP section and calling Erin to him and moved some so I could hear what was going on because the look on his face didn't seem right.

"Erin give me a hug girl" a guy said and Erin started pulling on her shirt and the guy pulled her into a hug.

"John hey umm hey" she said

"You looking good real good how about you come have a dance with me girl" John said and she was pulling on her shirt like crazy now.

"I don't wanna go have no dance with you" she said

"Girl stop acting like that you know me, you know you miss me" John says

"You can't be for real cause you ain't shit, you ain't shit for that I wanna slap the shit out of your motherfucking ass, you dipped and I needed you and you fucking left and you hurt me and I truly loved you and you left me with nothing and after I been thru shit with you and I did for you I was there when you needed me and when I needed you the most you turned your back on me." she said

"And I'm here now you looking real really good I see you here in V.I.P and you chilling with famous motherfuckers and I see now I need you back in my life I'm sorry okay Erin I'm sorry we can work it out and make things happen" John said

"I loved you and I was about you and you not going to play me, I don't wanna be a part of you and I don't wanna be with, you can do whatever you wanna do just leave me out of it" she says and turn around and start to walk away and then I see her being pulled back by her arm hard and she stumble back and fall to the floor and that was all I need to see and me ,Keeis and Mijo, Austin and Kid Red all went running and before she can think I punch John in the face then Mijo, Keeis ,Kid Red and Austin start jumping him til Pat and Alex pull them off of him.

"Bae you okay" I asked walking to her while she was being checked out by Sarynn and Blair.

"My arm hurts" she says and I looked at her arm and saw it was bruised from where John had grabbed her.

"Come on let's get out of here and go to my house" I said and we left the club and I drove all the way home it's funny cause I didn't really give her a chance to reply or say no take her home I wanted to make sure she was going to be okay so my home is the best place for her.