CHRIS

We got to my house and rushed in and she looked around and went and sat down on the couch. She Was silent the whole ride kept trying to talk to her but she didn't want it she just looked out the window.

"Are you hungry? Tired wanna lay down? Feel like some tv?" I asked and she looked straight ahead and just shook her head. It's hard to talk to someone who won't talk. I watched her sit there I walked and sat on the coffee table in front to f her.

Does your arm still hurt?" I asked and she looked at it I saw 2 bruises I reached and touched them and I moved closer and kissed them both "I'm sorry bae"

"Not your fault you didn't send him there did you?" she asked looking down at her dress as she pulled on it.

"No I didn't I wouldn't do that" I said and took her hands in mine.

"I know," she exhaled. Her eyes were glued to our hands.

"I really have to make up for all the kisses I missed out on." I said

"I don't like being away from you. I missed you so much." She said as a single tear rolled down her cheek, and then splattered on our locked hands.

"Oh goodness, come here," I muttered as I wrapped my arms around her. "I missed you too. So badly."She hid her face in my neck as saline emotion poured out of her eyes. Her body shook with her sobs. " It was torture."

"Uh huh." She mumbled each time she thought about not being held by me or being able to touch me, she cried harder. I tried to hush her tears away, but it was a useless effort.

Eventually, she pulled her head off of my neck and looked at me through blurry vision. She wiped her eyes. Her nose was bright red and she tried to sniffle to make the tears stop running.

"Do you wanna go to bed just to sleep or do you wanna stay down here and talk or what I wanna do what you want too" I said and she looked at me.

"We can go to bed but I do wanna talk but I cant stay long I gotta go home I got radiation treatment in the morning at 11 and I don't have anything here to wear" she said

"Stay til after breakfast and I'll drive you home and you can shower and change there and I'll take you to your thingy" I said and she nodded and we both got up and went upstairs and I helped her out her skirt and her shirt til she was just in her bra and panties and I gave her a shirt to put on and she climb in the bed and I got undressed and got in the bed with her and we laid there for a few minutes.

She had her back to me I laid on my back and just stared up at the ceiling. We was silent for about 10 minutes when she finally spoke which thought he was sleep.

"Can I cuddle with you?" she asked and I smiled.

"Yes I would like that" I said and she turned over and moved close to me and we cuddled up together. "This feels good bae"

"Won't Kae get mad if she comes here and I'm here with you" she says

"Why would she come here" I asked looking at her.

"I mean aren't yall together? Like, how you and I was?" She paused for a brief moment. "I don't really know how to word it other than that."

"You mean, did we get back together and do I love her like I love you?" I asked

"Yeah, I guess so. Sorry if this doesn't make sense." She said

"It's okay, baby." I said as I chewed on lip. "We fucked, yeah, but there was no real love there. I thought I loved her and we said it to each other. And we're not together she works for me" I said. Erin listened as her lips curled into a smile. "But, I never felt it like I do with you. She never brightened my life like you do, not even once."

"Really?" She said and she couldn't help but smile wider.

"Really, really." I smiled back. "When you and I make love, we connect in ways I didn't know were possible."

"I didn't know they were possible either." She said and scooted up to kiss my lips lightly. "I felt your love all over. I hope you felt my love for you like that." Her forehead rested against mine.

"I absolutely do." I hand as my hand continued to stroke her hair, down her back, and then back up. "What about John? Did you love him like this?"

Erin thought for a moment about her high-school boyfriend. She lifted her head so that she could look down at me.

"Well, I loved him a lot. He was a good guy, but he wasn't near as good as you." She said

"But, you have good memories with him, yeah?" I asked

"I do. We had good times together. But, he broke my heart too many times." She said

"Hold onto those good memories, baby. Let the bad ones go." I said and smiled at her.

Erin swallowed, and then nodded. "But, you know what?" she said

"Tell me." I said

"I used to think about him a lot. I'd miss him and wish he would just pop back into my life again and look what happen when he did." She said and her hand caressed my scratchy cheek. "But, since I met you, he never enters my mind unless you ask about him."

"Oh, bae." I said "I love you. I still love you"

"I still love you too, shhh let's get some sleep" she said she rested her head on my chest as I pulled the covers over us I laid there holding her we talked for a while really about nothing I did more talking she did some answering I til we both fell asleep.

A few hours later of a good sleep, I woke up cold and alone. Again like I did for the past 7 months. I did not like one bit.

I could smell the coffee brewing downstairs. My early bird must be up for her treatment already. I sleepily made my way down the stairs. She was standing in front of the coffee maker. she was spreading some jelly onto a piece of toast. I walked up behind her and wrapped my arms around her.

"Mmmm. Morning Chris." She said and I noticed she had on her t shirt and just her skirt.

"Morning Baby." I said and kissed her cheek, then her neck and then her shoulder. "I miss this morning routine that we seemed to have started."

"Me too." She says as I bit down on her shoulder.

"Well except for the part where I wake up alone in my bed." I said and rested my chin on her shoulder and pouted.

"I'm sorry. You just looked so peaceful and you were snoring so cutely. I figured you needed the sleep since we were up so late." She said

"Okay, I do not snore and if I did I would hardly call it cute." I said and she laughed. "And we were up so late because you wouldn't stop talking to me."

"Excuse me." She said and turned around in my arms. "YOU wouldn't stop asking questions."

"And you didn't stop answering them so it is your fault as much as it is mine." I said and winked at her. She shook her head and laughed.

"Whatever you say Chris." She said. She turned back around and continued spreading her jelly onto her toast. The coffee maker beeped signaling it was ready.

"You're not going to steal my coffee again are you?" She asked.

"Well that depends." I replied.

"Depends on what?" She asked curiously.

"Are you offering anything else?" I whispered as I pressed up against her back. I could feel her shiver. She turned around quickly and held out a plate.

"I made toast." She said proudly.

"Really? Toast?" I asked with a raise of the brow.

"Did you have something else in mind?" she smiled

"As a matter of fact I did." I said and I dropped down to my knees, my hands on her hips.

"Chris what are you doing?" She asked nervously.

"Don't worry Erin. I'll keep it PG maybe." I said and winked. She chuckled and ran her hand through my curls.

I locked my eyes on hers and slowly pushed her t shirt up so it was resting just below her breasts. Then I reached for the jelly on the counter. I dipped my finger in and scooped some out. She giggled and squirmed as I dragged my finger around her stomach forming one half of a heart. I grabbed some more jelly and finished the rest of the heart.

"You're crazy you know that?" she said

I just smirked, wrapped my hands around her back and pulled her to my mouth. I started just below her belly button tracing the heart with my tongue.

The plate of toast fell from her hand to the floor as she gripped the counter. She threw her head back and let out a soft moan.

When I had finished with the jelly I found her belly button and swirled my tongue around in it. One of her hands left the counter and landed in my hair. And I moved my hands and pushed up her skirt and put one leg on my shoulder used my tongue to move her panties to the side and pushed my tongue into her wet pussy, then…

"OH MY GOD! My eyes, my eyes." Blair yelled I whipped my head around to see Blair standing in the doorway covering her eyes. I chuckled. "I am now scarred for life." Blair hands still blocking her vision.

I stood up and Erin lowered her Shirt and her skirt. Her cheeks were red. She was clearly embarrassed.

"Uh I think I am just going to go back to bed until you two leave. Bye now." Blair said and turned around and walked quickly back to her room.

"Oh my God. I am so mortified." she said now covering her face. I pulled her hands down form her face and kissed her hard.

"Don't be. You looked so hot with your head thrown back and your mouth wide open. Can't wait until we finally make love again. I can still remember how hot you looked when I..." I said and she covered my mouth with her hand. I couldn't help myself. The old and new Chris were both very cocky and very horny. The taste of Erin's skin was so intoxicating. I wanted her right there and then but I knew it couldn't happen.

"I am going to take a very cold shower and borrow a shirt and sweats from Blair." She said taking her hand off of my mouth.

"Can I join you?" I asked with a smirk.

"NO! Stay here. Behave." She smiled at me and shook her head.

"Can't make you any promises." I yelled as she left the kitchen. I walked out of the kitchen and I laid down on the couch and turned the T.V. on. I must have dozed off. When I woke it was after 11: 45 a.m. and I jumped off the couch.

BLAIR

I was in my room trying to get the picture of Chris and Erin out of my mind.

KNOCK, KNOCK

"Come in" I said and Erin opened the door and came in and sat down on my bed and we both looked at each other and burst out laughing.

"Sorry about that downstairs Chris ummm" she said and we both laughed.

"I understand my nigga does it to me too, so what's up?" I asked

"Oh I have radiation treatment to go to and I don't have any clothes here and I was wondering if you had something I could wear please." She said and smiled and I smiled.

"Sure look in those Chanel bags and Vickie secret bags and take what you need." I said and she got up slow and balanced out her arms and walked to the bags and got a few things dropping it cause of her grip wasn't good and I got up and helped her carry the stuff to the room turned on the shower for her and left the room. After about 2 hour I had washed and took a shower and was coming downstairs to the kitchen.

"Oh my goodness Chris get up I need to go" she said tapping a sleeping Chris.

"He won't wake up?" I asked

"Nope and I have to be there by 10:45a.m and its 9:50 now it'll take at least 30 or 40 minutes to get there" she said

"Come on I'll take you let the big baby sleep" I said and we both left and got into my car and she told me where to go… After about 15 in the car I felt like we needed to talk. "Erin can we talk"

"Sure what's up?" she asked

"It's about you and well Chris and how he feels I guess" I said

"Has he been talking about me?" she asked somewhat shockingly.

"He doesn't stop. Ever. I'm serious. It's like I've been living with a girlfriends ever since he met you." I said

"Oh really?" she cooed, "What sort of things does he say?"

"How great you are, how pretty you are. That you make him laugh and he loves how playful you are. He likes when you giggle. You are a fantastic cook, and I know that from personal experience so I knew that." I said.

"Yea I know, but—"she said but I cut her off.

"You're a real girl. You're what he needs in his life. Not some girl who's just after money. Chris's a lover, not a fighter. But, he will fight for you to the death if he had to." I said Erin tried to get a word in, but I was talking so fast.

"He really is a great guy and he would do anything for you that you asked of him. I saw Kae take advantage of that so often that every time I just wanted to scream. You haven't done that or will do that are you?" I said

She shook her head. "Never."

"Good. I knew I liked you for a reason." I said and smiled, and then my face turned to stone. "Please don't hurt him. I love him a lot."

"I won't. I promise. I'd rather hurt myself than hurt him. That's why I ended things with him 7 months ago I didn't wanna hurt him" she said I looked at her and reached over and patted her hand.

"I told him to give you time that it'll be okay cause Chris can be little much at times, listen I know you know this but he is a really good guy and he's crazy about you like I said before, as his friend and yours I wanna see you both happy that's all" I said and she smiled and nodded. Finally got to the hospital and went in.

ERIN

After getting to the hospital we went in and Blair told me Chris texted her and she told him we're we was and for him to chill that we'll be back later so after an hour long treatment we was finally out of there and I text Chris and told him I was going home and he wanted to come over and I told him sure I knew I would be home before him cause we was close by so Blair dropped me off at home and I let all she said as I sat on my bed and let it sink into my head and I knew how long it was going to be before Chris got here and I had an idea.

"Okay, now time to decide what I'm wearing," I said as I hopped up to my feet. "Then, shower time." After about 35 minutes Chris pulled up and parked and got out the car. He got to the door and knocked on the door.

"Come in," My voice rang from the other side. He opened the door and found me on my knees in the foyer. His jaw hit the floor as he pushed the door closed behind him, and then fumbled with the lock, never taking his eyes off of me.I wore the sexiest piece of lingerie he had ever laid eyes on and I made it even better I had on.

"Hello Chris," I whispered, just loud enough for him to hear before I seductively crawled across the floor.

"Oh god, baby," he muttered. He had forgotten how to blink as he admired my swaying ass and the glimpse he got of the curve of it underneath the garment. "Hi."

I sat up on my knees at his feet and smiled up at him. "I missed you," I said in the same soft tone.

He looked down at me and smiled. "I missed you too, baby." I placed my cheek against his crotch and nuzzled against his hardening dick through his jeans.

"I missed this too." I said as I batted my lashes up at him. Chris swallowed hard and nodded. I looked so gorgeous on my knees in front of him and maintaining eye contact with him. Words were hard to come by.