A little note: As seen on Dokuga.This drabble/one-shot collection follows Kagome and her mission to 'seduce' Sesshomaru, in order to hand over his corpse to Hebiko, who in return will grant her wish.

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Realisation

Heat pooled in Kagome's stomach as the memory of her kiss with Sesshomaru replayed in her mind like a broken record. It was dark, probably early in the morning and she has not been able to fall asleep. Rin was cuddled against her, deep asleep and completely oblivious to Kagome's inner turmoil. Sesshomaru sat on the other end of the fire, his gaze focused on Kagome's back. She could practically feel his eyes on her.

To say she was uncomfortable was an understatement, but it was not because of his intense gaze on her. No, Kagome was uncomfortable because she was in doubt. Over the past few days, especially after tricking Sesshomaru into swallowing the mysterious liquid that Hebiko had given her, Kagome felt guilt. The intense gazes Sesshomaru sent her way made her melt, and deep down she hoped it was because he really found her attractive and not because of the charm Hebiko had placed on her. Kagome herself often found herself turning her attention to him as they walked. She admired his stance, regal and elegant, but strong. She was very jealous of his hair - it looked so smooth and silky and he didn't even have shampoo! But what ensnared her the most was his golden eyes. The way they stared at her boldly made her shiver.

Somehow, Kagome had ended up being attracted to Sesshomaru. And now she really did not wish to seduce and kill him. Seduce, yes, because that would be deliciously hot, but she no longer wished to present his stone cold corpse to Hebiko. She could not bring herself to do it. She still felt guilty for giving him the liquid from the vial - what if it does end up killing him? The guilt would eat her away.

Kagome sighed and closed her eyes. This was bad. Her original goal was to get Inuyasha to fall in love with her, but now she wanted his brother to caress and love her instead. But Sesshomaru's lust for her was only because of the spell, she was sure of it. And she did have a deal with Hebiko.

Oh, what on earth was she going to do?