Christian POV

She leans in and starts kissing me on my lips my chin and all the way to my neck. It feel so fucking good. I can't get enough of her.

"Ana do you know what you are doing to me? I only have so much control." She whispers against my skin.

"Take me Christian." Fuck we are on the fucking roof but that makes it even more sexy.

"Christian you are beautiful." This makes me smile.

"Not like you baby and when we are done here I want to take you in my bed. You will be the fist woman I have ever had in there." I can see she is not sure about that.

"Why is that?" She has a frown on her face trying to figure me out.

"I don't know. That is my very personal space and I never wanted to share it with anyone till I met you." She is so stunned. Then she steps to me and says.

"Christian I want to explore your body." Shit and I immediately tense up, she feels it and pulls away with her head cast down. Fuck.

" I am sorry Christian I didn't mean to make you uncomfortable."

"Ana it's not that. You can explore all you want if you promise to stay clear of my chest and my back."

She looks at me so sad and nods her head a yes. I take a deep breath and hold both her hands. I need to explain so she does not feel like I am pushing her away.

"Just like what you went through with Matt I had a similar experience. I was 5 when my mother's pimp used to beat me up and tie me in a dark room for days without food. When he could not find an ashtray he used to use my chest and back. Any touch there brings back all those memories and I freeze. Its as if it's burning all over gain. I have been trying to figure out what happened yesterday because it was different."

"What do you mean diriment?"

"When you touched me it was an automatic reaction to freeze but there was no pain. I was waiting for it but it was not there. It was as if your touch was healing. I felt empty and lonely when you pulled away from me. I have never felt that before. I want to try it again but be patient with me."

I move over to her and she is trembling. I pull my shirt over my head and she is staring at my marks. She looks down at her palm and sees the same marks. Our breathing has both changed. She lifts her palm to my bare chest and waits for permission from me. My whole body is tense I don't know if I can do this. There is tears rolling down her cheeks and I can tell she is hurting for both of us. I take a deep breath and put my hand over hers and pull it onto me. My breath catches and she tries to pull away but I have her to tight. I had my eyes so tight my eyelids were hurting. I was waiting for the burning pain but there was nothing. All I could feel was the tingly sensation I get when we touch. I slowly peel my eyes open and smile at her.

"Christian are you ok?"

"Baby it does not burn. You are the first person to touch me since I was 5 and I never want you to stop."

I lean in and take her mouth. We somehow end up naked. We are exploring each other's bodies over and over. I make her come 3 times. I put a condom on then position my cock to her wet entrance and I can see the fear on her face.

"Ana do you want me to stop. We don't have to do this."

"Christian I want you. I need to feel you inside of me please be gentle with me I have never done this before." That's all I need to hear and I slowly enter her till I can't go no more. I still so she can get used to the feeling. I take her mouth and caress her tongue with mine.

"Christian you feel so good. I want more Please"

Ana POV

I have never experience such bliss in my life. Christian took me to places I never knew existed. We are lying next to each other totally content.

"Christian that was incredible. Thank you."

"You are welcome baby." We get dressed and go down and into Christians room. We make out in the shower then snuggle into each other on his huge bed.

"Baby I have never experienced something like that before. It was amazing. I have fucked many women before you but you are the first woman I have ever made love too. It was mind blowing. Thank you for giving yourself to me." We chatted a long time Christian explains to me how he got into the whole Sub and Dom thing. I was horrified when he told me how he was seduced at 14 by his mother best friend and she taught him everything he knows. I couldn't help but run into the bathroom and empty my breakfast into the toilet.

"Ana are you ok? What happened?"

"Christian I am fine. Listening to what that bitch done to you makes me so angry and sick."

"Ana it was a long time ago. I have dealt with it all. We are just friend now."

"WHAT. You still see her and consider her your friend?"

"Yes and we are business partners. She helped me out a lot so when she needed help I helped her."

"You know what Christian? I can't tell you how to run your life or who to hang around with. But this is so wrong. I hope you don't expect me to be her friend as well because that is never going to happen. I don't even want to be in the same room as her. Shit, Christian that older woman you were having super with at the club." He nods his head to say yes and I heave over the toilet again. I feel so sick.

"No wonder she was scowling at me like that. She was jealous of me. She organized your subs for you and I have come and ruined her plans. Fuck Christian she feels I am taking you away from her. All theses years you have relied on her for women and now finally you have found your own and she does not like it." Shit now it all makes sense to me.

"Ana it's not like that. She just feels that because I have been so reliant on subs, a normal relationship won't work. Because I am such a wealthy man people target me for my money. She is just looking out for my beat interests."

Shit I can't take this anymore. I put my clothes on and decide to leave. He is looking at me like a lost soul. It's breaking my heart.

"Ana please you can't leave me. Please?" I don't notice I am crying.

"Christian this is so fucked up. Isn't that up to you and me? She can't decide weather it won't work between us. Who the fuck does she think she is. So help me if I ever come into contact with her. Christian I am going to the kitchen for a drink I am not leaving you. I promise."

I could see his whole body relaxed. I wash my face then I walk out his room and slam straight in to very flowery smelling persons. When I look up I gasp at the sight of Elena standing in Christians bedroom doorway.