Chapter Five

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Kurosaki-kun is hard to read. I can't ever tell if he likes me back or not. I can't even tell if he thinks of me as just a friend. "Sigh" I'm not gonna get any sleep tonight. I still can't believe Shinji attempted to sleep with me. Thats probably why Ichigo doesn't try and go after me. He probably thought I was into Shinji.

This mess keeps getting worse and worse. I hope this will all change.

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My phone keeps ringing like crazy. I don't wanna answer it. If it's Orihime I might but then again. Her and Shinji probably fucked already. And yet I look to see the caller ID. Shock punched me in the face. It was Rukia. What does she want? To lead me on again? I answer it because of temptation. "Hello?" "Hey Ichigo! I am moving back this week and I wanted you to be the first one to know."

Then the room was silent. Mostly because the information she was feeding me was still going through my head. Maybe this is supposed to happen. Before I completely fell for Orihime, Rukia comes back to my life and saves me from this hell hole. But I can't assume just yet.

"Your point?" I spoken up. "Well I am arriving there early tomorrow morning. Meet me at the old restraunt we hung out at all the time around 8:00?" She pleaded. "Yeah. I'm really tired so I'm gonna hang up alright." "Yeah." It was too awkward. I had to hang up. She was playing with me. She just wanted my attention. But I'm not to sure, it just seems that way.

What the hell am I doing anymore?

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"So Ichigo did you end it with Rangiku just yet? You can't keep this going." Renji shouted at me through the bathroom door. "Nope, it all depends on what's going on with Orihime." I couldn't tell Renji about Rukia comin back to town he would flip out.

But he likes her too so I can't really blame him for wanting me out of the picture I believe it's the only reason why he wants me with Orihime.

I stepped out of the shower and walked to my room. Drying off and puttin some clothes on. I buttoned up my shirt while walking out to the front door to put my shoes on.

"Where the hell are you going?" Renji yelled. "To Orihimes to talk to her." I lied. My mouth tasted like rotten milk with every lie I told.

As as I headed to the restaurant I seen Rukia. She was puny. Her legs were beautiful and long. Her eyes were cute and big. She worn a pink dress and a sun hat. My heart was bursting for her attention. I felt heart broken just looking at her. I don't know if I can go through with this.

Thats when I began to run away. I ran to Orihime's place. I don't care if Shinji is there or not. I think I'm in love with her. I don't wanna be with someone who hurt me so much. If we did get back together the pain would still be there. I want to start a new with Orihime. She mends to me.

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I was in the shower the hot water felt nice. I could just drown in the feeling of my sore muscles soaking in the hot water.

My hands were in my hair washing away anything unneeded in my scalp. As I was rinsing my head someone bursted through my front door. "Orihime!?" I hear. It was Kurosaki-kind voice. He could've called first instead of just welcoming himself to my apartment. He opens up the bathroom door as I am putting on a towel. "Kurosaki-kun!" I screamed trying to cover myself.

And then out of no where. He held me tight. I may have been soaking wet but he didn't seem to care. "Orihime I-" I cut him off knowing what he'd tell me. "I know, do you want to join me in the shower? You smell like sweat."

He blushed. "I already took one but I guess so." I tore his clothes off. Helping him undress.

His is lips were soft. His skin was soft. Every thing about him made me mush on the inside. I loved it. I felt intoxicated.

Ichigo turned me around. Bending me over. I covered my behind. "you won't like it." I blushed. My eyes clamped shut. "Don't worry. You are beautiful Orihime. Everything about you is beautiful and just adorable." he whispered into my hair leaning over me. Pressing his erection on my thigh. He was a big boy. A really big boy.

With one quick thrust he inched deep inside of me.

I held down my pain. Trying to keep my tears in. "Are you alright?" He asked. I swallowed my spit and nodded to him to keep going. "if you think so." He said before pushing in a bit more. Going at a alow pace.

I slowley began began to get comfy with the object deeply lodged inside of me. It began to feel good. Really good. I felt as if my head was going to explode.

So many thoughts were going through my head.

How ow could I feel this good? I've masturbated before but it never felt this good. My heart I on fire. So is my clitoris. He rubbed it roughly trying to make me moan an scream. He flips me around laying me in the floor of the tub.

I bite down on his shoulder moaning and clawing at his back. I know now how he really feels. Just when I was about to give up on him too.

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We layed on her bed naked. Her sheets were wrapped around us as I also had my arm around her and she has her head on my chest. I don't want this to end at all. Moments like this make me feel alive. To feel like this, she does this to me. I'm happy I didn't see Rukia. I am quiet happy about that.