A/N: I don't usually write extra bits, so don't read this if you don't want spoilers. I'm giving a Trigger alert just in case. Sorry if you were expecting a happy ending.
Anna didn't know how she got back to Meg's. But she did. But how am I going to get inside. Damn I didn't think this through. She put her back against the wall and slid down to the floor. Slumping in a heap, her dress fanned out around her. She fished her phone out of her bra once again, and searched for Meg's number. Her finger hovered over the call button. She's still with that guy. That stupid guy. What if he was still there? She probably doesn't want me to interrupt. What if they are having… Anna's heart sunk No, they aren't. THEY'RE NOT!
She pressed the call button.
Ring Ring
"Anna?" Meg sounded alert
"Can you let me in? I'm outside" Anna replied, she tried to sound calm, she hoped it was working.
"Yeah sure …. I thought you were staying at Elsa's tonight?"
Elsa … fuck… Anna hung up the phone. What is happening with me?
Quicker than Anna thought, Meg was at the door, she was wearing her pyjamas. Shorts, a bra and a tank top. For some reason this was important to drunk Anna. I'm not drunk. Ok I must be somewhat to talk to myself. Anna couldn't look Meg in the face. She kept her eyes on the floor.
"I thought you were staying at Elsa's?" Meg asked tenderly as she let Anna in.
Anna started walking up to the dorm as Meg followed behind "I wanted to see you. I was worried"
Anna opened Meg's front door and led herself to the bedroom. She was about to open it when she remembered Hans. Fucking Hans. Who is this asshole? Why do I care? Oh shit Meg's talking. Her hand still on the door handle, back to Meg, Anna tried to focus on the conversation. "….. so yeah then this guy was like on the run from the police, you know because of the fight. So I said he could use my phone to call his friends. He was gunna come up, but I managed to get him into a taxi first"
"So you didn't …? He never came in?" Anna turned around and finally looked Meg in the eye. Her hopes on display for anyone to see.
Meg leaned over her to open the door. "No he never came in" Meg slowly held Anna's hand and tenderly pulled her towards the bed.
"I was so worried! Why did you leave?" Anna sat down on the bed, playing with Meg's hand. So soft.
"You looked like you were having fun without me …. I didn't think I'd be missed" Now it was Meg not looking at her. Anna didn't know what to say. She had never seen her vulnerable like this. Meg shuffled on the bed, never letting go of Anna's hand. An unspoken understanding floated around them. Words weren't needed, they just needed each other. Neither girl was looking at the other now, but Anna had never felt closer to Meg. It felt safe, warm, nice.
"Well you were."
Anna let the words linger in the air for a while, before she squeezed Meg's hand. "I'm going to get changed" She gave her a smile and headed to the bathroom.
In the bathroom by herself, Anna could feel the tiredness making her body heavy. Changing into her pyjamas that she left the day before, Anna just wanted to sleep. Everything being solved now; Meg was found, the atmosphere was calm and her body just needed rest.
Once Anna came back into the bedroom, she took hold of Megs hand and climbed into the bed. Spooning under the covers, Anna behind Meg. The warmth and safety radiating around their small world. Meg intertwined their legs. Anna squeezed her hand. Meg pushed her back against Anna's front. Her ass fitting like a puzzle piece against Anna lap. Instinctively Anna moved her free hand to Meg's stomach, rubbing her in small circles. Her lips pressed themselves against Meg's neck. Meg's back pressed further against her, trying to get closer. Anna didn't know what she was doing, everything was perfect, and a comfortable nothing was in her head. All she could feel was the rightness of this moment. She moved her hand to Meg's breast giving her a squeeze. Something in the back of her mind told her that maybe she'd gone too far, but just as she was about to move her hand back, Meg lay slightly to her side, giving Anna room to weave around the bra. Her lips found their way to Meg's neck once again, as she played with her nipples, feeling them harden under her touch. Anna found a hand sliding up her leg, squeezing her, encouraging her. As Meg draw circles on her leg, Anna's hands were making decisions of their own. Letting go of Meg's breast, her hand trailed down her stomach and found its way to her waist band.
Meg swung around to face Anna. Before she knew it, Meg was kissing Anna and Anna was diving into Meg. Heavy breathing and soft moans kept Anna from concentrating on what she was doing. The dazed and sleepy atmosphere was still hanging around. This wasn't passion, it was comfort. It was familiarity. It was home. Meg's lips were warmer then she'd thought, her tongue lightly brushing against Anna's lips.
Her fingers tried to get further into Meg, but her underwear was in the way. Kissing her harder, Anna tried to reposition herself. She wanted more of Meg, more of her warmth, more of her soft body pressed against her. Meg seemed to be gathering an urgency of her own. She pushed Anna lips with her needing kiss, lifting herself up. Quicker than Anna's slow brain could figure out, Meg threw off her shorts and her underwear without ever breaking their lips. Kisses became harder, faster. Anna's finger rubbed against Meg's sweet spot making her moan in way's Anna could never imagine. Anna had never heard Meg's voice like this.
"Harder, Anna" Words that enticed her, drove her.
"Tell me what you like" Anna heard her voice saying
Immediately she breathed "Deeper. Deeper"
Anna pushed herself deeper into Meg, moving her head down her body to her breasts. Kissing the soft skin of the beauty beneath her. Meg's breathing hitched. Her core tightened around Anna's fingers. Their kisses slowed. Anna brought her fingers out. Before she could guess what Meg's reaction could be to their unexpected night, she took hold Anna's hand and sucked on her fingers. Anna could feel Meg's smile against her skin.
Anna wrapped her arms around Meg, bringing her into a she dubbed to be the most perfect cuddle of all time. Heads close together, Anna breathed in the smell of her girl "So that just happened" She giggled before planting a kiss on Meg's lips.
"I can't believe I just did that" Meg whispered against Anna's mouth. She kissed her again, moving her hands around Anna's waist. "I can't believe that just happened" she seemed to be talking more to herself now. "I came. Oh my god" She giggled again, pushing her lips Anna's, kissing her slow and purposefully. Anna could feel them both smiling.
This was it. This was perfection. Warmth spread around Anna. Nothing could spoil this.
"Do you know where my bottoms went?" Meg asked sitting up. Anna ley back, sinking into the realisation of what had just happened. What she had wanted for so long. What she didn't think would ever happen.
"Found my shorts at least" Meg giggled, falling back into their bubble. She lied on top of Anna slightly, her lips caught Anna's mouth, then trailed down to her breasts. Meg sucked and bit down, leaving her mark. Her mark. Their lips met once again, it felt so familiar, so right. Cuddling. Perfection. They fell asleep, like that. A smile on Anna's face. Innocence in her heart.
The next day, Anna woke up, her hair sticking in all directions. She watched Meg sleep for a while, marvelling at the night before. A smile grew onto her face. She made her way to the kitchen to make them both some tea. Kettle boiling, she replayed the night in her head. Their touched, their kisses. Just as Anna poured the milk into the teas, Meg opened the kitchen door.
"Hey, baby just made you a cuppa" Anna giggled. She looked into Meg's eyes. Her smile faded. Her heart stopped.
"Anna….. about last night" Meg held her own hand, not looking at Anna.
"What?" Anna asked, her voice stumbling.
"Yeah look. About last night. It shouldn't have happened. And I DON'T want it to happen again" Meg's hard eyes flashed up to her. Anger and disgusted dripping from ever pour of Meg's person.
Anna just stood there. Stunned. She felt cold. But… but…. I mean, we are still friends right? We can move past this? Wait, why should we move past this? It was perfection. What did I do wrong?
"I'm not gay. I don't love you. This was a mistake."
Tears cloaked her eyes. So many question sprang at her, but her brain didn't know how to work her body. She wanted to run to Meg and hug her, to try and replicate their warmth they shared only hours before, but she didn't move. What changed?
"Meg…" her voice was broken. She tried to step forward, but she was frozen. Images of the night before attacked her. They were giggling. They were kissing. Meg had touched her. Meg's hickey burned against her skin.
"Don't tell anyone about this. I don't want you thinking about this. It never happened"
A tear escaped her. Cheeks caught fire as her ever flickering heart kindled out.
"You were one of my best friends Anna" Meg started. She had her bag and her coat in her hand. Soft hands. "But maybe we shouldn't see each other anymore"
That was it. That's what killed her. In the back ground Anna could hear a door slam shut. She fell to the ground, bathing in her tears. All she could feel was aching sobs escaping her. Her heart breaking.
She didn't know how long she ley there. She didn't care. Meg didn't come back. Meg.
Eventually she went to Meg's bedroom. Empty. She sat at the end of the bed. Fresh tears attacked her and more memories flooded her brain. Lips. Warmth. Safety. Perfection. What happened? What changed? What did I do wrong?
Anna gathered her energy and picked up her phone. Her heart skipped a beat when she saw she had a message. Meg?! It was Elsa. Oh … Elsa
'Hey Anna. After last night, I realised that you're feelings for Meg are strong. I don't think I want to be involved with this drama. It was great meeting you, but I think it would be best for both of us if we just stop this now. For all you know, Meg might feel the same way? Anyway, I hope you do well in life. Goodbye'
Anna was stunned. She was no longer heartbroken. She was empty. She lost her best friend and the one person who might have actually loved her properly if she gave them time. Why did I do this?! How did this happen?! I've lost everything. EVERYTHING. I chose wrong.
Anna shut down her brain. She didn't want to think. Thinking hurt. Everything hurt. She let her body pack her things. She let her legs take her to the train station. She let herself be taken home. She just wanted this all to end.
The end.
