First off, no one panic I am not discontinuing this story nor am I taking it down.
But I understand that it has been over a year since I updated it, and despite all my best efforts and promises and me telling myself I would not do this I have no choice. It has finally come to this. It has been a rough week for me and now i know why: I haven't updated this story in a year and I feel bad about it, really bad, like every time I see my stress comes back to me and it hits me all at once that its not done, and I hate doing that to my fans because I hate when it happens to me.
So here it is, despite my past optimisms I've come to accept that though I still love this story and want to finish it, I'm just neither inspired or motivated to write it, and I don't want to force it nor so i want to stress myself out by trying to write it, and believing that after THIS chapter I will get back into it.
Its just not working. School. Life and stress has left me in a rut for nearly a year and honestly I have other projects that I'm just more into and inspired to do right now. So for now this story is on indefinate haitur.
THAT DOES NOT MEAN IT IS DISCONTINUED. I know full people who have gone on "haitus" and never came back. I am not one of those people. I love all my stories and I still love this one and have it planned out I'm just not in the mood to write it, and It saddens me but I've just got more one my mind.
And i feel terrible because I know everyone enjoys it and its one of my most popular stories but I can't write a story when Im not inspired to write it. Maybe when I finish my current batch of fics and start working on writing my original stories I'll be more inspired to write it, but for now I'm not.
I'm really sorry everyone but I'm not giving up on it. This whole thing has been really stressing me out and I feel horrible but I don't know what else to do at this point.
If you have any questions or comments please PM me, otherwise you won't be able to review when I DO post the next chapter.
Thank you all so much for your patience and understanding. I really need it right now.