Ok so I'm super major uber sorry this is so late! don't kill me! theres been a lot of school and stuff. anyway here it is!
"What the he-?!" I asked.
"C'mon Kenz, we need some serious girl time," Zoe said, releasing me.
"And that means kidnapping me?" I asked.
"Yup pretty much, were going to Carrie's."
"'To do what?"
"Talk, gossip, have a bitch fit, what ev's you need girl, this day is for you to get away from those guys."
"Really?"
"Really."
"That's so sweet of you guys."
"No problem, you're part of the British YouTube family now," Zoe said, giving me a hug, "C'mon let's go."
On our way to Carrie's place, we talked about mindless things like makeup and clothing. When we arrived to the house Zoe just walked straight in.
"I'm back, and I found Kenzie." Zoe singsonged.
"Yay!" Carrie cheered.
"Hi I'm Louise, I don't think we've met before."
"Hi!" I waved.
"Yup, so you get to hang out with us, now let's go talk," Carrie said, grabbing my hand and leading me up to the room.
"Are you coming, Bryarly?" Zoe asked.
"No, I'm working on a song with Charlie."
"Ok, have fun," Zoe said before running up the stairs with Louise to meet us.
"ALEX WE'RE USING YOUR ROOM KAY? THANKS!" Carrie shouted downstairs before going into one of the rooms.
"OMG this is so cool were like in Alex Day's bedroom," I mini fangirled.
"Ok, so now we can talk," Zoe said, pushing some stuff off the bed and sitting cross legged on it. Carrie and I joined her.
"Ask me anything I guess," I shrugged.
"Ok, what's the deal with you and Pj?" Louise asked bluntly.
"What do you mean...?"
"Oh, girl please, did you see the way he was looking at you when we left the house?" Zoe asked.
"Um... maybe...?"
"C'mon how could you have missed it?" Zoe questioned.
"I might have seen something..."
"Girl, that was more than 'something.'"
"I guess-"
"He almost looked like a child who stole a piece of candy, like he got something he wasn't suppose to have, you know?" she continued. I looked at Carrie for help.
"She's right, he was giving you THE look."
"What look?"
"He totally fancies you," Louise interjected.
"But I'm already dating somebody." Shit, I wasn't supposed to say that.
Carrie raised her eyebrows. "Wait, you didn't get back together with that other guy, what's his name?"
"Collin?"
"Yeah, him. You guys didn't get back together, did you?"
"Er...no," I said, biting my lip. I'm a horrible liar.
"It's fine if you did," Zoe said, "It's just we all thought you would get together with either Peej or Phil after he dumped you."
"It's just he said not to tell anyone," I said. And what did they mean he dumped me, Dan made us break up.
"Why not? I mean, yeah we ship you with Phil, but we're still happy with you guys together, as long as he's not being a chav like he was at the hospital," Carrie reasoned.
"I'm not sure honestly, he just told me not to tell anybody, like at all."
"Collin aside, you and Pj...?" Louise smirked.
"What about us?" I asked, slightly nervous.
"OOO you're blushing, tell us," Carrie said.
"There's nothing to tell."
Zoe gave me a skeptical look. "I don't think Pj was looking at you like that because there's nothing to tell."
"You guys promise not to tell anyone?"
"Your secrets safe with us," Carrie promised.
"Pjandimighthavekissedafewtimes," I mumbled quickly.
"I'm sorry, I didn't quite catch that." Louise grinned.
"Pj and I might have kissed a few times," I repeated. Zoe giggled and clapped her hands.
"YAYYYY! Is it bad that I'm fangirling over you two right now?"
"Yes, no, maybe; I don't know."
"Wait, did you say a few times?" Carrie asked.
"Yes."
"Oo, how many times?" Zoe asked.
"Yes, how many times?" Alex asked from the doorway.
"Oh my god," I said, covering my face with my hand.
"It's fine, you don't have to tell me. But I do ship KickTheMac."
"Three," I said, like what the hell, it's worse keeping secrets.
"Three what?" Alex asked. "Oh, three! Well, you're practically married now, aren't you?"
I half-glared at him, "No, everything is more confusing now."
"Well you like Pj, right?"
"I don't know."
"Bloody hell, then why'd you kiss him?"
"I don't know," I sighed, "He kissed me first last night, then I don't know why I kissed him this morning."
"Well obviously it's because you like him in some way."
"I know, but I don't know."
"I don't know what goes on in your minds all day," Alex said, walking away, "But I have a feeling I don't really want to know the thought process."
"Ok, now that he's gone, details," Louise demanned.
"For which one?"
"How 'bout you start with the first one."
"Well the foursome and I spent the day out, and when we got back I went to my room and Pj followed me in and he was acting weird and we talked for a while and he was really nervous and I went to the closet to get a sweatshirt and I turned around and he was right behind me and he kissed me."
"Ooooo, and your reaction was...?"
"I might have shouted at him and pushed him away..."
"Oh."
"Oh?"
"Unexpected, that's all. Do continue."
"Er, Dan, Phil and Chris came in and Chris and Dan took Pj out of the room and Phil spent the rest of the night with me."
"I told you AmazingKenzie was more likely," Carrie said.
"Anyway, did you and Phil kiss?"
"No," I said feeling myself blush as I thought about what happened that night.
"Well, what did happen? And don't say nothing, 'cause you're blushing."
"We might have slept together..." I said quietly. Louise's eyebrows rose.
"You WHAT?!" Zoe shouted in disbelief.
"You girls all right?" Charlie asked running into the room with Alex.
"Yeah except for the fact that Kenz slept with Phil," Zoe blurted out.
"You did what?" Alex asked calmer then Zoe.
"Omg! Noooo! Not like that. We were watching movie and we fell asleep next to each other," I quickly explained.
"Did Dan find out?"
"He woke us up, but he didn't say anything about it."
"Hmmm..."
"Now you guys shcooch, were still having girl time," Louise said shooing them out of the room. "You mentioned more than one kiss...?"
"Yeah, um this morning."
"I KNEW IT!" Zoe exclaimed. "Sorry, please continue."
"I ran into him at the stairs at his house and it was extreme awkwardness and he tried to apologize and I told him to shut up and then I kissed him."
"Well that's a plot twist," Charlie commented from the doorway.
"Have you been listening this whole time?" I asked blushing.
"...maybe... but you listen to my daily life all the time so I'm just returning the favor. Tea?"
"Sure," Carrie said, grabbing a mug from Alex.
"Okay, so you kissed Pj on the stairs, then what happened?" Charlie asked, sitting on the bed with us once we all had our mugs of tea.
"Erm, well we er, talk for awhile then he dragged me into a bedroom," I said mumbling the last part.
"He what?" Zoe gasped.
"He brought me into a bedroom and we talk for awhile and we..." I trailed off.
"You kissed him again, didn't you?" Alex asked.
"He told me to trust my gut," I said, "Oh god, what do I do?"
"Well, kid, have you tried talking to him without kissing him?" Charlie asked.
"Umm, no but..."
"RIght, Collin," Zoe continued.
"And Phil," I added to myself, thinking no one would here.
"What about Phil?" Louise asked.
"Er, nothing, what about him?" I asked warily.
"Ooo you're blushing," Zoe exclaimed.
"Am not!"
"You so are. So what about Phil?"
"Nothi-"
"OMG you're like caught between three guys, thats so adorable," Zoe squealed.
"I am not stuck between them," I said, trying to defend myself.
"Ok. I'm going to say a word. You say the first thing that comes to mind," Alex said.
"Ok," I agreed.
"Rugby," he said.
"Rude."
"Uni."
"Classes."
"Notebook."
"Stories."
"Dan."
"Buttface"
"Birthday."
"Stupid."
"Coffee."
"Gross."
"America."
"Joey."
"Home."
"My bookshelf."
"Lions."
"Phil."
"Penguins."
"Cold."
"Sports."
"Collin."
"Tomatoes."
"Gross."
"Explorer."
"Pj."
"Editor."
"Pj."
"What's the point of this again?" Charlie asks.
"To see how she feels about certain people, i.e. the three previously mentioned, cause those all relate back to either phil pj or collin."
"I still don't know what to do?" I sighed.
"As Pj said, you should follow your gut, but you also need to listen to your heart, and consult your brain," Louise advised.
"This is too hard," I complained, leaning into Carrie.
"Well, right now you're with Collin, and you should focus on that," Zoe said hugging me.
"Thanks," I said, returning the hug.
"Now that that's sorted, let's go to Starbucks and go shopping," Louise suggested.
"Ooo yes, I need the new MAC Christmas palette," Zoe said, bouncing up.
"And we can do our Christmas shopping," Louise agreed, getting up.
"C'mon let's go," Carrie agreed, pulling me up with her.
"You girls have fun," Alex said as he and Charlie left the room. The four of us headed downstairs and put on our coats and shoes.
"Hey Bry, you want to come shopping with us?" Carrie asked as Bryarly came out of the kitchen.
"No thanks," Bryarly said, smiling at the other girls but giving me a dirty look as she headed upstairs.
"Let's go," Carrie said linking arms with me and walking out the door.
So hey! Im so sorry about the slow uploa, I just started highschool and have been swarmed with things to do. :D ANywho, what d y'all think. Do you like Mac and the girls hanging out? Pj? Phil?
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