Andrea and Becca were sitting in there living room. It was Saturday so they were both just relaxing.

"Are you looking forward to going with your dad next month?" Andrea asked.

"Yeah."

"Not just because you get to meet Randy Orton right?"

"No." "I like spending time with John."

"Good." "I know this hasn't been easy for you sweetie."

"Not really but I'm getting used to it." "I know that John loves me and he wants what's best for me."

"He does."

"He made me feel welcome in his house right away."

"That's good."

"I love those girls to."

"Do you like Cassie?"

"Yeah." "I don't think she likes me to much though."

"She's never mean to you is she?"

"No." "I just get a feeling sometimes that she doesn't want me around."

"I'm sure that's not true." "How could anybody not love you?"

"Well you have to love me." "You're my mom."

"Even if I wasn't your mom I'd still love you."

"Do you ever regret having me so young?"

"Absolutely not." "You were a surprise but it was the best surprise I've ever gotten." "I do have one regret."

"What is it?"

"That your dad couldn't be there through the pregnancy and your birth and to watch you grow."

"If John would've known about me, do you think you guys would've gotten married?"

"Probably." "Maybe even had more children."

"Why did you break up with him?" "You loved him didn't you?"

"Oh I did more then anything." "I broke up with him because I was scared."

"Of what?"

"Well you know there's an age different between us."

"Yeah."

"It doesn't seem like a lot now but when your seventeen, dating a twenty-one year old seems like a big difference." "Sometimes when we were together he'd talk about when I turned eighteen we could get a place together." "He'd talk about how until I graduated he'd get a job then we could move wherever we wanted." "It used to scare me to death." "I was only seventeen, not even done with high school and he was talking about making a commitment I was nowhere near ready for."

"Did you ever tell him that when he talked like that it scared you?"

"No." "I didn't want to hurt his feelings."

"Why did you go back to da- Jake?"

"I went back to Jake because I felt safe with him." "He was my age." "I knew he loved me despite our problems." "I loved him to in a way." "It wasn't even close to the way I loved your dad." "I thought your dad deserved a girl that wanted everything he did." "So I broke it off." "The pain in his eyes that night killed me." "I'll never forget the look on his face when I told him I was going back to Jake."

"Mom was John um, well um-

"My first?"

"Yeah." She said blushing a little.

"No Jake was." "I wish it would been your dad." "I did love Jake but I've always thought of your dad as my first love." "We used to go to this place we called the field." "It was a field of beautiful green grass with the most beautiful view of the stars at night." "Sometimes your dad and I would sit underneath the stars and he'd hold me." "During those moments it felt like there was no one in the world but me and him." "That was where your dad kissed me for the first time." She said with a big smile. "That's also where we said I love you to each other for the first time." "I can still remember the night he told me he loved me like it was yesterday." "Becca when he said that to me, I can't even describe it but when that moment happens to you one day, you'll know you're truly in love."

"Wow I hope I have that kind of love when I'm older."

"You will." "It's beautiful." "Just don't throw it away like I did." For a second Andrea looked like she might start to cry.

"Mom are you ok?"

"Yeah, I'm fine." "You know uncle Kyle almost caught me and your dad once."

"That wouldn't have been good."

"Not at all."

"So what happened?"

"Well…

Flashback

Andrea and John were laying in her bed asleep. He'd snuck in her window and spent the night the night before. They were facing each other. John woke up and looked at the woman he loved more then anything in world. She was asleep. He kissed her. A few seconds later she kissed him back.

"Good morning." He whispered.

"Good morning my love." She whispered back.

There was knock at the door.

"Who is it?" Andrea asked.

"Kyle." Kyle said.

"Can you come back later?"

"No." "I want that ten bucks you owe me."

"I'm busy."

"Just open the damn door."

"Fuck." She whispered to John. They both got up and started looking for there clothes.

"Baby what did you do with my boxers?" John whispered.

"There right there." She whispered pointing. They got dressed as quick as they could. John went to the window stepped through it and turned around. Andrea cupped her hands around his face and kissed him. "I love you honey."

"I love you to." "Bye beautiful."

"Bye." John left.

"Andrea!" Kyle yelled.

"I'm coming!" "Shut up!" She yelled. She got the money unlocked the door and opened it. "Here."

"Andrea who were you talking to?"

"It was the TV."

"Yeah." He stepped into her room. "Your clothes look like they've been in a pile on the floor all night."

"So?" He looked at the bed.

"Boy have a rough night?" He said looking at how messed up the bed was.

"I couldn't sleep."

"Yeah you don't sleep much when you're having sex."

"I wasn't having sex."

"Oh look." He picked up a wrapper off the floor. "A condom wrapper."

"Kyle."

"Don't worry I won't say anything to mom and dad."

"Thank you." He handed her the wrapper. He went to walk out the door.

"Please be quieter next time." "I got up to go to the bathroom last night and I could hear you."

"No way." Her face turned red.

"Yeah it's really disgusting to hear your little sister having sex."

"How much did you hear?"

"Not much, thank god." "You're lucky mom and dad didn't hear you." He walked out of the room.

End Of Flashback

"You must've been so embarrassed." Becca said.

"I was."

"I wish it would've worked out with you and John." "You guys seemed like the cutest couple."

"Yeah but it was a lifetime ago." "That's in the past now."

John was on the road. He and Randy were in a bar shooting pool. They were in Boston, Massachusetts.

"What the hell is wrong with you?" Randy asked.

"Randy, I don't know what to do." "You know I love Cassie."

"Yeah."

"Ever since Andrea came back I can't get her out of my head." "I think about her all the damn time." "It's driving me crazy." "I feel so guilty." "I already have a great woman and all I can do is think about Andrea."

"Do you love her?"

"No." "Maybe." "I don't fucking know."

"Do you still love Cassie?"

"Yes." "It's just the way I feel when I'm with Andrea." "I haven't felt that way in years."

"Have you told her any of this?"

"Hell no."

"Have you guys done anything?"

"No."

"Do you want to?" John looked down in shame. "Holy shit, you do."

"I've thought about it." "A lot." "I can never though." "No matter how much it drives me crazy." "I can't do that to Cassie." "I love her." "I just have to keep resisting like I've been doing."

"You can try and try and try." "Eventually the urge is gonna get to strong."

"No."

"You can deny it all you want but it's just a matter of time, before you end up in bed with her."

"No it won't happen." "It can't."

Instead of going back to the hotel, John drove to West Newbury. He went to the field. Even in the darkness he could see how much it had changed.

"I haven't been here in fourteen years." He thought.

Flashback

John had gotten a call from Andrea. She said she wanted to meet at the field. John was in his car waiting for her. The sun was just starting to set. Andrea pulled up driving a car John had never seen before. She got out. He got out of his car.

"Hi." He said.

"Hi." She didn't look happy.

"What's wrong?"

"We need to talk."

"Whose car is that?"

"Jake's."

"Your old boyfriend Jake?"

"Yeah." "John I-

"What?"

"I'm going back to Jake."

"What?" He looked like he'd been hit by a ton of bricks.

"We've been talking and we're gonna give it another try."

"No."

"I'm sorry John." "I'm so sorry."

"Andrea, I love you." He had tears in his eyes.

"I still love Jake I'm sorry."

"Ok fine." He got back in his car. Andrea got in her car and left. She drove for a few minutes before pulling over and breaking into tears. Back at John's car he was crying and wiping his eyes.

End Of Flashback

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