Show Choir's Note

Okay, ASSHOLES, my name is Lovino Romano Vargas-Marino. I'm 14 years old, in the 8th grade, and I'm a sarcastic little shit.

But there's more then the surface.

I love singing because my Mother used to sing in Italian with me.

I'm grumpy because my parents are dead and gone, my Brother was taken away from me for 8 years, and Grandpa clearly wanted him instead of me.

Now that you all know that.

How do you all feel?

Feeling bad?

Fucking perfect, that's how you should feel.

You're whining about how your parents won't buy you the new iphone 5s, well fuck you, I don't have parents to buy it for me.

Then you decide "Gee, that Lovino kid is a isolated weirdo. Let's just isolate him even more"

Because the problem is, you guys claim to have a family in your group, but it's really "Everybody we like, and the people we don't like."

Really?

What's wrong with me?

Did I do anything?

If I'm seriously doing something to bother you, tell me, and maybe I'll consider it.

But if it's something like "Oh your face is weird." then I'll BREAK your face.

Well..It's too late now I guess...

But for future reference?

However, even if this is for that entire shitty choir in general, I wanna address someone in particular.

Matthew. Please.

We were such good friends in beginning choir..I..I told you everything, and you were just as messed up as I was, and that was okay, because we knew how to distract each other perfectly.

But after that there was the schedule mess up during 7th grade.

If it had never happened...

Would you still be my friend..?

...Anyway, that one year you spent in Show choir, and the one I spent in Beginning Choir again.

We barely talked to each other, but I still held tight to the friendship we had, because I knew it could last.

Finally, 8th grade rolled around, and I was actually really excited. Finally!

A place...Where I could be accepted.

Ha.

I should've known.

Who wants to be friends with the lonely orphan boy?

Not even you Matthew.

Even though I was a much better friend (who could actually remember your name) you ignored me, and avoided me and...

...Why? WHY? YOU KNEW. AND YOU DID IT ANYWAY! HOW COULD YO-!

-Okay..Gotta keep my cool...So uh. Yeah, next time you assholes claim to be a "family" act like one.

Because guess what. That weird fringe kid who never got picked for solos. Might end up dead.

Wow...Uh, thank you guys so much for the feedback, and I'm really thankful you guys don't mind me getting this off my chest. Of course, a lot of this is made up just for the purpose of the story, but this particular chapter was written first, because it's the issue in my life right now that bothers me the most..So this time...If there are 3 reviews, I'll update in two days, if there are 5 I'll update tomorrow.