Gilbert's Note

So.

You.

God, I hate you so much man.

Just, what the hell, was your problem with me?

Did I do anything to you?

Anything that might have upset you?

I sure as hell wouldn't remember, considering the fact you've been bullying me since Kindergarten.

Hell, I had parents back then, that's how long you've been bullying me.

It started out simple enough, tripping me, taking my money when I wasn't looking, and calling me stupid...

But this year you've been...Especially nasty?

Like, I've usually been able to shrug you off, but I don't know if you've become more of an ass, if I've gotten more sensitive, or if all these collective years have built up on me, but I just couldn't handle it this year.

Telling anybody who even so much glanced my way I was an orphan faggot?

What THE HELL is wrong with you?!

YOU THINK I CHOSE TO HAVE MY PARENTS DIE?

And locking me in the closet during the show choir concert?!

I got an 'F' in the class for that!

Do you know how hard it was to bring that report card to my grandfather, who was already convinced I'm a failure?!

The funniest part about all of this though.

You and me are exactly the same.

I know what your younger brother is like, I've seen him helping Feliciano with homework, even though I don't like him, he's frankly, a genius.

And, you, are not.

Do you have an unsupporting Grandpa too?

I bet you do.

So why make fun of me...?

...If you know exactly what it feels like to be me?

.. Is it because you needed to think you're better then me?

Well congrats, you are.

I was the first one of us to suicide.

I'm not a dumbass Gilbert, I don't fall for that "I'm Awesome" crap, when you were beating me up, I saw the cuts under your jacket.

I'll see you soon.

HAHA, I'M TWO MINUTES AWAY FROM TOMORROW, SO THIS IS ON TIME! So, anyway, once again, sorry for the long wait, but on the bright side, my band got first place at a national competition! I think, after next week, I'll finally have time to upload my other stories (I've been dying to write My Bright Light, it's driving me crazy..) This wasn't up earlier, mainly because I was studying for my final exams in two days and lost track of time.. So, to the commentary on the actual chapter! The role of the bully changed a few times actually, first it was Francis, who had actually raped him, but I decided, that is way OOC for Francis, and I don't want to pile on anymore sensitive topics. Then it was Arthur, but I couldn't really find any motivation. So I started looking through characters, and noticed the parallels I drew here between Gilbert and Romano, I think I might write an actual serious fic about this (I've always thought Romano, Prussia, and Canada could actually be a really nice/cute group of friends) but I cannot add something else on my plate DX. So 3 reviews, 2 days, 5 reviews, it'll be up by tomorrow

EDIT- OKAY, CRAP, I AM LATE, BUT BY LIKE 15 MINUTES, SORRY..