Apology To Antonio
Oh Antonio...
..You were so...
..Nice..
..I don't know whether you were just nice to everybody, or nice to just me, but it was comforting.
Knowing that there was somebody besides my brother I could trust was amazing.
And even though I was cold, and mean, you stayed anyway, and I don't think I'll ever know why.
I'm uh...I'm also gonna be honest.
That rumor the show choir started spreading...
It wasn't exactly fake...
I-I really do like you Antonio, and I know we're young and pumped to the brim with hormones, but, it wasn't really sexual...
I just, I wanted to spend the rest of my life with you...
But I mean...
..You're handsome, and smart, and nice, and I'm...Not...
I knew you would never feel the same.
And besides, I've got a homophobic grandpa, probably never would've happened...
But, I just..I liked imagining what we could've been, and I know that makes me look like a creep, but just, it made me happy, and it gave me courage, that maybe, I could tell you one day.
It helped calm me down too, and it soothed me to sleep..
I guess I am telling you now, and I'm glad I won't be alive, because you're probably laughing at me right now.
But, even if this is ridiculous and you probably want to tell all your friends about how much of a loser I am, just..
...Please keep it a secret...
..And if you actually did love me back...
Then I am so, SO sorry, that of everybody you could've fallen in love with...
...It had to be me...
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