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Twin Personality
Chapter 14-Talking to The Doctor
Once again, I turned away and head back upstairs. I found myself stopping at Doctor C's study. With a deep breath I knocked.
"Cone in Kit." He said from the other side of the door.
Slowly I opened the door and walked in. The room was bright and welcoming with bookshelves and painting lining the walls.
Doctor C looked up from whatever he was reading and motions for me to sit down.
"Esme told me you wanted to talk to me."
I nodded and said, "Yes I think I may have figure out why my scent doesn't make yall thrust and maybe why it smells different to each of ya."
He nodded and motioned me to go on as he sat back in his chair.
I placed my hands in my lap and looked at them before saying, " I think that's because this body is only temporary and that cause I ain't really alive is the reason yall don't feel thirst. When this body dies it just disappears, there's no mess left behind not even blood. It just kinda fades out."
He nodded and said, " Yes that coud be it, but what about the different scents."
I took a deep breath and said, "Well given the fact that I died when I did, I wouldn't have had a scent of my own. I would have only smelt like my mother, and since I didn't have a scent then, I don't really have one now. I can't really say why I smell the way I do to each of ya; maybe if I knew what differences yall smell."
He nodded again and said, "To me you smell like fresh-baked bread and blueberries or at least what they used to smell like to me when I was human."
"What about the others?"
"Hmm well Rosalie said you smell like flesh lines and baby powder. While Emmett said apple pie and cinnamon, and to Alice you smell like new clothing and vanilla. Jasper and Esme already told you what you smell like to them and Edward hasn't been home to ask."
We sat in silence for a while as I thought about it. Finally it came to me.
"Comfort."
"I'm sorry I don't understand."
"All babies feel comfort from their mother's scent right?" I asked.
He nodded.
"And since I had died as a baby with no scent of my own; I only had a mother scent, my mother. Which would have brought me comfort. So now I'm dead, but still here in some wired way my scent is like that of a mothers it brings comfort to those who smell it. If I had to guess what each of ya smell are either things that on some subconscious level reminds yall of ya'r mommas or brings yall comfort."
"Hmm.. that does make a lot of sense and for me at least you are right, now that I think about it."
"So ya agree then."
"Yes I think you are indeed right."
I nodded and got up to leave.
"Before you go may I ask you something?"
Sitting back down, I nodded.
"I hate to ask really, but it's a thought that has been on my mind since I first heard about you."
"It's okay whatever it is I'm sure I can handle it."
He nodded and asked, "Do you remember dying?"
I felt my heart skip a beat of all the things I had thought he would ask, this was not one.
"Never mind I shouldn't have asked," he said apparently.
"Yes. Don't say anythin' to Bell. She asked the same thin' along time ago and I lied. I remember dyin' well more of a feelin'." My words came out as barely a whisper as my heart skipped another beat.
"What feeling?"
My voice was flat holding no emotion, as I talked, my eye unfocused as I thought back and the world around me was a blur,"I remember tryin' to breath, but not bein' able to. I remember the feelin' of leavin' my body behind, like floatin'. Then I remember screams and Bell cryin'. The next thin' I knew was feelin' a great deal of pain and ever thin' goin' dark. For the longest time I was in darkness, inside I start seein' strange colors and blurry shapes. Thinkin' back now it had to have been Bell's thoughts I was seein', but I can't be sure. It wasn't till Bell was almost two that we started communicating or till she was four that I figured out where I was."
"So did you see anything that would give us a clue about what happened?"
I could feel my heart speed up as an image flashed before my mind's eye. 'LIE' my mind screamed at me.
"I understand what ya'r asking, I do. Ya want to know if I saw God or angels and the answer is no. I know ya believe there is a God and maybe there is, but I have never seen him or any of his angels." I said truthfully.
"You don't believe in God?"He asked look at me in confusion.
"I don't believe, but I think that if there is a God then he's a lot like a kid with an ant farm. Ya see the kid might care about the ants as a whole, but not each ant as if they matter as much as the queen. He might have built the ants' home might even add or take something away every now and then, but over all he just watches."
"I can't say I agree, but everyone has the right to their own opinion."
I nodded and stood, "It was nice talkin' to ya Doctor C."
"And to you Kit."
AN: This the halfway point everyone only thirteen more chapters to go.
AN: 6/5/14-This chapter has been Betaed by The Daughter of Night