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Last time: Chuckling the women replayed " Everyone asks that. I am everything and nothing. Everywhere yet nowhere. Everyone but no one. But, to you I am the owner of an ant farm."
Twin Personality
Chapter 26- Everything & Nothing
Fear filled me as I stammered "Oh God!"
The woman chuckled again and said "I have been called that yes. But I am also the Devil and Demon at the sometime as I am God and Angle."
"I don't understand." I said to confused to say anything else.
"No you probable don't let me explain. You child see me in this form because it is what brings you comforted. What you want to see."
I nodded.
"Another could stand in front of me and see what they think to be the Devil, because that is what they expect to see. Yet another will see something else entirely. Do you understand?"
"I think so you appear as what ever we believe in or think we should see." I tried.
"Yes because I am everyone and no one."
"But which are you when it just you. What do you see."
"Ah I would see everything and everyone. You see child I have always been but was never born and can never die. My life much like your is contacted to others. For as long as people have believed in something I have been there and for as long as they continue to believe I will remain. It matters not what they believe in for I am what ever they believe."
"But how, how do you know what they believe in."
"They tell me or their souls do. You see everything that has a thought feels emotions or lives has a soul and I can see them."
I was confused but I listen on anyways.
"Within the soul I see it owners life and I see what they believe in and then I reflected it back to them. Than I help them through the door." She said.
"What door? Where does it lead?"
"The door is a passage to where ever the soul want's to go. It can be haven or hell. At the same time it could be reborn or left to float through darkness forever. But now our time draws short and soon you must leave and return to you sister if that is still your wish." She said softly and still as calmly as before.
"Yes, it is."
"Vary well and because yours is one of the purest souls I have ever seen I wish to give you a gift."
"What do you mean? What kind of gift?" I asked confused.
"You see child I have seen countless souls but some how you differ from the rest. Normal when a soul dies so young they only have one thing to believe in its birth or it mother. So most are reborn. But you, you died-no were killed at less than a week old and you wanted nothing more than to protect your sister and it was all you believed in. When you first appeared her I didn't take a form like most of the time and I had No chance to lead you to the door for as soon as you appeared you were gone." She stop here for a moment stepping closer to me.
"I have never seen a soul disappear from here on it own. But, You did and I looked for you confuse and worried about what had happened. I didn't find you for a very long time not instill two years had gone by and you reappeared here."
She stopped again taking my hands in hers. They were warm and smooth. The softest things I had ever felt.
"Your sister had died but instead of her soul leaving her body yours left and the miracle happened your sister lived. Again you disappeared but this time I sent a small part of myself with you. You reappeared deep in you sister's subconscious and there you stayed. For a time at least. Over the years you have appeared before me many times each one in place of your sister. At least instill you where ten and the two of you learn to make your own body. Each time your body died you reappeared and each time you fought to get back to you sister. Countless times you have died but you always went back. Wanting nothing more than to protect your sister and now for the first time there is something else you want." Her voice was soft and loving as she spoke.
"What, what do I want?" I asked tears in my eyes.
"Do you not know my dear child you want to live. You want to live beside your sister. You want to be able to have your own body always with out the need for you sister to feel pain. But most of all you wan to be able to love that boy. Kid as you call him. You want to have a life. But you would never ask, you would never even think about leaving your sister for you still want to protect her."
I didn't say anything as tears spilled from my eyes. Her warm hand wiped my tears away.
"And now after all this time I can finely give your soul what it rightly deserves."
I looked up into her eyes at her words but before I could asked anything she smiled and Kissed my forehead.
My body filled with warmth and a strange tingling sensation. The last thing I saw was her smile at me as she whispered "Have the life you deserve and the one that is rightly yours. Live my child. Live happily forever."
