Izzy's POV
"Clary are you ready?" I asked her. This is going to be her first demon hunt. I'm super excited to see handles the pressure. Her red hair looks more vibraint when she's wearing all black. Her green eyes have different depths to them. She looks up at me and nods. She has a small smile that she can't seem to shake off. Jace and Alec walk in. Jace may I say looks smoking! He is a sex god. My brother picks up his phone. Probably to let his boyfriend know that he's going out on a hunt. We shadowhunters do that more often than not. There isn't a 100% chance we'll make it back. I don't have a boyfriend at the moment. But I'm really into this guy named Simon. He's a vampire, which gives him creds, but he's a geek. He's always wearing these sarcastic graphic T's that make me laugh with him not at him. I normally don't go for his type. I date assholes. I hate myself for that everyday. I just realized Clary had been talking to me this entire time. Fuck, she probably thinks I'm a bitch. I look at her and smile. Maybe she didn't notice.

"What were you thinking about?" Shit, she figured it out.

"This guy I"m madly in love with." I answer knowing she would except anything but the truth. I see her sigh with relief, I wonder why...

"Why'd you sigh?" I ask.

"I thought maybe because you were so beautiful that Jace would go after you. But know I know that you're in love with someone else." I look at her with sympathy. She must be really blind.

"Girl, you are all Jace ever looks, thinks, believes in. Don't worry about anyone. It's obvious he feels the same." I couldn't help but laugh as I saw her face. She looked like a puppy who just got thrown a bone.

"Do you really think so?"

"No hunny." I pause for effect. She looks so sad. "I know so, and I don't lie or sugar coat. Now let's go kill shit!"

Clary's POV

"Clary! Get over here! Do you know what you can do that the rest of us can't?" Alec asked me looking paniced. I try to think but all I can do is stare down at Jace's body and think 'I did this. He got bitten by a demon because of me. It's all my fault.' I feel a sting on my face and look up to Izzy. She slapped me. I needed that so I'm not angry.

"I know what I can do."

"Do you know all the runes?"

"Yes, I do."

"WELL THAN DRAW A HEALING RUNE! YOU'RE THE ONLY ONE THAT CAN CURE DEMON POISONING WITH A RUNE!" Isabelle screamed at me. I drop to my knees beside him. I draw the rune and watch him heal. Thank any god that will listen he healed. This has made up my mind. I am telling him how I feel.

HALF HOUR BEFORE

Jace, Izzy, Alec, and I were walking into an abandoned building. As soon as we get in a giant demon jumps out. It's tall, it has multiple arms, and its a dark purple colour. It has green/yellow eyes. It had the most disgusting scent. Ugh! I hope they don't all smell like that. It swings on of it's arm out and grabs Iz. Alec shoots an arrow into his eye. I run up and try to stab it with my seraph blade. Jace sees something i don't. I hear him scream as he pushes me out of the way. He falls to the ground and i scream. I can't do anything. I'm paralyzed. Alec or Iz killed the demon, I'm not sure what one. I can't think. I'm even having trouble breathing. This isn't supposed to be happening. I did this. This was my fault. He's going to die and he doesn't know I love him.

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