AN: For musical selection I have chosen Big White Room, by Jessie J.
Harry,
I almost broke down in class, today. I barely made it out. We were doing a review, in Charms, and I was fine. But then we got to banishing charms. And we were supposed to use pillows, and I… I just crashed.
I feel so hollow without you. I miss you so much. I didn't know a person could feel so much sadness at once. For so long…
Was this it? Did you feel this? With Sirius? Or your parents? Or Cedric?
Oh god, Cedric…
I forgot about him, Harry.
How could I do that?
What has happened to me, Harry?
I don't recognize myself. Maybe you would.
I go to the Room of Requirement a lot. Just lay in an empty room and try to feel… something. Anything. If there's a god. Or Goddess. Fate, destiny, a meaning…
I try and feel you all the time. Do you feel me? Do you feel anything? Is it peaceful?
I wish I could know.
I love you,
Hermione