AN: This goes out the wonderful song Into the Ocean, by Blue October.
Harry,
I've hooked up with Ginny a few more times. But she's blocking out less and less each time. Or maybe I'm just feeling more and more. So I broke into Snape's storage room again.
Remember when we used to do that?
But I had to feel something, anything else, so I took some Belladonna. The Muggles say that Belladonna has roots strait to Hell. That demons hunt you down when you use it.
It causes severe hallucinations, though, I know that. Beacause I took some.
Ginny would be so mad if she found out. Are you? My mum would just be sad… She wouldn't recognize me.
But I had to feel something, Harry, even if it was fear, terror, as long as I wasn't sad…
Maybe you understand? I think you would, Harry. I think you do.
Love Always,
Hermione