A/N: Thank you all for the wonderful reviews for my crazy story Lol. I know, Renesmee's the bad guy now but you'll see why. Oh thanks to AmazonBlack for being my 100th review! And to everyone else, thanks for the support. Only 2 more chapters left.

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Chapter 15: Fighting for her survival

I sauntered slowly up to the abandoned warehouse and lay mu hand gently on the doorknob. I closed my eyes to take a deep breath. I was 18 hours early. But I didn't care. This was it. I really didn't know what to expect when I unfurl the door. But I was ready for whatever the circumstance was. I had the bag in my hands that was filled with the $500 000.

I bet everyone who knew about the situation would wonder where I got the money since I only survive on a waitress salary. Well since I was pregnant with Rosie, I was given a huge ransom that came out of Rex's will. Actually I had everything he owned and most of the things would be handed over to Rosie when she grows up. So I put the money into a savings account that I was going to use to pay off Rosie's college tuition fee and for whatever she wanted. But I guess that idea has lost its meaning now.

I felt completely horrible for doing that, in fact, I felt astonishingly terrible for doing everything I've done, especially for lying to Jacob…again.

I've dragged everyone I loved into the mess puddle I've created and there are no other words I could say how terribly sorry I was. If something happens to me today I just want everyone I loved to be protected and Rosie to be alive and safe.

After releasing another shaky breath, I found myself twisting the knob and unfurling it to enter the warehouse.

I heard a knock on the door and that out to wake me up from my transited state. I slowly lifted my head in readiness of facing the music. I really hope my plan works…

As I entered the abandoned warehouse, I was completely appalled by the sight. Cracked walls, broken windows, dismantled wood steps, dirty floors, spider-webs on every corner. It was like walking into an old Halloween store. If I find decomposed body skeletons, I wouldn't be surprised!

"Oh god." I muttered to myself.

I slowly began walking through the warehouse. I was startled when I suddenly heard water drops dripping. I looked up at the ceiling to see water descending down into a bucket. Just by that happening, I took it as a moment to stare at my surroundings. It was empty.

"Hello?" I called out. It came out as an echo. But nobody answered.

I felt cold dusty air breeze past me which caused me to jump. What if it's Riley? I looked to my side to see the wind blowing through the open window breezing the transparent curtain. Oh god…

"Anybody in here?" I called out.

To what seemed like forever, I finally heard someone reply.

"Mommy," Rosie's voice echoed throughout the house. I widened my eyes.

"Rosie?"

"Mommy," She echoed out again. I found myself running to the direction of the voice. "Mommy, please come save me," She replied.

"Where are you?" I asked looking around the entire area but no sight of my precious little girl.\

"I need you mommy,"

"Please come for me,"

"He's hurting me mommy!"

Tears started falling off my pale cheek as I heard her voices in my head. Wait…it's all in my head?

That's impossible, I have to find her.

When I stopped to look down, I saw red spots trailing the ground that looked like dark ketchup. But I realized that wasn't ketchup…those red spots were blood.

I found myself running past a series of empty compartments; it was to an extent when it felt like I'm running around a maze finding my way out but it was an endless quest leading to possible danger.

I finally reached the end of the warehouse with now brick walls sheltering the room making it less unappealing then when I came in. I stopped to see a bright light from the steaming ball of gas known as the sun, shining at the center of the room. I looked forward to see a figure sitting on a chair. Could that be Riley? But if it were him, why would he be sitting on a chair?

I realized all my assumptions were rhetorical when I saw the figure's feet not touching the ground. I widened my eyes and began running to it.

"Rosie!" I exclaimed.

When I finally reached her, I dropped the black duffel bag on the ground and running towards her chair. I bent down to her length to find her crying silent tears.

"Oh baby," I sobbed cupping her face in my petite hands. I looked at her face to see her mouth was wrapped around with a cloth not allowing her to utter a sound. I rapidly unfurled the cloth from her allowing her to breathe properly. She gasped.

"You're okay sweetheart." I assured her as I kissed her forehead. I looked down to see her hands were tied and wrapped down the chair. I quickly moved my way around her to untie it. And when I was done she suddenly threw her arms around me. I smiled as I breathed in her orchid and warm vanilla scent on her long light chestnut-brown hair.

I pulled away suddenly to look deep into her eyes…The eyes of fear and suffering.

"I'm so glad I found you. You have no idea how worried I've been." I said pulling her in another embrace.

"Mom, I'm so scared." She muttered terror against my shoulder. I nodded.

"I know sweetie. But you're okay now." I replied. She didn't answer me and I felt her thudding heart stopping against my chest. I pulled away slowly to look at her and all I saw was complete fear when she didn't meet my eyes. I slowly moved my eyes to look at my side behind my back. He was here…

"And the hunted becomes the hunter…" His voice reached mine. I quickly got up and spun around to see his arms wrapped around his back with a sly grin on his face. I moved Rosie to my side.

"You're a little early this morning." He began slowly sauntering up to me taking small steps. Rosie and I moved back a few steps back. "It's funny how I predicted your welcome."

"I just wanted to get this over and done with."

"I can see that now…" He said with a sinister smile. I gulped. "After spending time with your precious little bundle we've grown a liking for each other isn't it Rosie?" He said staring at her. Rosie hid away from his gaze, clutching on my top. I slowly looked down at her to see a small red mark on her forehead and then back at him with my eyes narrowed and blazed.

"She didn't say much when I ripped her father's life." He chuckled.

"Well she didn't shove it up your a…"

"Ah, ah, ah…we've got a young one in our presence Rene-bud." He said motioning to Rosie. I heaved in a breath. "So I see you've got what I wanted?" He asked staring at the bag I had in my hands.

"Yeah," I said throwing it at him. "Five-hundred grand in the bag,"

He looked at the bag then back at me. I shrugged.

"You can investigate if you'd like, it's all in there." I stated. He chuckled then bent down to unzip the bag and picked up one pack and brought it to his nose for a sniff. He nodded convinced then dropped it back in and threw the bag to the side.

"So I'm believe you kept our secret well…secrete?" He asked.

"What do you think?" I asked. He smiled. "You've got what you wanted so can I go now?" I asked.

"Not quite…" He said slowly. I frowned at him.

"Why?" I asked. I should've known there was a catch to all of this.

"I just need one little favor," He said pacing around the room.

"What could you possibly want now?" I asked annoyed. "You've already got what you wanted, I'm hurt already, you murdered my first love, you made my boyfriend lose his job and now you've got your money. My life has been bitter ever since you came along, I'm about to lose my job, my studies aren't going well, and I just got burglarized!"

"I heard…maybe I should've staged a petition to the TDP again. I mean since I knew it was going to happen anyway."

I frowned. What did he mean by that?

"It was you." I stated in realization. He grinned back. "You're psychotic!"

"Yeah…I know I have that affect on people."

"What's this so called favor?" I asked.

"I want you to end things off with Jacob." He stated. I rolled my eyes.

"It's not like I haven't heard that one before." I exclaimed.

"I cannot see you with him." He said angrily. I frowned.

"This isn't because you think his a threat isn't it?" I asked him. He didn't answer. "All this time you weren't looking to meddle in someone's life. You did it because he was with me!"

"Pfft! No!" He said.

"You can't see past me anymore. You can't hide it now. You're jealous because he's with me isn't it and that I'm not. That's why you killed Rex because you…wanted me?"

"Are you fucking insane?" He exclaimed. "Don't flatter yourself woman…I'd never love you."

"I knew it! You could've just told me Riley. I would've understood, you wouldn't have done all of this-" I said but was cut off when I felt sudden pain reach my face. He looked angry and fierce after he slapped me across the face. The pain was so hard I fell to the ground. I groaned in pain.

"Don't. You ever accuse me into something like that again!" He growled. I moved my hand slowly from my cheek to see blood. I glared up at his blazing eyes. He was breathing heavily.

After staring at each other for a couple of seconds he stormed off towards Rosie who was kneeling down at me. He picked her up and threw her on his back.

"No! Let me go!" Rosie demanded as she began kicking and screaming.

"Let her go!" I snarled at him as he began tying her to the chair. I immediately got up from the ground and began charging towards him and started throwing punches at him but I knew were all useless because he was too strong and bigger than me even in his slight frame. He grabbed my hand and began pulling it roughly. I groaned in pain. He moved his hands so he was clutching my throat. I croaked.

"Face it Renesmee. You…" He began as he came closer to caress my cheek. "And I," He whispered leaning in to my lips. I moved my head to the side. "Live in shades of grey…"

I slowly reached for my pocket and pulled out the tracking device and pressed the button…

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Erica's POV

"Embry, I'm terrified." I said to my boyfriend as I stared out the window in his office. The sun was shining brightly like it usually does on a wonderful day but I'd prefer it to be raining instead at this point.

I heard him walking up to me and rubbing his hand comfortingly.

"I know…"

"I'm a nervous-wreck." I muttered lowly as I felt his warm lips kiss my shoulder. "My nerves are wrecked, they're severely wrecked…Wrecked!"

"I could kiss you to make you unconscious and wake you when it's over if that'll help?" He asked. I smiled slightly. It was good that Embry could make me smile at a time like this.

"I just don't get how this could happen to her."

"Everything will be fine." He assured me.

"You don't know what this guy's capable of."

"Jake just lost his job because of this guy, and Renesmee lied to him because of this guy-"

"She did it to protect him."

"And look where it got her." He said. I just rolled my eyes and he sighed.

"Look. I know Jake would do anything to protect them, and so would I." He said to me as he moved my hair to the side and laid kisses all over my neck as he began massaging my back. I closed my eyes and moaned in pleasure.

"Don't…" I mumbled. Then I felt a sudden flutter coming from his bottom from his pants. I shot my eyes open. "What are you doing?"

"Nothing," He replied kissing my neck. I looked down.

"Well part of you is doing something." I said turning my body so I could face him. He frowned and I looked down. He followed my gaze and gasped.

"Oh…sorry," He said. I felt another hit.

"Stop!" I whispered.

"I'm sorry I kinda don't have control over that." He said with a shrug. I just chuckled and pushed him away. I suddenly heard the beep I was waiting for. I pulled out the tracking device to see a red dot beaming on the spot. I stared at Embry with wide eyes and we immediately ran over to the running computer. He took a seat and began scrolling through the directions. We found ourselves at a place called Bredo

"What's Bredo?" Embry asked. I widened my eyes.

"An abandoned warehouse." I said. We stared at each other's eyes before he immediately got up and grabbed his office telephone.

"I want 22 officers to locate their way Lakeview, at an abandoned warehouse. We're looking at a serial killer in our hands, a guy named Riley Biers has hold captive of a 23 year old woman with bronze hair Renesmee and her daughter with similar features. I need you to find her now!"

I looked at my watch. 10: 45 am.

Renesmee I promise you. We'll find you…

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I finally woke up from my unconscious state with my head feeling a little light-headed and dizzy. I tried lifting my hand to hold it like any subconscious would do but was disappointed when I found myself tied against a huge pole.

I slowly opened my eyes to see that everything was blurry for me, the entire world felt like it was shaking. I regained my vision soon after to see standing in front of me. He was smiling widely at me.

"Good to see you awake sweet cakes."

"What happened?" I whispered. I don't even know why I had to ask such a rhetorical question. He tightened the rope I was tied with. "What are you doing?" I asked weakly.

"What's necessary, I'm surprised you don't seem to get that." He said. "See," He said motioning to Rosie who was covered in equipments. Her mouth was covered with a cloth and silent tears were streaming down her olive face. Wires were wrapped around and a huge timer was laid in front of her. It was set to 30 minutes. My eyes widened. Oh god no!

"This is really unnecessary evil come to think of it. If you'd just do what I said none of this would've been happening you know." He said.

"Please…" I sobbed. "Stop,"

"Oh I wish I could Renesmee." He said then moved closer. "But you don't know how tightened I'm out."

He immediately pulled out the tracking device up and showed it to my face. The red tracking device dot wasn't. My eyes widened.

"You think you can fool me Renesmee?" He asked then chuckled. "Just like Rex Renesmee, look like the innocent flower but be the serpent under it. Did he tell you how he ruined my chances of becoming a star race car driver? Or better yet, how he pushed my brother into a firing pit?"

"It was an accident…" I said.

"That's what I told myself. But you don't know him like I do," He said.

"You didn't even love your brother." I snarled lowly. He smiled. "Why me huh, you know I had nothing to do with that."

He got up from the ground and began throwing gas oil around me. I gasped.

"He burned my family I'll burn his." He said then threw the empty bottle to the side and bent down to my side. "In fact," He began and flicked the lighter on. My eyes widened. "I'll burn the entire building around you." He said waving the lighter around. I blew it and he grabbed my throat. But let me go.

"Look. I had nothing do with that. I'm not your enemy Riley."

"Yeah, you are. You, Jacob and Rosie…" He said. "Which is why," He began then chuckled as he waved the lighter around my face. "I'm not gonna light this yet. I'm not. We're going to wait until Jake gets here because I'm sure he will. And we're going to let him watch."

This guy was so evil.

"You don't have to be like this Riley. Things have changed. It happened years ago. You can take me down the mud if you'd like but please don't bring my family down with me."

"Don't try to convince me otherwise okay." He said getting up.

I gnawed my lip lightly in nervousness.

"They'll find us. The police are going to find us." I whispered to myself as I stared at Rosie and trying to break through the tightened ropes.

"You think so?" He asked making turns. "Well I myself was wondering what they were doing right now, what useless lead they're chasing. I wonder maybe if some of them. Have bigger problems to deal with right now." He said.

"Are they really spending every minute of every hour searching for you and your precious daughter or maybe they're waiting for nightfall? Focusing on some hopeless gesture to pass the time,"

"What do you want?"

"You," He stated staring at me. I knew it!

I suddenly heard police sirens go off from outside. I widened my eyes. They got the signal!

Riley suddenly started to look panicked at what was happening. I smiled slightly.

"They're here." I said with a smirk. He turned to glare at me. His plan would never work. "And I don't need to scream to know that they're going to find you."

"Good. Now that's exactly why I'm keeping you so close." He said then he took out a duck tape and slowly moved it to my lips. "And this is why my own death would be closing in." He said.

"Not so fast!" I heard a voice reach our ears. I widened my eyes at how familiar it sounded. Riley turned his head to glare at the intruder. It was Jacob…

"What do you want here?" Riley asked rhetorically.

Jacob began walking up to us. He met my eyes for a second and just shook his head. He was angry.

"So you must be the infamous Jacob Black?"

"And you must be the dick who's been hurting my family so I'm glad we met." He growled then pulled out his gun and faced it at Riley's direction. My eyes widened. He wasn't really going to shoot him was he?

"Oh really?" Riley asked. Jacob nodded then pulled the trigger. "He peaked early huh?" Riley asked staring back at me.

"What are you doing here?" I asked Jacob frantically. What was he doing here? He wasn't supposed to be here. He didn't answer as he continued stepping forward with the gun still pointed at Riley.

"It's either you let them go. Or I'll shoot your head off of your body. And it ain't going to be pretty."

"I've got a better suggestion." Riley said and switched the lighter on. I shook my head as tears started falling off my cheek. "You drop the gun. Or I'll burn her. Oh and let's not forget about little Rosie." He said motioning to Rosie. Her timer was now set at 15 minutes and 10 seconds. Oh god!

"Please do what he says Jake." I whispered to him. Jake gritted his teeth which made his jaw clench and his eyes in a stern expression. He sighed then dropped his gun and rolled it over to Riley who laughed in delight.

"Nice." He said and then pointed the gun at Jake. "Hands up and move." He said. Jake obliged.

Jake sauntered off with the gun pointed on the back of his head. I gnawed my lip in nervousness.

What happened next surprised me. Jake gave him the elbow punch which caused Riley to groan in pain and reached for the gun. The gun went in all directions and stopped when Riley let go of the trigger and it shot through the ceiling. He dropped it to the ground when Jake punched him and fell when he kicked him. The gun was already rolled over to the other side.

Jake and Riley tackled each other to the ground and began rolling around. Now Riley was hovering over Jake giving him right hooks.

"Jake!" I screamed out in fear. He reached for his pocket and threw a knife to my side. I grabbed it with my good hand began cutting through the ropes. When I finally suceeded. I got up.

"Go get Rosie!" Jake exclaimed as he tried fighting back. I stared at Rosie then back at Jacob who was getting beaten up so badly that it hurt me. Blood was ceasing from his nose. I ran towards Riley and stabbed his back with the knife in my hands. He screamed out in pain.

"Renesmee!" Jake called out. "Go get Rosie I'll hold him off!" He snarled.

"But Jake-"

"Just go!" He shouted. I obliged and ran over to my daughter and cut through the ropes that were tied around her.

"Be careful not to touch the wires or this place will blow." A voice came to view. I looked to the side to see Embry standing there. He immediately ran to my side and helped me with the untying.

"What is Jacob doing here?" I asked him. He didn't answer me.

"You lied to him. And he was willing to over look that. He loves you." Embry finally said as we got Rosie out of the ropes. "Plus Erica and I kinda told him where you were." He said.

Of course...

Jake was now standing and had the gun pointed down at Riley who was bleeding from nose to mouth. He chuckled.

"You can go help him. I'll try figuring this out." Embry said. I nodded then looked at my daughter.

"You're going to be okay." I said to her. She nodded.

"Pretty good fighting skills you've got there man." He said.

"Yeah, I was built to kill your fucking ass."

"It didn't help that I kept your girlfriend hostage huh? You want to relive what you did to that dude all those years ago?"

"Fuck you bitch!"

"You almost killed the guy. Because of your stupid drunk ass. Just like how Leah killed your child huh?" Riley said with a sly grin. Jake gritted his teeth. "I know all about your little life Jake,"

"You know nothing about my life!"

"How you wanted the child so badly but it was a sad thing you two were teenagers." He said.

"Don't let him get into your head Jake!" I shouted back as I stood up.

"Shoot me!"

"He's just trying to provoke you Jake."

"Shoot me!"

"Jake!"

Then suddenly the gun went off.

My eyes widened.

Jacob looked angry as he slowly moved his gun down. Riley sat there. Not moving a muscle. Good as dead.

Warm tears fell off my cheek. I wasn't crying over Riley's death but that...I witnessed something so brutal.

Jake slowly turned around to stare at me. I looked up into his eyes.

"Uh guys!" Embry exclaimed casually. Jake and I spun around. "I think we have a problem,"

Jake and I began running towards his side. He pointed to the timer. Which was set at now 5:15, 14, 13...

"We-we have to do something!" I said frantically.

"Find the red wire." Jake said. Embry looked for it. "Renesmee stay back!"

"Please save my daughter. Save my daughter please..." I cried out in agony. I felt like my heart was beating faster than a cheetahs run. I was terrified. My whole body was terrified. I could have sworn smoke vaporized around me. But then I took a better smell at the scent and realized it was smoke!

I spun around to see that fire was heading towards us from the ground. I gasped.

I looked to the side to see that Riley's body was gone. Then came back again, then disappeared again.

"Jacob!" I exclaimed. He spun around and widened his eyes when he saw the fire.

"Embry!"

"Yeah I'm trying but there's like a million wires here!"

59 seconds left...

Embry was running through all the wires and grabbed the knife to chop off the first red wire.

55 seconds...

Embry's hands were shaking when he reached to the second wire. He chopped it off. Rosie was sobbing fiercely and my heart was thudding fast.

49 seconds...

Embry was on the third wire but struggled chopping it off. The fire was coming towards us closer.

35 seconds...

He finally got to it and got to the fourth wire. This time it was easier but the fire was getting closer.

30 seconds...

"30 seconds! What are we going to do."

"Only one more wire Embry, you can do this!" Jake said.

When he finally did the fourth one, he was faced with the fifth and final wire. He's hands were shaking.

"Embry..." Jake groaned.

22 seconds.

He finally got the wire chopped off but the timer was still going on and the fire was getting closer, and closer, and closer...

"What's happening?" I asked. "Why isn't it working?"

"There must be another cord somewhere." Embry said. He went searching for it.

"Oh god, we're going to die! We're going to die!" I exclaimed. I ran up to Rosie.

"Renesmee!" Jake called out. I didn't care.

"I love you so much baby girl. You're going to be okay. We're going to be okay."

God if you can hear me. Whatever happens today was meant for a reason. Please give me a sign that we're either meant to be in this world or with Rex up there with you? Either way just please protect the ones I love..

3 seconds...

"Got it!" Embry exclaimed just in time. We moved all the gadgets away from Rosie and I pulled her into my arms.

"Oh god you have no idea how happy I am to have you in my arms baby," I said.

"It's all over." I said.

"I think not!" Jake said pointing to the fire which was like a meter away from us. "Everyone out!" Jake exclaimed.

We finally got out a few minutes later until Rosie stopped us.

"Mr. Bunny!" Rosie exclaimed to the bunny she got from Jake.

"We'll get you one."

"No I want him back!"

Jake and I stared at each other.

"I'll go," I sighed as I handed Rosie to Jake. He shook his head.

"No," He said disapprovingly. I got on my tip-toe and gave him a peck on the lips.

"I'm sorry."

I knew I wasn't going to come out alive so I might as well die to cover up the pain I've caused.

"Renesmee please don't," He said with tears in his eyes. I just smiled.

"Take care of her," I said to him. He shook his head. "Go!" I said pushing him away.

I began running back to the "firing pit".

When I reached there, I looked around for the stuffed bunny. When I found it, it was practically sat only centimeters away from the fire. I ran to grab it and began running back. I was stopped when I felt someone pull me by the throat with a knife against my throat.

"I knew a little I wanted to make Rex feel what I suffered. But I didn't know that until now," Riley's voice reached my ears. "One more kill will be crucial..."

"Don't do this."

"You didn't bug when I was around. No no, you knew I was in love with you but you didn't even bother to notice me. You don't know the pain I felt when I found out you were engaged to Rex and now that you're with a new man. Now I'm going to give the that pain onto you." He snarled moving the knife closer to me. I released tears.

"You don't know the whole truth about Rex's death. You don't know anything about it because you weren't there. You wouldn't know if the death was actually real or..." He said but was cut off when a gun shot banged. I widened my eyes as I felt his hands slip away from my neck and seeing him fall into the fire. I heaved.

"Now, we're going..." Jake said pulling my arm. My jaw was dropped.

What was he going to tell me?

Jake and I began walking out of the warehouse to where everyone was waiting for me. The cops were parked behind the warehouse calling god knows who! And the fire-fighters running to the building trying to stop the fire before it explodes. I gave everyone I loved a hugged.

"I'm glad you and Rosie are fine." Erica said to me. I smiled and moved to stare at Embry.

"Thanks Embry for saving my daughter." I said.

"No biggie."

I was now faced with Jacob. Who stood far away from us. I walked up to him and stood in front of him. He stared down at me then suddenly pulled me into a hug.

"I'm sorry-"

"Don't say anything." He cut me off. I nodded and hugged him back just being in his arms.

"Renesmee!" Erica exclaimed. I tilted my head to see Rosie lying in her arms unconscious. I ran towards her and kneeled down. "Rosie, she's not breathing!" She said.

My heart just stopped...

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We were sitting in the waiting room. Waiting for the on-call doctor to tell us any news. I was stomping my feet nervous, and biting my nails. I then moved from that trance to pacing up and down and breathing heavily. God I'm so scared.

This was all my fault. All of this was my entire fault and I had to pay for it.

The doctor finally came in with a sigh.

"It's just a small asthma from the concussion she had. It's fairly crucial. She'll be just fine." The doctor said with a reassuing smile. I sighed in relief and I nodded.

"Can-can I see her?" I asked. He nodded and pulled me by the hand.

"We'll be waiting here." Erica said. I turned back and gave her a small smile then I followed the doctor into Rosie's room.

I entered it to see Rosie lying on the hospital bed with all these tubes and cords around her. It wasn't as worse as I expected but it was a horrible, terrifying sight. Rosemaree looked small in such a huge bed.

I slowly sauntered my way over to her and took a seat beside her. I grabbed her hand and put in mine then moved my free hand to stroke her hair. Her eyes slowly fluttered open from my touch.

"Hey baby," I mumbled with my voice sounding raspy from all the crying. "You were sleeping?"

"Mom?"

"I'm here baby, you're okay."

"Is it over?" She asked.

That literally broke my heart even more if that was even possible. My four year old daughter had to witness death, pain, and fear all this time and I couldn't imagine how she felt. Now you can honestly say she's seen it all!

"Yes little trumpet, it's all over." I said to her. I really hoped it was...

I couldn't have that happen to my daughter again. I couldn't ever allow that. She's like my oxygen that I breath in the air. She's the only thing keeping me alive today. And just the thought of her being in that state...

"Are you okay mommy?" She asked.

"I'm better now that you're eyes are open." I said to her. She then released a small yawn and I chuckled. "Come on baby, go back to sleep." I said to her.

"May you lay next to me?" She asked. I nodded and maneuvered myself so that I was lying next to her as she fell asleep tucked under my arm with her bunny in her hands.

I realized I also fell asleep when I heard a knock coming from my door. I slowly lifted my head to see who it was and saw Jake standing with a vase of orchids and lilies in his hands.

"Hey," He said.

He asked if he could enter and I nodded.

"Are you okay?"

"It's not me I'm worried about." I said staring down at my daughter.

"How is she?" He asked laying the vase on the nightstand.

"She's fine it's just...she's just a little tired like the rest of us." I told him. "Thanks," I said to him as I stared at the vase.

"You mean the flowers? Nah, it was nothing really." He said. I shook my head.

"No it's not only that." I replied. I slowly lifted my eyes to meet his. "Jake I need to talk to you." I began.

"Sure," He said.

I slowly got off the bed, planting a small kiss on Rosie's head and leaving the room with Jake on my tail. I switched her room light off and shut the jar (Door).

Jake and I stood there standing at each other.

"Oh god you're bleeding." I said moving my hands to his bloody bottom lip. He flinched away.

"It's fine. It'll heal soon." He said. I sighed.

"Look Jake. I'm really sorry for-"

"You don't need to say anything Renesmee."

"Let me finish." I said. He nodded. "I'm really sorry for all the pain I've caused you. I know I shouldn't have lied to you for one thing. I should've told you from the beginning about...Riley. And none of this would've happened. I've brought you into my crazy life thinking we were right for each other but I guess not."

"Renesmee-"

"We've had amazing times together at the beginning of our relationship. Of which I'll cherish forever, but as time went by things sort of went from bad to worse because I wasn't being a truthful girlfriend. Our relationship was based on trust and I broke it countless times. So I think it's best we..."

"That we break up?" He asked. "Is that what you're trying to say?" He questioned.

"I don't want us to but what other choice do we have Jake?" I asked him with my voice breaking its tone. "You've had to witness with what seems like my messy life and I can't help but feel like you're not ready for me yet and I doubt will ever be. No man would be interested in me with a life like mine. I've hurt a lot of people I loved, I've acted like a bitch. You don't deserve me Jake..." I said and trailed off to look down as tears started prickling off my cheek. I saw his hand reach up to wipe them but I flinched away.

"I just hope you find it in your heart to forgive me. That's all I ask from you..." I said to him waiting for his answer. He thought for a second before answering.

"I don't think I'll ever get over this, or even forgive you. You lied to me Renesmee-"

"And this is why you're not meant to be with me Jake!" I exclaimed threading my fingers through my hair. "I did to still hold our relationship all this time but it doesn't seem to be working."

"So where does this leave our relationship now?" He asked. I stared at him with a sad face. He nodded. "Yeah, I figured that."

"Jake you have to understand that this is hard for me too. But...I don't think I'm ready for a relationship like that again. I'm a 23 year old mother for crying out loud!" I said with a small chuckle. He shook his head as he stared at the ceiling, trying to fight the tears. I sighed as I walked up to him and held his shirt. "I know you'll make an amazing father one day. Rosie loves you, that I know. And any kid would be lucky to have you as their dad. Your time will come soon." I assured him. He didn't answer.

"I love you Jacob Black." I said to him.

He finally stared down at me.

"But I think I've ran out of goodbyes," I concluded. He nodded understandingly.

"I guess this is it." He said more of a statement. I nodded. He moved in and gave me a tight hug.

"Take care Renesmee Masen," He said. I couldn't control my tears anymore as I let them fall onto his chest.

Jake pulled away and looked down at me one last time to give me a small yet long-lasting kiss on the lips then vanished...

I slowly moved back to the wall and fell down onto the ground letting the walls of tears release from my eyes...

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