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I woke up with the worst headache ever, I'm never drinking is missing though. Samira is gone.

"I knew I shouldn't have done that" as I put my hands over my face"how coul I be so stupid"

"About what" said Samira coming in with breakfast

"Umm I left my contacts in" as I sit up

"How did you sleep beautiful" as she hand me my food" I hope you like bagels"

"Yeah"

"I want to talk to you about something if you don't mind" said Samira

"Sure" pushing my hair behind my ear

"I was just wondering if..." As we hear a knock at the door

"Hold that thought" as I just out of bed and grab my robe" who is it"

"Shi shi, open up"

"Oh god"

"Girl dish, tell me what happened last night"

"There's nothing to dish" as we sit on the sofa

"Hey keke I'm gonna head out" said Samira coming in the living room

"Ok, are you busy today" I asked

"I'm heading out now to do a run through but I'll be back around 1:30" as I walk her to the door

"Cool, we can finish that talk then"

"Yeah for sure, you ladies have a great day" as I shut the door behind her

"Ummm that seem like the dish right there" as she crosses her legs" did you guys have sex"

"Yeah...and is was amazing" as I put my face into a pillow

"Girl, tell me all about it"

"No I do not kiss and tell"

"So are you like gay now"

"No we just had sex"

"I guess Ke, I think you like her"

"I do but I don't really even know her, I just met her"

"Well maybe you should try doing that see what happens"

"I don't know keyshia, are you sure this is ok"

"It's your life, do what makes you happy"

I really don't know what makes me truly happy. I really do want to hurt her though and I don't do the whole one night stand thing.

Later that's day

"Ok just knock..hi, how was your day" as I stand I front of her door"no that's lame to say"

"All you have to do is knock" said Samira" usually when people do that they don't say it out loud"

"Wow that was really embarrassing"

"haha come in"

"I hope I didn't bother you"

"Oh no I was just chilling back with a plane"

"You smoke"

"Yeah is that a problem"

"No it's just, I wouldn't have thought that"

"You wanna come back"

"Sure"

We walked back to here room and there was this closet looking thing and we went in it was all black lighted out with poster and really comfy chairs .

"How is your closet so big, I don't have this in my apartment"

"I had it put in, when I brought it" flopping down in the chair" have a seat"

"Thanks, so what did you want to talk about"

"What happened last night...do you mind if I light this"

"No go ahead"

"So...like how do you feel about it" as she lights it up

"I had fun, I think I like you"

"I like you too but I want to get to know you better, your really cute and your cool to be around but I know your not gay so I really don't want to push you into anything"

"Yeah I'm understand"

"Do you wanna go out sometime, like a date"

"Yeah that sounds awesome"

I started feeling funny, not funny in a bad way but in a really chill way...oh Jesus I'm high

"Omg, you got me high" as I stand up" I gotta get out of here"

"Wait just chill,It really won't kill you" as she laughs

"You don't understand, I've never been high before"

"Then you might as well take a hit"

"Samira no, it's not good for you"

"I've been smoking forever and I'm perfectly fine...what was that"

"What" as I jump out of my seat scared

"I'm just playing" as she starts laughing" come here next to me"

"Ok, but stop playing" as I set next to her

She takes a big hit and kisses me, I take it all in. I think I was getting higher off of her then I was the smoke, her lips are so soft and the way she touches my face.

"You can blow it out"

"I can't leave her Samira, I feel to high to get up"

"Haha ok, let's just chill with some music" as she puts her phone on the ihome

I lay my head on her shoulder and I feel so relaxed as I start to feel the music. I think it was Janine and the mixtape let it run. It felt like I felt every word she was saying pass through me

"Can I hold your hand" she ask

"Um yeah, haha your so freaking adorable"

"Thanks" as she puts her fingers through mine

This is the first time in a long time I didn't feel lost or like something was missing in a while

Thank you for reading

TBC

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