A/N: Hi Guys, so this is my story I had posted on Tumblr, its name then was "Nobody Else," But this song goes well with the main theme. So anyway, I hope you guys like this. Enjoy.

I can't take it
Cos you think nobody sees what you're doing to me
I'm telling you guilt is in your eyes
I hate what you've done, what you've made me become
No sleep, face the night

Oh I'm holding on
Lights fade but I won't let them
Cos' I'm holding onto heaven
When I breathe and it's only you

Two bottles of Moonshine later, Clarke didn't know exactly where she was, but she was having too much fun to stop. Raven had joined in their fun. She looked better than the last time Clarke had seen her. She got feeling her legs back, and she was more relaxed now that Finn didn't bother her too much.

The girls giggled about old crushes, played Kill, Fuck, Marry with members of camp and the Ark, and finally played round four of Truth or Dare….

Then the game got personal.

"Octavia. It's your turn." Clarke slurred.

"Raven, truth or dare?" Octavia pointed with a bottle that was in her hand.

"Errr, truth."

"How many guys have you slept with?" Clarke felt awkward, but the moonshine helped.

"That would be two." She answered, holding three fingers on her hand.

"Two?" Clarke asked, and regretted it as soon as it left her mouth.

"Yeah, Finn and Bellamy." She a whispered the name but the girls heard it. Clarke's stomach dropped to her feet.

"Bells?" Octavia asked, not angry, just indifferent.

"Yeah, but I hear he's got a new squeeze, so we-" she burped, "will see now long that will last." Clarke felt sick, the moonshine made it worse. The burning was more than uncomfortable.

"I think I'm done." Clarke heard herself say. She pushed off the table and began to walk, anywhere than where she was. Clarke tripped over everything, eventually catching the attention of Bellamy who was sitting by the main campfire.

"Hey Princess; have a little too much to—" she cut him off.

"You slept with Raven?" It came out as a slurred question, but by the paling of his face, he understood her. Then he tried to play it off.

"It didn't mean anything, she came to blow off steam and I let her."

"Ooh, thaths fantastic." Clarke hissed, the ground was tilting but she wouldn't fall, then Bellamy would help her up and she couldn't stomach the thought.

"Clarke, listen," she pushed away from him.

"I gotta go." She mumbled and walked to the other side of the dropship and eventually fell over. She laid in the mud until the ground stopped moving underneath her.

"Clarke?" She rolled her head to find Finn.

"So… I'm drunk," she was going to continue but figured she'd said enough and laid back down.

"I can smell that. Did by any chance take a bath in the moonshine, too? I'm curious." She stuck out her tongue. "I guess I should get you inside." He sighed, and picked her up. She didn't know where they were going, but she felt comfortable to fall asleep. So she did.

Clarke woke in a light brown tent, an itchy blanket was wrapped around her. She tried to recall how she got there, but her brain hurt too much to even think.

"Hello?" She whispered, her voice hoarse. What had happened?

"Hey, Clarke, you're up." Finn poked his head through the tent opening. Oh shit.

"Um, what happened last night?"

"Well I found you laying in mud, you proceeded to pass out, the woke up, lik,e twice. One of the times you cried and the other you kept saying, 'you were right'."

"Oh." Was all she could say, the memories came back in fragments, the game, the moonshine, Bellamy, Raven. "I have to go." She whispered, pushing herself up, Finn grabbed her hand and her back to help her up, but it caused her to wince. Finding her jacket she turned to face his light brown eyes.

"Thank you, Finn." She offered the best smile she could to Finn and crawled out the tent. When she stood, she could feel Bellamys dark eyes on her. She found him easily against the crowd. He looked beyond livid. His head dropped, shielding his eyes from her, and walked away.

What the actual fucking hell was Clarke doing in Finns tent? Bellamy curled his hands into fists. He finally was able to accept how he felt about her, and she goes back to Finn? His chest tightened to the point of pain. She was going to leave him.

Sure, he slept with Raven. He slept with a couple girls.

But Raven was different. He wanted to say no, but when could be turn down a beautiful girl when he wasn't with anyone.

He didn't like Raven the way he loves Clarke. He stopped mid-stride. Did he just say he loved Clarke?

Clarke pushed past the crowd to find Bellamy, anger filled her stomach.

She knew she had screwed up, but was he really that mad at her?

"Bellamy, stop!" She called, he did. Clarke slowed her pace until she was behind him, she could feel his body heat radiating off him.

"What do you want, Clarke?" His voice was rough and hoarse.

"Why are you mad at me?" Her voice sounded different to her, it sounded desperate.

"Why were you in Finns tent?"

"I passed out from too much moonshine, why do you care?" She instantly regretted her words, watching a play of emotions cross his face.

He laughed, but it wasn't playful or light. It was dark and angry, laced with something violent.

"God dammit Clarke," he looked down, his face still twisted in his mock smile, "Why do I care? Really? You wanna know why I care, Princess? I care because I think I'm in love with you." He stopped, his face lost all emotion, it was haunting.

"Is it true that you wanted me dead when we first came here?" She whispered, meeting his eyes directly.

He nodded, "Murphy and I had a plan, but I couldn't do it. I started to notice how you smile, how you laugh, how angry you got when I challenged you. I couldn't fathom hurting you." He winced at his words, "But Finn…"

Clarke grabbed Bellamys jacket roughly and pushed her mouth against his. It was warm and familiar and she loved it.

His mouth pushed against hers roughly, making her lips part, and she was perfectly content just how they were.

Bellarke fight. And don't be mistaken that was an easy fight, Clarke proved that Bellamy can't boss her around, and it shows that they both have conflicting tempers. It also shows no matter how mean or cruel Clarke can be to Finn, he is always there for her. But there you are!

The song above is "Holding Onto Heaven" by Foxes. More to come soon!

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