There is some kissy stuff between Brothers! After all this was a AmericaXCanada. DONT LIKE THEN DONT READ. I OWN NOTHING!

To say the least it was awkward with Gilbert on one side and Antonio on the other side of me. I mean, hell, I was used to the two wanting to kill me, so you could only guess how nervous I was with them. Gilbert was actually lunging at people who looked like they might come and pick on me and Antonio was glaring or insulting other bullies. It was terrifying...

XOXOXOXO

Gilbert walked to the left of Matthew and Antonio walked to the right. They wouldn't allow anyone close so Matthew wouldn't get hurt anymore. Matthew was ducked down some and was jumping at almost every movement from them waiting to be punched or hit.

As they walked down the hall they ran right into a clot in the middle of Seniors so they couldn't really push through them to well with everyone stopping and talking to people. Eventually Gilbert and Antonio got sick of having to stop and wait on people as they escorted Matthew to his classes and just started shoving people out of the way. They were almost to class and Gilbert shoved a large student that was standing in the way and the student turned around.

It was Ivan still walking around with Yao at his side and Gilbert snarled.

"There you are Matvey...I want to talk to you."

"THE HELL YOU ARE! You aren't getting near him." Gilbert blocked Matthew from Ivan glaring. Antonio stepped to Matthew's side glaring at Ivan angrily.

"And what are you going to do about it? You can't take me on if you tried stupid Germa-" Ivan was cut off when Gilbert punched him in the jaw with a loud pop. He recovered quickly and threw a punch at him and it started an all out brawl in the hall way. Students gathered around and started chanting, placing bets, and laughing.

Matthew couldn't handle the stress, noise, and seeing Ivan with Yao and he took off running and sobbing. He ran past Alfred and Alfred jumped back just in time to not be knocked over by his brother. He had absolutely no idea what the fight was over and no idea why Matthew was crying.

"What the hell is going on?!" Alfred ran up to Antonio who was cheering Gilbert on loudly.

"KICK HIS ASS AMIGO!" He turned to Alfred "Ivan was using Matthew to get back at you cause apparently you did something to his sister or whatever, but anyway he used him and it turns out Matthew has been cutting himself and Gilbert and I walked in on him while he was cutting in the bathroom." Antonio turned back to the fight. "KICK HIM IN THE GEMS!"

Alfred saw red and jumped right in the middle of the fight and ripped Gilbert off then threw him away then grabbed Ivan by the scarf.

"YOU FUCKING SCREWED AROUND WITH MY BROTHER TO GET AT ME OVER YOUR STUPID SISTER!? THIS IS A NEW LOW FOR EVEN YOU COMMIE!" He pulled his fist back and punched Ivan so hard the big Russian fell on his back and saw stars as he skidded across the floor a foot or two. Alfred jumped on him and started beating on him as hard as he could in a fury.

When he was satisfied that Ivan was out cold and wouldn't get up he got off and turned to Gilbert and Antonio. "What do you mean he was cutting himself!?"

"Amigo, he was using a razor to cut up his arms..."

"It was really un-awesome dude, he was bleeding everywhere. We figured you already knew he was doing that since Ricardo was the one that told us."

"Hell no! If I had known I would have been his hero and protected him like a good brother!" He ran past them looking for Matthew hoping he wasn't cutting himself or he was okay. He eventually found Matthew sitting in the cafeteria area by himself crying. "Matt...I need to talk to you now..." He sat by him.

"What do you want Al..." He sniffled out between small sobs and wiped his eyes to stop crying. The bell rang to release school and before Alfred could face him about the cutting Matthew got up and speed walked out to the buses.

The bus ride was silent between the two as Alfred looked at Matthew out of the corner of his eye and Matthew stared at his hands in his lap. They got off at their stop quietly and walked into the house with Alfred holding the door open for Matthew.

"Matthew," Alfred walked up behind his brother quietly, "let me see what they were talking about..."

"I don't know what you mean..." Matthew quickly stepped away from him.

"Let me see your cuts..." Alfred glared slightly upset. He was really worried for his brother and wasn't going to let him keep hurting himself.

"No. I don't cut."

"Don't lie to me! Show me now!"

"NO!" Matthew was tackled to the floor in a quick movement.

"I SAID SHOW ME DAMN IT!" Alfred grabbed Matthew's shirt and pulled it hard straight up making it peel from him and off. He threw it across the room and pinned Matthew's hands. The world seemed to slow down for Alfred as he stared. Matthew had cuts all the way up and down his arms and the bandages Gilbert had put on him had little red splotches on them, he even had small cuts on his chest and stomach. "M-Matt..."

"D-Don't look at me..." Matthew was crying again softly. Alfred sat back slowly onto his knees and ran his fingers gently down Matthew's stomach going lightly over the small cuts and he rested a hand on his chest. He used his other to cup Matthew's cheek and wipe away the tears from the corner of that eye with his thumb.

"Matt...I...I'm so sorry..." He whispered and let his shoulders drop some. Matthew softly leaned into Alfred's hand on his cheek and the soft hand to his chest made his heart speed up slightly in nervousness. What he was thinking at that moment wasn't meant for brothers to think about each other, and without thinking, and the adrenaline from being in the argument and being tackled, he did something he shouldn't have.

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Before I knew what was going on Matthew was kissing me! I didn't have any idea what to say or do! Matthew was just sitting there and after I apologized for not being his hero he just...kissed me. There was no way to explain how it felt to be kissed by somebody you grew up with and considered your brother...defiantly not how I thought it would...To say the least I was shocked so I just sat there and processed what was going on.

His lips were so soft, almost like a chicks. Since I had my eyes open I saw his eyes shut, and he had such a beautiful face when he kissed. Is this what Ivan had felt while kissing my brother? I've never kissed a guy before and it made it really weird that it was my bro. I was always a ladies man, but I had never really found a girl that got my heart going, yea the sex was okay with some, but I never really felt special after doing them...In all, my bro's kiss was like a chick's...just ten times better. Then he just pulled away leaving me speechless...

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Matthew pulled away quickly wide-eyed suddenly realizing what he had done.

"O-oh my god...I-I just kissed my brother..." He scrambled backwards quickly. he grabbed his shirt and pulled it on quickly. Alfred was sitting stock still staring at where Matthew had been, touching his lips with his fingers shakily.

"M-Matthew..." Before Alfred even finished his name Matthew had ran from the house as fast as he could. Alfred got up and ran out after him quickly after shaking off his shock. "MATT? MATT WHERE ARE YOU!?" He called loudly when he couldn't find him anywhere.

Alfred had to think hard about where his brother could have gone. He checked everywhere; the school, the woods behind their house, the old tree house in the backyard, he even went so far to go and check and see if he had went to Ivan's. When he found out nobody was at Ivan's house to let Matthew in he walked down the road thinking hard. He seemed to have a light bulb go off in his head. There was only one place left for Matthew to go.

There was a park about four blocks from their house that Francis, Arthur, Matthew, and Alfred had always went to when they were little. Right behind it was a small thin stretch of woods that Matthew and Alfred always played in. They had found a huge tree that forked into three about a quarter of the way up and it had a huge branch that had been cut off and had turned into a massive knot in the tree. Francis had made a patio like stand on that knot that was about four feet off the tree and about six feet wide for Alfred and Matthew to play on. Arthur had put a railing up on it so they wouldn't fall off when they played on it. It was only about eight feet off the ground.

Sure enough when Alfred went to it he saw Matthew curled up in a ball laying on the stand. He climbed up the ladder and sat by him.

"Go away...please...I'm freaking disgusting..." Matthew whispered and shied away from him.

"Matthew..."

"I can't believe I did that..."

"Matt..."

"I can't believe I kissed you...I'm so sorry I swear I'll-"

"I LIKED IT!" Matthew went silent and looked at him when he burst out. Alfred took a breath and looked at him. "I liked it...and...well...it just surprised me when you did...I mean...were you actually doing it because of the heat of the moment...or you were doing it because you actually liked me and stuff?..." Alfred looked down quietly at the ground below.

"I...don't know what happened...I mean...I guess since you were there for me and I was so desperate for comfort and love...that I took a chance..." Matthew didn't look at him and instead looked at his feet. "I...guess I did like the kiss...more then I should have..."

"Wanna try again?..." Alfred asked plainly and Matthew blinked in surprise turning to look at him.

"I-I...i-is that okay? Are you serious? Do you really want to? I mean...I would be okay with it and enjoy it maybe, but I don't want to make things weird for you. So if you really-"

"Matthew...shut up." Alfred pressed his lips to Matthews in a quick motion. Matthew froze and his eyes were as wide as they could be. Eventually he let them flutter shut and he wrapped his arms around Alfred's shoulders tilting his head into the kiss. Alfred slowly licked across his lips and Matthew parted his lips. They twirled their tongues slowly together and started French kissing. They only broke away for air then went right back into the kiss.

About fifteen minutes of simply making out they pulled apart and stared at each other in silence.

"Al...you know dad and papa can never find out about this..."

"They won't...and it's not illegal since we were adopted brothers not biological...please Matty..." Alfred pleaded quietly. Matthew couldn't help but smile and give another weak peck to his nose.

"Fine...let's try to keep this to ourselves..." Alfred nodded in agreement and they got off the stand and made their way home.

Sorry if something is messed up! The editing was messed up so if something cu out or isn't right tell me! Thanks for reading. Next chapter is stuff!