Hey guys! :D so here is chapter 2 and sorry since its a bit late but I promise it will be fun to read and YES ERENMIKA SCENES! :D and also YES yes yes yes its spelled "hange" not "hanji" I promise you its spelled hange just how its eren yeager not jaeger (but I use jaeger cuz its cooler). If you still don't believe me, send me a message and ill send you to Isayamas blog. OH AND this is a romance, comedy and angst fic. but i cant put three things on the description so im telling you here dksfbkjds
SO HERE IS CHAPTER 2 :D hope you guys like it leave me a review and stuff. its a bit long, sorry (got a bit carried away writing it, hope u still like it tho)
*I DO NOT OWN SHINGEKI NO KYOJIN*
"Why do you think we were called so urgently to meet with Captain levi?" Armin asked.
"I don't know. But either way we were headed to the castle to visit Eren, So its a good thing this meeting or whatever it is, Is being held in the castle." Mikasa responded.
"Yeah but, we always go and visit Eren, So why didn't Captain Levi just wait for us to be there and then he could have called us to the meeting. It would have been easier on his part." Armin said a bit to serious.
"What are you getting at Armin?" Mikasa asked with her usual emotionless face.
"uhh nothing, I was just wondering" Armin said with a smile.
If Mikasa had never known Armin she would have let it slide, but unfortunately for Armin, Mikasa did know him, and she knew that when he smiled after saying something really confusing, something only Armin could understand, it meant that he was thinking and whatever it was, he was probably right.
Mikasa didn't ask why Armin was so worried or over thinking the meeting with Captain Levi. It was just a meeting after all. They always had meeting. Sometimes they were stupid meeting for a stupid mission, like cleaning the garden, or washing the horses. Mikasa figured this meeting was probably to wash clothes or slice potatoes.
When they finally arrived at the castle, both of them got off the wagon, straighten up, and started to walk towards the meeting room.
Before they reached the room, they noticed there were two chairs on the side of the door. One of them said "Arlert" and the other "Ackerman".
"what the"- Mikasa was interrupted by Hange.
"AH! It's good that you two made it! Good to see you two are nice and healthy, been eating a lot? To much potatoes huh? ANYWAYS! Have a seat Mikasa. Armin, Levi would like to talk to you first, so if you would be so kind and come with-" Now this time Hange was interrupted by Mikasa.
"I'm sorry to interrupt you Hange-Sama but why can't I go in with Armin?" Mikasa asked calmly.
"Ahhh you see Levi said-" Hange was cut off by Levi.
"Because Ackerman, Arlert is more reasonable and understanding then you" Levi said standing to the side Hange.
Mikasa wanted to punch that shorty in the face. Mikasa was just as reasonable and understanding as Armin. If this was an important meeting, which it was because they both were called up really early, then she should have the right to be in there with Armin as well.
"I think I should be-" Mikasa was really tried of being interrupted.
"Just sit down Ackerman, have some patience, you and jaeger are the same, so impatience." Levi said.
Mikasa gave Levi her famous death stare. Levi has always received it, and it never once faced him, he's seen worse stares.
"Stay put, and don't go walking around. Oh and Ackerman, please sit on the chair that says 'Ackerman'." And with that Levi closed the door, leaving Mikasa and her rising rage alone.
Stupid shorty, thinks his so tough. One day I will beat him up chibi, lets see how tough he is then.
Mikasa sat down on her chair as she was told and waited.
"Levi, you shouldn't have told Mikasa that, she can beat you up" Hange said with a smirk on her face.
"Shut up four eyes."
"You know its true, she's very strong and she's taller than you which is funn-" Hange was cut of guard when Levi flicked her glasses.
"THESE ARE EXPENSIVE, DON'T JUST FLICK THEM" Hange grabbed her glasses and started to clean them.
Armin stood there, watching as his two superiors bickered and teased one another like little kids.
After a while of Hange yelling at Levi and Levi ignoring her, Levi turned his attention to Armin.
"Well if it isn't Erwin Junior" Levi said with no emotion in his voice.
Armin was surprised to be called "Erwin junior" because Armin knew he was nothing like Erwin, Armin knew how crazy Erwin was, and if Levi saw Erwin in him, that scared the living hell out of him. He would not want to be like Erwin.
"I'm just playing around with you Arlert, you are nothing like him, well except your brains, you two and that crazy four eyes over there are smart people, and smart people are scary if you ask me."
Armin didn't know why Levi was cracking jokes, this was a meeting after all.
"Captain Levi, why did you call me first and not Mikasa, if this is a mission of some sort I would think Mikasa is more suitable then me."
Levi stared at Armin, he couldn't quite decided what to make out of this young man. He was smart and cunning. Levi saw lots of potential for a leader, a strong leader not a crazy leader like Erwin or Hange, or even himself.
Levi wasted to much time just staring at the kid and so without a warning, Levi said.
"Eren lost his memory" Levi said very serious and he continued to speak.
"He lost it when he was fighting Annie, your girlfriend? Or just a friend? Anyways, When I rescued Eren, he was very hard to cut out, I already told Hange this, but he was almost covered in his titans flesh or rather sucked in by his titans flesh. I have said that if I hadn't rescued him, he would be dead. Hange believes that somehow him being shallowed or sucked in by his titan form, was the cause of his memory loose, that would be the only explanation we have right now. We already told him a lot of things, like for example he thought his mom was alive, we told him she was dead, he had forgotten what titans were but once we started to talk to him about it, the memory kinda rushed back along with him remembering the walls, along with the memory of his father leaving. But it seemed he can't remember that much. Its very interesting to see him remember big events and small events, but yet he doesn't seem to remember who we are or who you and Mikasa are, right now his probably sleeping. He must be feeling better, or worse, who knows."
Hange snapped her head up as Levi said those words. She quickly put on her glasses and said.
"Levi! You weren't suppose to just tell him that so forward!"
"Ripping off the bandage is faster."
Hange stared at Armin. Armin looked confused, as he processed this information.
Armin didn't know what to say. Levi did just drop a bomb and Armin wasn't ready for it. Armin didn't even know if he should believe it. But why would Levi lie about something like that, why would he want to make such a lie, and so Armin knew that this was no lie, but the hurtful truth.
"I..." Armin tried to speak but the thought of his best friend with no memory of him or Mikasa was just to unreal.
"MIKASA!" Armin yelled, but quickly put his hands over his mouth.
Hange was startled as Armin yelled out. But Levi just sat there.
"Now his got it" Levi said taking a sip of his tea.
Mikasa heard Armin yell her name and she quickly got up from her seat and kicked the door open.
Hange and Armin quickly turned to face Mikasa. Levi sat there unfazed at Mikasa.
"Was it really necessary for you to kick down my door? It has a handle you know" Levi said with a bit of anger in his voice.
"I don't care about your door, Armin yelled out my name, what did you do to him?" Mikasa asked ready to kill anyone who hurt Armin.
"Maybe he was having a daydream about you and-" Hange put her hand over Levis mouth and Levi was ready to kill Hange for touching him with her filthy hands.
Once Hange let Levi go, Levi looked so enraged, that it made Armin flinch, but Hange just ignored his death stare.
"You see Mikasa, Armin called out you name because-"
"because Eren lost his memory and Armin just realized what it means and that why he called out your name" Levi finished her sentence and this time it was Hange giving Levi a death stare.
Mikasa was taken aback. The news hit her fast and hard. At first she couldn't believe what Levi had said, but she knew Levi would have no reason to lie about something that big. But just the thought of Eren not knowing who she was, made Mikasa sick to her stomach, her head was spinning and she was about ready to pass out. But instead of passing out she just fell to her knees.
"Mikasa!" Armin ran towards her.
"See what you did Levi you made Mikasa fall!" Hange said.
"It's not my fault, she can't take the news like a man, Armin took it like a man" Levi said getting up form his chair.
"Maybe because shes not a man?" Hange asked.
"It was being sarcastic four eyes. Just make sure shes okay" Levi said standing behind Hange, as Hange and Armin helped Mikasa get up.
Armin sat Mikasa down on the nearest chair he could find. Hange brought her some water. And Levi just watched.
"Are you okay Ackerman?" Levi asked emotionless as always.
"Like you care." Mikasa responded coldly.
"Actually I do care. Right now my main concern is you safety and well being because you might be the only one that can get Eren to remember who he is, so yes Ackerman I need you to be okay, so Eren can be okay. See how that works? If your okay his okay and then humanity is okay, get it?" Levi said statistically.
Mikasa hated when Levi spoke to her as if she was some stupid kid. She was old enough and very mature to understand anything. Except one thing which was never answered for her, and it was a bit embarrassing considering the fact that she knew almost everything about adult things, but she never found out how babies where made. Maybe because every time someone would talk about it, she would cover her ears or run away. She wanted someone else to tell her how babies where made, she wanted it to be someone special, she wanted it to be Eren. She herself didn't know if Eren knew but now it didn't matter, because Eren doesn't even know who she is.
Armin kneeled next to Mikasa and told her everything about Erens memory loss.
Once Armin finished, Mikasa was speechless. Eren really did loose his memory. He had no memory of her or anyone. This made Mikasa want to cry. But she wouldn't cry, not in front of Captain Levi or Hange-sama. Instead she stood up and asked.
"Can I see him?" Mikasa asked with no hint of emotion in her voice or face.
"Actually, we want Armin to go see him first" Hange said.
Before Mikasa could protest Levi said.
"Listen Ackerman, the only reason we want Armin to go see him first is because, he needs to see someone his known longer, yes I know you spend you life with Eren to, but Armin knew Eren before you, so why not let Armin give it a try, and plus Eren doesn't need anymore crying women, he already got that from Hange two weeks back."
"I didn't cry that much! And I held it together when we first found out he had memory loss. I was being strong for him."
"Yeah so strong, that you scared the living hell out of him."
"whatever."
Mikasa stared at Armin, it was true Armin did know Eren longer then she did, but Mikasa lived with Eren, she took baths with Eren, they would eat together, play together, if anything Mikasa knew Eren more then Armin did.
"Hange-sama, if you don't mind, I think it would be best for Mikasa to go in first since she does know Eren better then I do. Yes, I am aware that I known him longer but im pretty sure that Mikasa knows him better as a person then I do." Armin said.
"Sorry Arlert, but I say you go in first." Levi said opening the door for Armin.
"He was asking me, Levi" Hange said annoyed.
"Well I answered for you. So Eren's room is at the end of row three on the right, its the first door." Levi held the door open for Armin.
Armin stepped out of the meeting room and looked at Mikasa before he left to go see Eren. Armin gave Mikasa a reassuring smile and Mikasa just nodded, and with that Armin was off to see his best friend with no memory.
Armin reached Erens room. And he was so nervous to go inside. Armin didn't know why but he didn't want to see Eren. He was so scared to face his best friend that didn't know he was his best friend. But Armin knew it had to be done, he had to get it over with, so he quickly opened the door and the first thing he sees is Eren eating.
Eren looked up, to see a blond boy with blue eyes staring at him. So this much be Armin Eren thought.
Levi and Hange had explained how Armin looked, and they described him spot on.
"Armin?" Eren said a bit caution
Armins eyes grew wide as he heard Eren say his name. Did Eren remember who I am? Thats why he said my name right? Thats all Armin thought of when Eren said his name so he quickly reposed with.
"You remember who I am?" Armin said with a bit of excitement in his voice.
Eren looked at Armin, he looked so happy. He looked like a little boy that was just given candy, and Eren knew that he was about to wash his joy away, but he didn't want to lie to the guy, Eren was sure that if he was his friend before, he would never lie to him.
"Ahhh sorry Armin, I know only your name because Levi and Hange described you to me, telling me you had blue eyes and blonde hair and your name was Armin" Eren said with an awkward smile.
Armins joy shattered as the thought of Eren not knowing who he was raced though his mind. And the thought of Levi and Hange describing how he looked made him feel weird. So he decided to sit down on the chair next to Erens bed.
"Mind if I sit?" Armin asked before sitting down.
"Yeah, no problem" Eren responded.
They sat in silence for a while, but soon after Armin broke it with a question.
"So Eren, what else did Hange and Levi tell you?"
Eren raised his eyebrow at Armin and said.
"Not much, they just told me about you, they didn't tell me anything else, they didn't tell me if you are my brother or friend...are we friends?"
Armins eyes started to get watery. So he really doesn't know who I am. Armin was torn, Eren was like a brother to him.
"Yeah, were friends" was all Armin could manage.
Eren felt so awkward talking to Armin. He knew Armin knows him and he felt bad for not knowing who Armin was. He didn't want to make him sad, but the truth hurts. And Eren knows he has amnesia. And he knows he can't change that. And he defiantly can't change the fact that he doesn't know anybody.
"Did you know my mom was dead?" Eren asked randomly.
Armin stared at Eren, with a sorrowful look.
"Yea...and you saw it happen" Armin said looking out the window.
"Wait, what? I saw my mother die? and get eaten? In front of me? Wow thats fucked up."
Armin looked at Eren with a shocked expression.
"Why that face?" Eren asked.
"You don't seem to care that your mother died in front of you..." Armin replied, now studying Eren.
"Well I don't care because my memories with her are faint, I do know I loved her. And im sure she was a great mom, but I can't really feel sad when I can't feel the pain in my heart or anything, you get me? I can't be sad over something I didn't experience. Well I did experience but I don't you know...remember" Eren shrugged.
When Eren shrugged, all Armin saw was the old Eren. The Eren before the colossal titan broke down the wall, the Eren that would go down to the lake with him and they would both read the book of the outside world.
Armin smiled.
"Why are you smiling? Thats creepy" Eren said with a little smile himself.
"Haha its cause you're still you, well old you not new you, well you are you all the time but..." Armin stopped himself because Eren looked so confused it was almost pitiful.
"Sorry, it must be hard on you for me to talk about you as if you knew me."
"Actually I don't mind, I would actually like to know who I use to be. Since that shorty and four eyes never tell me anything." Eren said with a smile.
Armin hasn't seen Eren smile like that in 5 years. And it gave Armin some hope. Sure Eren has amnesia but maybe thats not such a bad thing. Maybe now since Eren doesn't have his revenge on the titans for killing his mother, maybe now he can be at peace. A smiling Eren is a big step forward. So Armin sits up straight, puts a genuine smile on his face and starts to tell Eren stories of their childhood.
"Why is Armin taking so long?" Mikasa asked walking in circles.
"Mikasa please just calm down, Eren won't hurt Armin, I am positive about that" Hange calmly responded.
"You don't know that Hange-sama. Eren doesn't know who Armin is. What if Armin makes him mad and Eren punches him?"
"Eren won't do such a thing."
"Oh but he would" Mikasa said with a tone of knowing.
"He won't hurt Armin because Armin isn't an idiot like yourself. His a smooth talker, he will be fine" Levi said staring at Mikasa.
Mikasa stared at Levi with an expression of disgust and hatred, if anyone was at fault here for Erens amnesia it would be Levi.
"We wouldn't be in this situation if you had just performed your job right in the first place or cut him out sooner and probably." Mikasa replied angrily.
Levi saw nothing but hate in her eyes towards him. Levi didn't mind of course since he knew that anyone that ever hurt Eren, Mikasa would just hate forever.
"Listen brat, you can hate me and blame me all you want but the truth is that I saved him, not you. You weren't even near him when he was fighting Annie, sure you came after but I was the faster one and the stronger one, the one that saved Eren, so how about a little respect and appreciation."
Mikasa was ready to punch that shorty in the face, but she knew he was right. Mikasa was hurt when Eren was fighting Annie. When she came to save Eren, Levi was already there. Mikasa despised Levi but one thing was certain, he was humanity strongest solider.
"Careful Levi, Mikasa might beat you up" Hange said with a smirk.
"I know I can beat you up four eyes" Levi responded.
Hange got into a fighting stance and before she could tell Levi to fight her Armin came in through the door. Everyone stopped what they were doing and stared at Armin.
Armin was calm and smiling.
"Hey guys" Armin said.
"'Hey guys' thats all? What happened Armin? Did Eren hurt you? Did he yell at you? How did things go?" Mikasa asked all at once.
"Everything's okay Mikasa, just relax, Eren is still Eren, nothings changed."
"But things have to change, he lost his memory, his not the Eren we knew before, he doesn't even know who we are."
"But thats the good part. Eren doesn't remember anything. He doesn't know who we are, he doesn't remember his childhood, but most importantly he doesn't remember that all he wants in the world is to kill all the titans. All his rage he had before is gone. His so calm and relaxed, don't you get it Mikasa? Its the old Eren, the one we use to play with in the lake, its him, its good old Eren, not blood thirsty Eren."
Mikasa couldn't believe what Armin was telling her. Sure she was kinda glad that 'old Eren' was back but that wasn't really Eren was it? Eren was Eren. No matter what. To Mikasa if Eren was blood thirsty that was Eren for her, if he was a calm, mellow guy that was Eren. Mikasa didn't understand why Armin was so happy to have 'old Eren' back. It wasn't really Eren...or was it?
Mikasa just pushed that thought aside as she remembered it was her turn to talk to Eren.
"Well Ackerman, you may now go see your boyfriend" Levi said calmly as always.
Mikasa quickly turned her head back and as fast as she could she said.
"His not my boyfriend...His family."
"Yeah yeah, get a move on before I change my mind, two visitors in one day for Jaeger might not be so good, considering the fact that you are a female and he is a male, if you get what I'm saying"
When Levi looked up to see Ackerman, she was gone.
Mikasa didn't have time to hear what Levi said because before he even started to talk she was half way down the hall.
She moved quickly but with caution. And she felt stupid for blushing at what Levi said. She knew Eren wasn't her boyfriend, they were family. But Eren didn't know that now.
But we were never really family right? We just grew up together? But he considers me his sister... or did he? He always said he wasn't my baby brother... this is not the time to be thinking like this. I have to see Eren and make sure his okay. Her thoughts were interrupted by clapping.
Mikasa walked faster towards Erens room because the clapping was coming from there.
She quietly got closer to the door and put her ear on it.
All she heard was clapping and heavy breathing. She was wondering what could be happening in there. She thought maybe Eren was hurt or fighting someone, the first person that came to mind was Jean. She thought maybe Jean got in there somehow and they were fighting.
But she quickly remembered that Jean and the others were at wall Maria and Eren probably doesn't even remember Jean. So she quickly grabbed the door knob, took a heavy breath, and opened the door.
What she saw left her speechless. Her jaw dropped as Eren started to get up from the floor.
Eren stopped doing his push-ups and got off the floor to see who his new guest was.
Eren turned to face this girl, that was standing under the door. Her mouth was open as she stared at him. Eren had no idea who she was. Levi or Hange never described her to him. Neither did Armin.
"Um Hi" Eren said as he grabbed his towel to dry off his sweat.
Mikasa realized her mouth was still open and she quickly closed it, stood up straight, put on her emotionless face on, and said.
"Hi, I'm umm...You don't know who I am?" She asked.
Eren stared at her and Mikasa made straight eye contact with him. It made him a bit nervous, this girl seemed dangerous to him. Her eyes were light gray, and she worth the same thing everyone around here wore. Which was the jacket with wings, white shirt, and white pants. Except she had a scarf. A maroon colored scarf. It was nice, Eren liked it.
"Maybe you should put on a shirt" Mikasa said emotionless.
Eren had forgotten he was shirtless. He quickly turned red and started to look for his shirt. He took note of how this girl didn't even hesitate to tell him he was shirtless.
Mikasa looked at Eren as he tried to look for his shirt, his bare back made Mikasa blush a little bit. She was trying really hard to control herself, she didn't want to turn super red in front of Eren. He doesn't even know who she is.
Mikasa didn't know why she was getting all fluttered over Eren being shirtless. Shes seem him shirtless millions of times. Of course that was when they were younger. Now its completely different. They aren't kids anymore, they were older and things have changed.
Mikasa noticed how Erens back muscles looked while he moved his arms around. She didn't remember Eren being so muscular. Before he was lean but this, this was a complete change. She thought back to when she first came into the room and he was doing his push-ups. How his arms looked when he got up. They were very muscular, but not to muscular, at least to Mikasa they were just right.
Eren finally found his shirt, he turned around to tell the girl he found his shirt, but he noticed she was checking him out. Eren felt honored. A girl as pretty as her checking him out, he wasn't gonna let this opportunity slide.
"Checking me out I see" Eren said with a smirk.
Mikasa was snapped back to earth as Eren spoke. She looked at Eren and that smirk he had on his face and she blushed.
"I was not. I was simply taking note of your muscles." she said calmly.
"Which is checking me out, its fine you know. If you want I don't even have to put my shirt back on."
Mikasa shifted her head to the side. And thought of how the old Eren would never say something like this. He would have told Mikasa to get out.
"No. please put your shirt back on."
In all honestly, Mikasa did want Eren to have his shirt off. His abs were a great view. Considering that he has abs now.
Eren put his shirt back on and sat on his bed. Now he was checking out Mikasa. He noticed that she had nice short black hair. Her face was the real beauty. Eren couldn't stop staring at her face. It was not a face his seen before. She was light skinned, she had perfect lips, beautiful eyes, and a nose that was just the right size. He also took note of her body. She looked great. The uniform fit her perfectly. It showed of her curves and breast. And thats when Eren stopped himself. He was checking out a girl he never knew and thinking not so clean thoughts of her. Eren felt embarrassed. He quickly dismissed his thoughts.
"So what brings you to my room? Did four eyes sent you? Or was it Captain shorty? Or was it Armin?" Eren asked trying to start a conversation with Mikasa.
"Armin didn't tell you about me?" Mikasa asked as she sat down on the chair next to his bed.
"No. he only told me about my childhood. How I lived with my parents. My dad was a doctor. And stuff."
Mikasa couldn't believe Armin didn't tell Eren about her. Mikasa was part of Erens childhood after all. She wasn't mad at Armin though, because if Armin didn't tell Eren about her, it was obviously so she could tell him herself.
Mikasa felt so awkward around Eren. The air was a bit thick, not relaxing at all. She felt stupid because she always talks to him or use to always talk to him. Now with him having no memories, it was a bit difficult.
"Im going to to." Mikasa said as she started to get up from her chair.
Eren quickly stood up from his bed and grabbed her arm.
"Wait, why are you leaving so fast? You just got here." Eren asked.
Mikasa hasn't been touched by Eren in so long. She looked at Erens hand grabbing her arm. She took note of his muscular hands. They were rough but surprisingly gentle. Mikasa didn't understand why she felt so hot, all Eren was doing was grabbing her arm, nothing more.
She quickly got loose of Erens grip and said.
"Its to painful to see you, without you knowing who I am. Your acting as if I am nothing but a girl, and it hurts, so im leaving." And with that Mikasa left closing the door behind her.
Mikasa left Eren speechless. He didn't want her to leave. He liked her presence. Sure he didn't know who she was but something about her made Eren happy. But it also made Eren sad, because he knew that she was important to him. Something told him that she was someone important. And by the look on her face as she left, Eren knew that he had hurt her, of course not physically but mentally. He hated having amnesia. Because it hurt others that knew him. Just like the girl. And Armin.
"Damn, I didn't even get her name" Eren said laying down on his bed.
Mikasa walked fast trying to get away from Erens room. She came to a stop after she turned the corner.
Mikasa didn't want to leave, she really wanted to stay with Eren. He looked healthy, and good, that was certain. But she felt as if Eren wasn't Eren. Because Eren would have never been so flirty with her. But then again she wouldn't know since after Erens mother died, all the emotion he showed was rage, always rage, he was never happy. And today Mikasa saw Eren happy. Smiling. And flirting. It threw her off guard.
She smiled at the thought of Eren wanting to keep his shirt of for her. But she quickly shook her head dismissed the thought.
Mikasa didn't know if Eren would ever get his memory back, but right now Mikasa knew that this was Eren. This would be the Eren if his mother never got eaten by a titan. This is Eren. Mikasa knew it would be a bit weird to talk to him now but in the past they never did much talking anyways, so it should be fine.
Mikasa got of the wall she was leaning on, and started to walk towards the meeting room. She was looking forward to talking to Eren tomorrow. And this time she wouldn't just run out like she did today. She would talk to him. Get to know him more then she already does. She remembers Armin saying that Eren losing his memory wasn't so bad. And maybe his right, maybe Erens memory loss, is not so bad. Now Eren can be normal. Not blood thirsty, maybe now he can be a regular teenage boy.
As Mikasa walked down the halls, she felt a bit of hope rising. She didn't know what this hope was for, but it made her happy.
She touched the scarf Eren gave her, and smiled.
Well that was chapter 2 :D hope you guys liked it ksjdbkjfbds im sure I made grammar mistakes but as I said before I just write for fun im not here to be J.K Rowling haha ANYWAYS leave me a review and if you like the story favorite it3 it would mean a lot. So yeah.. chapter 3 will be coming soon more erenmika scenes in chapter 3 :D again hope u guys like it :3