Hey guys :D sorry I didn't update faster (finals ugh) but here is chapter 3 hope you like it! and please please review guys it means a lot when i get feedback from you :D enjoy!
*I DO NOT OWN SHINGEKI NO KYOJIN*
It's been three weeks since Mikasa has been taking care of Eren. Three weeks of her just sitting on a chair and watching him eat, work out, and sleep.
Eren has been dying to talk to Mikasa, but he didn't know how. This mystery girl that he doesn't even know has been with him for three weeks without saying a word. She just stares at Eren, and Eren avoids her glaze.
Eren doesn't even know her name. Which bothered him a lot. This girl obviously cared for him, maybe a bit to much. Eren wanted to know who she was and why she always came to see him. What was he to her.
Finally after three weeks of not knowing. Eren gets the guts to ask for her name.
"Hey ummm-"
Mikasa quickly looked at Eren.
Thats what Eren hated. Her stare. It was so strong, he felt like she could see into his soul. Her eyes were beautiful that was certain but her stare was scary.
Eren quickly looked out the window and said.
"Aren't you hot?"
Mikasa was still staring at him, a bit confused at his question.
Eren started to get nervous.
"I mean not hot, as in sexy, hot as in, the sun it hot..."
Eren wanted to punch himself in the face for what he had just said.
"I mean your hot don't get me wrong but your scarf, you always wear it and its always hot and I was wondering if you get hot in it because maybe you should take it off because its hot." Eren said all at once. He didn't even know why he brought up the scarf. Maybe it was the only thing he could think of. And she did always have it on.
Mikasa gave Eren a stare of confusion mixed with a bit of sadness.
Eren noticed that when he said scarf she got sad. He thought maybe it was because that scarf was special and it belonged to someone she loved.
"Oh I'm sorry, didn't mean to talk about the scarf, its a nice scarf."
Eren didn't know what he was saying anymore. He felt totally tongue tied and stupid. And he didn't know why since she hasn't even said a word. His been the one talking.
Eren sat there. He ran his left hand through his messy hair.
"Ah I'm sorry, I didn't mean to make you sad, I'm sorry I talked about the scarf." Eren said with a little smile.
Mikasa looked at Eren. She never once heard Eren say sorry to her before. This was something very new to her.
And she wasn't sad because he brought up the scarf, that was only part of it. She was mostly sad because he didn't know who she was. And it pained her so much. He hadn't said a word in three weeks, and hearing his voice again made Mikasa happy. But also very hurt. He didn't sound like his old self. He sounded like a completely different person. He sounded so carefree, it made Mikasa uneasy.
She decided to finally speak to Eren. She didn't want to. She's been doing pretty good just by staring at him, and him shutting up after she stared at him. That was the one thing that was still the same. Her stare always got Eren to shut up.
"The scarf isn't what made me sad" Mikasa said.
Erens eyes widen as she spoke. Finally after three weeks of silence and scary stares this girl talked. Eren noticed her voice was soft, and gentle, and he felt himself getting hot. Which was stupid because he didn't even know the girl.
"So what made you sad?" Eren really wanted to punch himself now. Why did I ask that? Eren thought.
Mikasa noticed he looked tense.
"Nothing made me sad" Mikasa said staring at him.
Eren needed to change the topic and fast. This was started to feel very weird and he didn't like it. The conversation itself was stupid. So he quickly changed the topic.
"What's your name?" he blurted out.
Mikasa was taken aback at how loud he asked the question. It seemed almost as if his been holding it in for years and he finally got the courage to ask it.
"I don't know your name and your always in here and-"
"My names Mikasa" Mikasa said interrupting Erens last sentence.
"Mikasa" Eren repeated.
Mikasa felt her stomach flutter as he said her name. He said it with no annoyance in his voice. He said it so lovely. So calming. And she loved the way it sounded.
"That's a beautiful name, never heard of someone named Mikasa before thats a first." Eren said with a smile.
Mikasa felt hot as she saw him smile. Eren hasn't smiled in years. And she never seen that kind of smile. It was such a nice smile. So genuine.
"Thank you." Is all Mikasa managed to say.
Eren stared at Mikasa, and this time Mikasa was the one looking away.
It made Eren curious. How sometimes when he would look at her she would turn away. He knew she was blushing, his not stupid. But he wondered why. All he did was smile. Erens been wanting to ask her a question but he was really scared to ask it. It was a hit or miss question and if he was wrong, it would be so embarrassing. But he didn't have anything to loose so he decided to ask.
"Mikasa, you have been in my room, just looking at me, for three weeks. That shorty and four eyes aren't in here that often and they are the ones taking care of my amnesia problem. And here you are, everyday. Sitting in that chair. Staring at me. So what are you to me? Are you my girlfriend? Are we married? That would be weird I'm just 16, but I don't know we might be married. So who are you Mikasa? Who are you to me?" Eren asked, still staring at Mikasa. Observing her next move.
Mikasas eyes widen as she heard Erens words. Girlfriend. Married. Mikasas heart was pounding in her chest. She felt hot and stupid. She had no reason to feel this way. After all Eren was family. But she wished it was true, she wished Eren would be with her forever. She wished Eren would hold her in his arms. She knew that Eren was not family at all to her. Well he was family but she wanted a different type of family with him.
So what she said next was not something she wanted to say.
"We're family" Mikasa said staring right into Erens eyes.
Eren almost choked on his own saliva. He if was drinking water he would have spit it all out. And it probably would have landed all over Mikasa. FAMILY?! Erens mind was racing as he processed this. Not only did he just ask his- SISTER?! Eren wanted nothing more then to take back his words.
He didn't even know what to say back. He felt so ashamed. His been checking out his own sister. Having not so clean thoughts about her. He wanted to take a cold shower and never come out. He wanted to hide under a rock.
What was he gonna say to Mikasa now? He never excepted them to be family. He never expected that answer. He excepted an answer like girlfriend? Haha! No, you're my best friend. Something like that. He not once took into consideration of him and Mikasa being family. His question wasn't even a hit or miss it was a disaster.
Mikasa wanted to laugh. She actually wanted to laugh at how ridiculous Eren looked right now. He looked so confused and lost and ashamed it was pitiful. He wasn't even facing Mikasa and she knew he was making his im so stupid face.
Mikasa smiled at the thought. But she hadn't yet told him that she was adopted and they were in no way related by blood. But then again she hadn't told him that he killed two men for her and rescued her from loosing hope. And gave her his scarf to keep her warm. And gave her a new family, a place to live. He gave her life again. She didn't tell him anything. She was waiting for the right moment.
She liked seeing him panic at the thought of him being related to her. It probably meant Eren thought Mikasa was attractive. She knew that already. Not so long ago Eren had called her hot.
I CALLED HER HOT! Eren had just remembered he called his sister hot. This was such a bad day for Eren. He should have never talked to her. He should have let her stare at him for the rest of his life. Because right now he just wanted to die.
He felt Mikasa staring at him. Even thought he was facing away from her, he could feel those grey eyes on him.
Mikasa decided to finally tell him she's adopted.
"But I'm adopted." Mikasa said with a straight face.
WHAT?! NOW SHE TELLS ME THIS?! IT WOULD HAVE BEEN HELPFUL IF SHE TOLD ME THIS BEFORE I STARTED TO PANIC ON HOW I THOUGHT MY SISTER WAS HOT! Eren was shocked and confused and his head was spinning in circles.
But he felt a bit better. He wasn't related to her. They weren't really family.
Eren finally turned around to face Mikasa. He gave her a half smirk, and of course she didn't show any emotion.
"Haha...so you're my sister, and I'm your brother, thats interesting to know." Eren said, running his hand through his hair awkwardly.
"Not by blood." Mikasa said.
"Right, your adopted."
"Right."
Eren felt much better now. Knowing that she was adopted and they weren't blood related. But if was stupid of him to think a girl as pretty as her would go for a guy like him. Eren knew he wasn't anybody's first choice. Sure he was attractive. He knew he was. But a girl as pretty as her, deserved a much better looking guy. A prince probably. But he always said looks didn't matter, so who knows. Still he couldn't shake this feeling he had about her. This feeling in the pit of his stomach. Every time he saw her, he would get really excited, and happy. He would have this urge to touch her. And his stomach would flutter. He would feel hot, as if the sun was right in front of his face. But now he can't afford to think that way. He now knew they were family. Sure they weren't blood related but they did live together at some point. He doesn't remember of course but since they are family, its easy to put it together.
Eren was staring at Mikasa. Looking at her features. Her cheekbones. Her lips, her eyes, her hair, her nose, her eyebrows. He was staring at everything. And only one thought came to mind.
I'm so glad were not related.
Well that was chapter 3! I know its a bit short but im really busy with finals and stuff. I hope it was okay to read. I rushed it a bit. I hope you guys liked it :D more erenmika is to come. More fluff and sexy seeexxyyy timess. Please review! Tell me what you think! :D again I hope you guys liked it!