"Roxas, wake up" Luxord yelled as the young blond groaned rolling back over not wanting to get up as he finally got tierd of Luxord standing over him and sat up rubbing his eyes looking at the clock and then at Luxord.

"Luxord, You do know it's a quarter to five in the morning" The blond replied half awake as he yawned and looked the dirty blond in the eyes.

"It's breakfast time Roxy" Luxord replied tossing Roxas more of Demex's clothes.

"At a quarter to five in the morning?" He yelled pulling the covers back over his head as he was dragged out of bed towards the kitchen by Luxord who forced him to sit down putting mountains of food on his already full plate."Hey,Luxord did the hospital call yet about Axel?" Roxas asked between mouthfuls of food as Luxord took a sip of coffe readint the news paper glancing back and forth from Roxas to Demex instantly choking on his coffee the second Roxas asked his question getting a stearn warning look to break the news kindly from a puffy eyed Demex.

"Roxas,"Luxord whispered putting his hand on the blonds shoulder as the blonds face suddenly went pale as he choaked down his food tears falling down his face.

"No, he-he can't be dead" Roxas screamed as he slapped Luxords hand away from his shoulder knocking the chair off it's feet as he stood up and quickly backed up hurt and fear in his eyes while running back into his room slamming the door behind him while throwing himself on the bed.

"Luxord, it's not your falt Roxas just needs time to figure out his feelings and adjust to the fact that he lost Axel"Demex whispered putting his arms around Luxords waist as he picked up the chair and continued to clean the kitchen trying to keep his hands busy and his mind occupied. They both walked out of the kitchen once it was clean and they stood by the blonds locked bedroom door listening to him cry and sobb into his pillow hiccuping and choaking on his tears of passed with Roxas staying in his room with the door locked as Demex just ended up setting the plate outside the door knowing Roxas really didn't want to hear,see or talk about how much he was hurting"Roxas, it's been two months please come out"Demex begged as he tried to force the door open failing yet again as he left the food on the floor and left as he heard Roxas open the door and pick up the plate and take it to his room.

"Luxord let me go" Screamed Roxas as Luxord pounced on the unsuspecting teen as he was drug out of the room by the older man quickly being shoved into the living room as Luxord locked the bedroom door with a new lock and key.

"Roxas, Its been two months you need to face the fact that Axel's gone." he whispered trying not to yell as he continued shoving the blond into the kitchen where Demex was trying on a Black tux."You need to get fitted for your suit for the funeral, it's in two weeks." Luxord replied sitting the blond next to Demex who had removed his tux and brought out a white one to make adjustments on the size for Roxas.

"I really don't want to" Roxas half screamed half sobbed as he tried to keep glaring at the two men who had to force him into the tux and held him still while they adjusted and fixed the height.

"Roxas, don't you atleast want one last chance to say goodbye, to once more kiss him on the lips and whisper a final goodbye and be given the one last chance to tell him you love him before you send him on?" Luxord asked as they let the teen out of the tux who by this point was sobbing uncontrollably.

"Yes" He screamed as he fell into the mans arm and continued to cry his eyes turning red as he rubbed them with the back of his hand.

"It's ok Roxas, just take one step at a time" Luxord whispered running his hands through the blonds hair in a comforting way as the weeks passed and the funeral drew closer as prepreations were made Roxas saw less and less of Demex and Luxord.

"Roxas where are you?" Demex yelled as he ran through the house looking in every room for the blond as he finally found him staring at the fire in his pajamas in the media room."Roxas, it's time" Demex whispered holding Roxas's white tux in one hand as he helped him up and get dressed so he could be ready to finally let go of his lover that never was."Here,"Demex whispered tears falling down his face as he pinned a beautiful slowly starting to bloom red rose onto Roxas who was trying to be strong and not act like his heart had just been crushed."Axel always said red was his favriote color, but I always thought it was because he loved the color because it was the same color as fire." Demex whispered trying to make the blond happy as he ushered the blond out of the room and into the black car.

"Luxord, Demex where are we going?" Roxas asked sitting across from the two lovers trying to look out the dark tinted windows unable to see anything.

"Axel's funeral, he asked to be buried by the see ontop of a cliff where he could see the sunset against the water."Luxord replied as tears started falling down his face again as the car slowly came to a stop and the air was suddenly filled with a salty taste as the ocean could be heard next to the door.

"Roxas, were here" Luxord replied handing Roxas a boquet of red roses like the one on his tux and then turning to Demex handing him a white boquet that matched the flower on his suit as he opened the door and pushed Roxas out into the bright sunlight the blond quickly covering his eyes against the bright sunlight as he let Luxord followed by Demex push him towards his dad Cloud who took his hand still familiar to the young boy as faint music started playing.

"This is one of Axels favriote songs" Roxas whispered staring at the ground looking away from his dad as they continued walking past the group of people all dressed in black side by side.

"Roxas, go tell Axel you love him one last time so he can finally rest in peace." Cloud whispered as he handed Roxas's hand off to yet another familiar hand as he looked back at his dad sadness in his eyes as he looked up into the eyes of his brother, Sora who hugged him and lead him closer toward the top of the hill that was decorated beautifully in white flowers with a man of peace at the top who looked ready to start the cerimonie as Sora led him to the top and handed his hand off to another warm and soft familiar hand as the blond finally looked up...

(Ha I'm too crule to torture you guys by cutting it off right there... but I'm going to do it to make it better lol XD)