Hey everyone, I'M BACK! And on SPRING BREAK BABY! *Fiestas* I have so much planned for this Week, one of those things includes posting more chapter so, HOORAY for you all.
Now I know some on you (Not pointing names) Have been anxious and killing me over seeing the next chapters of my Spy and Superhero chapters, and let me just say...THEY NEED MORE TIME! I know it's been hard waiting but I just need a bit more time on them both but fear not I'll have their chapters up sooner than you think, a lot sooner *wink* But until then you can all enjoy this little Chapter I whipped up...Enjoy :)
Inside the now shattered cave the 2 gnome sisters were sitting around waiting to eb rescued by their brothers. Or at east Violet was waiting Vanessa n the other handd was cradled up rocking back and forth crying aoud to herself.. Really getting on violets last nerve.
"Alright vanessa all that crying is really getting old, just like you" Violet said tossing rock crumbs everywhere.
"What eles do you expect me to do!" She cried even louder.
"Stop crying aready, you're 15, grow up!" Violet snapped.
Vanessa cried even more and glared "Yelling at me isn't helping me to stop crying Violet!" She said through her tears.
"Such a baby!" Violet huffed in irritation.
"I can't help it! I cry when I'm sad" Vanessa cried.
"What are you talking about? you cry about everything. There isn't a day that's gone by since you were born I haven't heard you not cry about every little thing!" Violet tells her. "What is your problem anyway?"
"I could ask you that question too?" Vanessa said to her.
"I don't have a problem" Violet said smugly.
"Says the girl with anger issues" Vanessa muttered.
Violet hurled a rock at her "I HEARD YOU STUPID!" She said.
Vanessa rubbed her arm "It's true!"
"I don't have anger issues" Violet sneared to her.
"You don't pick on people and try to hurt them for no reason unless you have anger issues" Vanessa states.
"You guys all make me want to hurt you!" Violet said in reply.
"Everyone eles would say diffrently" Vanessa said mocking her.
"THAT IT'S!" Violet got up and started shoving rocks and boulders from the cave entrance aside.
Vanessa got confused. "Violet what are you doing?"
"Getting out of here" She grunts still moving rocks.
"You shouldn't be doing that!" Vanessa warned her.
"Like I'm gonna listen to a baby like you!" She said still chucking rocks away, she moved one big rock as it caused the whole pile to shake and fall with a thud making more rock from the ceiling fall right for them.
"LOOK OUT!" Vanessa tackled violet from harms way as another rumbling ouccured.
Outside the cave the boys was what happedened and got worried. "GIRLS ARE YOU ALRIGHT!" Jr. shouted, but there was no answer.
Violet opened her eyes and glared "Hey get off me!" Violet said with her sister on her "I warned you about touching me!"
"Yeah your welcome" Vanessa sassed. Violet got mad and punched Vanessa off her as she rolled on the ground a little.
Vanessa got upset "Violet what is wrong with you?" Vanessa said standing on her feet. "You could've gotten yourself hurt!"
"I was fine, I'm not hurt am I" She said dusting herself off.
"Thanks to me, otherwise you be smashed right now under those rocks" Vanessa tells her.
"Well then thanks for the save, sis" Violet said with sarcasm.
"You know I didn't have to save you" Vanessa said with her hands to her hips.
"Yeah like I didn't have to save you" Violet said with anger.
"But you did it anyway!" Vanessa reminds her.
"And don't ask me why I did it cause I have nothing to say to a Pain like you!" Violet said with a huff
"Oh I'm a pain! you're not exactly the sister type either!" Vanessa snapped.
"I know I'm not!" Violet agreed. "Why would I try to be a good sister to the little sister I hate so much?" Violet yelled in anger.
"But why violet?" Vanessa asked. "Why do you hate me so badly, You're my sister Violet you're suppose to protect me and all you ever do is hurt me!"
"Because I don't like you at all!" Violet smiled
Vanessa shook her head still crying "What did I ever do to you?"
"You've done way too much!" Violet remarks.
"What are you talking about, What have I ever done to you?"
Vioet tunred to Vanessa with a glare. "You really want to know fine...I hate you because you ruined my life!" She tells her.
"How did I ruin your life?" Vanessa got confused.
"By being born!" She said spiitng a little. "Ever since you came along when I was little mum and dad completely ignored me and you came along way too soon. I was still the baby of the family and mum and dad cared for me but a year passed by and they brought you into my life and suddenly it was like I didn't exsist. All they cared about after that was you, it was always vanessa this and that and I always got stuck with you. The only time mum and dad ever paid me any attention after that was when they wanted me to look after you, from then on it was just 'Violet watch vanessa' 'Violet get vanessa her bottle' 'Violet do everything for vanessa', It was always about you never once was it about me. I got so jealous I figured I'd find attention one way or another so then I started to get into a whole mess of trouble and suddenl it was all about me again and I got so used to it I tunred into the girl I am now, ALL BECASUE OF YOU!" She said pointing to vanessa.
"So you're just aggressive and mean because of me?" Vanessa said feeling hurt, thinking It was all her fault her sister was the way she was.
"Yes! If it wasn't for you I wouldn't be so hard and cold and I wouldn't have any means to torture you. You brought all the pain and torturing I give you all on yourself!" Violet snapped.
Then vanessa realized something eles. "And becasue of all that torturing you made me into this timid, frightened little child. If it wasn't for all that pain you put me through during all my childhood I wouldn't be the way I am either. Thanks a lot you managed to mess up my life and yours too!" Vanessa snapped.
"Serves you right for being born in the first place!" Violet said glaring at her. "If you were never born neither of us would be the way we are now would we?"
"It's not my fault for being born you know!" Vanessa said starting to cry again. "It wasn't my decision to be born"
"I don't even know why mum and dad wanted another kid as fi me and Jr. weren't enough for them, now thye had to bring you and all the others in and screw up my life as well" Violet.
"You should be upset with mum and dad then, It wasn't my idea to have you for a sister, You can't blame my exsistance on me you know!" Vanessa said feeling all emotional.
"No, I suppose I can't blame you for being born now can I" Violet said calmly. "But I can make your life so bad you're gonna wish you were never born" She threatened.
"I HATE YOU!" Vanessa snapped
"LIKE I DON'T HATE YOU" Violet yelled back.
"But why? you're my sister Violet, you're suppose to protect me and all you do is hurt me!"
"Because I'm agressive and mean, just the way you made me when you came into the world and my life" Violet said shoving her aside.
Vanessa started panting and then showed a mean glare. "You think I enjoy being your sister violet!" Vanessa snapped. "You think I enjoy having to put up with endless torture everyday of my life, you think you have it wrong when I was born, well guess what I had it bad too. Ever since I was born you've done nothing but torture me day and night and it's gotten really old for me. You thinks It's easy being related to the gril who shows you no respect at all and treats you like your wortheless. I hate being your sister as much as you hate being mine, but like it or not that's what we are and trust me If I could I'd change it so that we never had to be sisters in the first place!" Vanessa cried getting it off her chest.
"Well look at that we finally agree on something, neither of us want anything to do with the other!" Violet said with sarcasm and mocking tone.
"I've never wanted anything to do with you at all, none of us have really" Vanessa snapped back.
Violet rolled her eyes. "Who all suppose to be? You, Jr, Tyler, Jake, Kelly, Juno and Bruno. I already know you all hate me and frankly I hate you all too" Violet said not hurt by the fact her own siblingns hate her.
"Not just us, our friends too; Benzin, Jackson, London, Scarlett, Fuscia and Pablo. None of them want anything to do with you either" Vanessa confesses.
"How do you know?" Violet said.
"They told me that!" Vanessa said.
"They've never said that!"
"Of course not to you, why would they tell the person they hate they don't like her. You cause them all so much grief and pain, they've become too scared of you to admit it. Trust me they'd want nothing more than not to be apart of you as much as any of us do"
"I can't belive I'm gonna die in here stuck with you" Violet snapped.
"You didn't have to save me you know I told you just to go" Vanessa snapped back
"Something I should've done all along!" Violet huffed and kicked a rock.
"Well then why did you save me!"
"I don't know...I just did, but I should have let you just die alone in here"
"That hurts you know violet!" Vanessa cried
Violet rolled her eyes. "Like I should care"
"You should care about me! I'm you're sister I have to look up to you but it's hard to do that when all you ever do is hurt me like I've done something wrong to you"
"You did do something wrong...being born is what you did wrong!" Violet snapped even louder than before.
"Vioet why does my exsisitance bother you so much, would you rather I just die and get otu of your life, is that what you want"
"Yes I would like that very much if that happened but it wouldn't matter because now I'm gonna die along in here with you! All my life I wanted to get away from you and now I'm gonna be stuck here with you until we die. So I guess now we're both unhappy vanessa thanks for the depression, why don't you just do em a favor right now and go die already, at leat then I'd have a few moments of knowing my life without you in it!" Violet poked vanees when she said that and then tunred around to stare at the wall in anger.
"YOU ARE THE MOST DEVILISH GNOMEO EVER VIOLET AND I HATE YOU!" Vanessa cried. "FOR ALL IT'S WORTH I HOPE YOU DIE BEFORE ME TOO, THEN I WOULD KNOW LIFE WITHOUT YOU IN IT!"
Violet looked at her with a smirk "Was that suppose to hurt me?" Violet laughed. Vanessa started sobbing and crying and then ran back to her own spot where she curled up and broke down on the rocky ground whimpering and crying in pain.
Violet stood at the wall with a glare, she looked over her shoulder and saw vanessa curled up crying, she did feel a little upset for what she has said to her, It's not like she meant to be mean to vanessa, it just happened. It's always been in violet nature to be rude and bitter all the time and she knew very well it wasn't because of vanessa at all but because of her own self. She was the reason she was the way she was and probably responsible for the way vanessa was too. As she stared at the wall she had images in her mind of all the things her family had said to her about being better to vanessa...
Vanessa's your sister violet you should try to at least get along with her...Vanessa has to look up to you like a role model violet you need to show her a litte respect...It would be nice if you stopped messing with her and started acting like her sister and not her bully...
Violet took it all in for a second, all her life she treated Vanessa wrong and never once showed her the resect she deserved, She also had to admit Vanessa didn't even deserve half the abuse she gave her, it wasn't Vanessa's fault for Violet's actions so much as it was Violets own fault. Vanessa was always sweet and caring, even to Violet who didn't even deserve it and Violet always repaid her with horrible abuse and hurt, that's not something a girl should do to her own sister. Even if that sister was all she her whole life with Vanessa, Violet figured It might be time for her to make amence with her sister, after all they were all each other would probably have in the last few minuets they were going to survive in there and if they had to go Violet should at least go knowing her sister knew how sorry she was.
Violet walked slowly over to whee vanessa layed crying on the ground. Vanessa looked up from her hands and saw violet looking down to her with a sorry expression.
"Now what do you want leave me alone, you've hurt me enough!" Vanessa said scooting away a little.
Vioet huffed and sat next to her as she kept crying on the ground "Vanessa look...I'm sorry okay. I didn't mean what I said to you, I really am sorry" Violet said rubbing vanessa's shoulders.
"Yeah right, you've never been sorry about anything you've done to me, just leave me alone!" Vanessa said sobbing aloud.
"I know you wouldn't beleive me but I really am sorry vanessa, you're my sister and I should try to get aong with you. I don't blame you for not forgiving me, I don't even deserve for you to ever forgive me for anything I've done to you but, you should know I am sorry" Violet said upset. Vanessa looked up from her lap and saw Violet really looked ike she meant it.
"You really mean that?" Vanessa said quivering.
"I really do" Violet said looking like she would cry now.
"But then why do you have to be so mean all the time?" She wondered
"It's been that way about me for so long, that's just who I am" Violet said crying.
"Violet I know you don't like me..But you don't have to rub it in that I'm the cause of your bad attitiude" Vanessa said softly.
She sighed "That's not the only reason I'm agressive and mean" Violet admitted
"It's not?"
"Actually you were never the cause of anything in my life. I just said all that stuff to make you feel bad"
"Why?"
"Because I didn't want anyone to find out the real reason"
"Which was?..."
Violet shakes her head and takes in a deep breath "Truth is...I'm Jealous!" She admits.
"Jealous?" Vanessa got confused.
"Of you?!"
"Me!?" Vanessa gasp.
"Everyone likes you better than me, you're swet and pleasant and inncocent and friendly to be around and everyone thinks you're just so perfect. Before you came along everyone liked me but after that noone would pay me any attention at all. I just wanted attention too so I decided if I couldn't be as nice as you my only alternative was...
"Being agressive and hardcore towards others" Vanessa finished for her.
Violet huffed. "Yeah"
"Violet I never knew you felt that way. Why didn't you just tell me?" Vanessa placed a hand to violet.
"Another reason...I'm also insecure about my feelings?" Violet sad pulling her hair a little
"What's that suppose to mean?" Vanessa got confused again.
"You know how mum and dad always taught us to be tough and brave and stand up for ourselves" Violet start off and vanessa nods. "Well I was always taken under the infuence that emotions can really affect your bravery, people with nicer attitudes, no offense to you, tend to be a lot more vulnerabe than those with hardcore, harsh attitiudes. And since I was always taught never to show any signs of weakness at all or I could let down my guard all together just like that" She snaps her fingers. "I didn't want to be like one of those who could be too vulnerable and so I kinda blocked myself off from any emotions that would cause that to happen and my dark, negative emotions kinda just filled up inside me and ever since then the only feeling I've been able to show is aggression and displeasure. Even to my own loved ones"
"So you use your agression as a wall because your afraid of being vulnerable" Vanessa recitess making sure she got the mssage.
Violet nods. "Pretty much" She sighed.
"But haven't you ever felt the need to express anything other that agression before?" Vanessa wonders.
"That's the only feeling I've ever expressed in my entire life. It's hard to express more emotions when your so use to one single emotion ever coming out of you!" She snapped then chilled. "See what I mean"
Vaness wrapped an arm to violet "Violet I know what you're saying but you don't have to be afraid of expressing feelings all the time"
"Easy for you to say you don't have my kind of problem!" She snapped back.
"You have feelings for a reason violet, to express yourself, and you can't do that when you only show negative emotions, even in the happiest of times." Vanessa comforted her. "I know you've been so use to aggression and being this hardcore girl all your life, but don't you think it's time you tried changing all that"
"How can I change something I've been doing for so long?" Violet snatched her arm away.
"Just take it one step at a time, if might feel weird at first but soon you'll see what it feels like to nicer be just like everybody eles"
"You really think I could change my personality?"
"I really do Vi, and I could be there to help you when you needed it" Vanessa said with a grin.
"Thanks" Violet grinned.
"But you know what, I think there is one other emotion you can express pretty well right now"
"What's that?"
"Sympathy, you been giving it to me this whole time"
Violet went wide eyed for a second "I guess I have" Violet blushed a little. "I'm changing already"
"I told you it would take time, you're gonna like the new you as much as I will"
"Will you ever miss the old me?"
Vanessa eyed her "NOT EVEN REMOTELY!" Vanessa sassed back as the 2 of them laughed. "But I might call on the old violet again when I want to see her beat up someone, just for the amusement of it"
"Hahaha, you're turning into me already" Violet said holding Vanessa closer.
"I learned from the best" Vanessa nudge her.
There was a moment of silence before Violet spoke again "Vanessa"
"Yes?"
Violet put an arm to vanessas shoulder "I am glad to have you for a sister" Violet admitted.
Vanessa face lit up. "Me too" Vanessa smiled and they brought it in for a sisterly hug.
"And If I had a choice I'd go back and change everything bad I ever did to you"
"Really why?"
"Because your my sister and I should be protecting you not hurting you" Violet was slowly having a change of heart for her sister.
"Actually violet in a way I have always looked up to you" Vanessa tells her.
"You have? even after all I did to you" Violet was shocekd
"Seeeing you being aggressive and asserting yourself in front of all the others, is something I've never been able to do, I looked up to you for all that stuff when it came to asserting yourself and by watching you I thought I could learn to do it too"
"You mean like how you stand up to me when I call you names" Violet giggled.
Vanessa nods. "I would love if I could be able to be assertive and strong bodied like you, but...I don't think I have that in me" Vanessa got upset again
Violet wrapped her arm to her. "Yes you do vanessa,you have the ability to be assertive just ike me, you're my sister, I got it from mum and dad you got it from them too"
"Then why haven't I been able to show it"
"The same reason I haven't been able to be nice...I haven't tried to express it yet, just like you"
"It's not that I haven't tried to, I'm just not the strong bodied type I guess"
"Hey if you were able to find the good in me I can find the bad in you" Violet poked her chest, but in a playful way this time.
"You really think I could be tought like the rest of you are?" Vanessa said with a grin.
"Definetly! You were able to bring out my softer side so I can show you how too bring out your tough side" Violet said.
"Let's make a deal...You help me embrace my goodside and I'll help you express your darkside"
"I like it" Vanessa said shaking hands with violet. "But let's not turn into the others I don't wanna be that hardcore"
"Only if you promise not to turn me into a baby like you"
Vanessa frowned "I'M NOT A BABY!" She snapped.
Violet laughed "See! You're getting it already!" She nuzzled Vanessa closer.
"I learned from the best" Vanessa nudge her sister. "I'm proud we got to air out our greivences towards each other"
"Me too, you're not as hopeless as I thought"
"So does this mean you'll stop taunting me?"
"Yes, but I might have to do it every now and then in front of our friends you know peer pressure and all , plus I have a bad girl reputatuion to keep"
"I can live with that!" Vanessa accepted the concept of less tourture.
"And do you promise to stop crying over every litte thing?"
"I will once you teach me how to get thicker skin" Vanessa said.
"In that case I'll work extra hard for it" Violet laughed and they both joined in.
"Vanessa" Violet said nervously.
"Yes"
"I love you.. little sister"
"I love you too...big sis" And the 2 of them hugged.
"If I had to get stuck in a cave with anyone I'm glad it's you" Violet said showing another tear.
"I'm glad" Vanessa shreiked.
"But...can I ask you one question?" Violet asked.
"Sure"
"A crush on benzin really vaness?" Violet glared.
Vaness laughed "What!? He funny and he's got cute eyes" She blushed.
"Alright I'll give you that" Violet rolled her eyes.
"I wish I could see him again I miss our friends especially london"
"I miss jackson it's been a long time since I had someone to talk to who understands me"
"Why aren't you and jackson dating? you have so much in common"
"Please even I'm not that mean, He tried blowing up half the garden one time beacuse he thought it would be fun!" Violet rolled her eyes
"Wow that's hardcore!" Vanessa laughed.
Violet sighed "But I do miss him, Wish we could see them all again"
"We could if we could get out of this cavern" Vanessa said walking back to the enclosed opening of the cave. "I though Jr. said he'd get us out of here"
"Those idiots probably left us in here to perish! Nitwits" Violet snapped in anger.
"JAKE, TYLER, JR. You guys stil out there!" Vanessa screamed to the outside, there was nothign but air and they feared they were alone.
"We're still here!" Tyler's voice came through finally.
The girls both sighed "Well at least we know they haven't left us!" Vanessa smiled.
"What's taking you guys so long!" Violet yeleld back.
"We're working on it hang on!" Jake called back.
"What now Violet?" Vanessa said lookign to violet with a worried face.
She shrugged and frowned. "Nothing we can do nessa...but to sit and wait" Violet sat in the middle of the cavern and vaness sat with her. Vanessa started crying fearing they were doomed to be trapped, violet rubbed her sisters shoulders and let her rest in her chest as they hugged once more. If they had to go at least they'd go together as real sisters now.
Real sisters, how great was that? U all know the drill and I'll make the next chapter.
I hope you all learned something from this chapter; Nothing is more important than a strong relation with your siblings. (U HEAR THAT TPATFAN! *wink*
~Jazz-star :) xoxox