Chapter 15

Emily POV

I'm finding where Hanna went so I looked for the hallways, rooms and even at the comfort room. But she is not there. I hope Spencer or Paige was already with her. While I'm walking on I saw the three of them. Hanna is the middle and Paige and Spencer is at her both sides. I can see that Hanna have the puffy eyes I know that she cried. She is smiling now but it is not like her usual smile the one that reach her eyes.

"Hey! Em!" Spencer called me out then she removed the arm of Hanna on her shoulder then she drag Hanna as she walks toward me.

"What happen?" I asked them. Hanna just looked at the ground and Paige and Spencer looked at each other.

"I saw him Em." Hanna said then she looked up at me. I can see a tear falling from her eyes.

"He is still avoiding me. I-I know that he is leaving because of some family issue. B-but I want to be honest with him and I want him to be honest with me, to what do we feel for each other. I don't want to have the "What ifs" and regrets someday" Hanna said with silent tears

"You've already done your part Han you told him what you feel. It is his choice whether to accept it or ignore it. Life is a series of making decision. You've made your decision and you choose him. Let him do his part. " Paige said then she hugged Hanna and rubbed her back. Then Spencer put her hand on the shoulder of Hanna

"Yeah Paige is right. You are done fighting" I just stand there I don't know what else to say. I felt guilty somehow in this situation.

"U-uhmm I'll buy us a drink" Then I turn my heels and walk to the hallway with the vending machines.

While waiting I'm for the machine to drop the last product someone speaks behind me.

"So you're Emily Fields right?" I Turn around

"Uhmm yes why?" I think I know this guy but I can't remember his name.

"Now I know why she cry her heart out when you did that. Excuse me" Then he press something on the vending machine.

I just look at him then I remembered his name! He's Caleb Rivers the one that Hanna is talking about.

"It's you!" I said but his back is already facing me so I hold his shoulder to stop him

"Wait! I just want to ask something" I said he didn't turn around but he stop.

"Why did you leave her without even saying anything?" I asked him

"Look who's asking that question." He said then he turns around to face me.

"It is you who leave her first without even saying anything. So don't ask me that stupid question" He continued. I can't think of anything to say to him. He's right but our situations are different. When Hanna confessed to me it is the first time I meet her personally. It's all a surprise I don't know what to say or to react if someone just shouted that she loves you.

"It is different we have different circumstances, you can say you loved her! Why did you choose to repeat my mistakes!?" I answered him

"and then What!" He shouted.

"At that time, I should have talked to her. I kept replaying that entire scenario in my mind over and over again. That's why this time; I refuse to leave behind any regrets. I don't wanna look back and think 'what might have been. I cannot show her how grateful I am by a simple Thankyou I understand the one she like isn't me however I want to do what I can for her just like she did for me. "

"So you want me to tell her what I feel? I-I can't do that. Not know" He answered.

"If now is not the right time then when it will be!" Know I'm really losing my temper.

"Not now not ever" Then he turns around

"You're a fucking coward! You're just afraid you'll hurt others or you'll get hurt and because you're coward you hurt Hanna! You're a pathetic who cannot face his own feelings! If you can't accept her feelings then say you hate her!" Now I'm really pissed off I say it to him with conviction I want to let this words sink in to his thick skull

"What do you understand about me?!" Then he looks at me directly into the eyes.

" If I could become an idiot like you I would! I also want to be an idiot who only know is how to dash forward! If I say that I like her, she'll follow me, won't she!? If she knew I wanted her to follow me she'll do it, would she!? She's the type of person who would sacrifice and do anything for it! That's why, that's why I can't be an idiot like you're asking me!" I didn't expect to hear this from him I saw that his eyes are now watery and the tears are ready to fall at any moment.

" You're really a good person that's why I loved you from the bottom of my heart I'm glad that I fell in love with you." I heard someone speak when I look at the direction of the voice I saw Hanna there standing with Paige and Spencer behind her.

" Thank you very much! For letting me love you" Hanna said but knows she is smiling while crying. Tears also fall from my eyes. I know that now I will not have any regrets about not making the right decision to make a move. But it still pained me in the chest. I believe that sometimes letting go of the person you love is more is the best choice if being together will only limit your individual growth. Seeing someone important to you experience this circumstance really break my heart. So many things are running on my mind right now. Letting go of the person you love and waiting for the moment when both of you will meet someday really sucks.

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Then after a just a few seconds of silent tears. Someone stands up from the small space between the wall and the last vending machine.

"That was quite a scene." Alison said while she is fixing her skirt.

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Paige POV

I didn't see Emily as an aggressive person. It is more of my thing and I think Spencer too. So when I saw the shouting scene that involves Emily and Caleb I was just standing there dumbfounded. After Hanna told how grateful she is for meeting Caleb I turned her around and engulf her in a tight hug. I hate to see anyone I love having tears in their eyes. Hanna loosens the hug and she smiled then squeezes my hands. Like she is giving the sign that she wanted to be alone and have time to think. So I let her leave. I look around to find where Emily went after what happen. Then I saw her there sitting on the floor still crying.

I go there and reach out for her hand. I really hate to see someone crying. GOD! I hate it more when the one who is crying are those people important to me. When Emily is already able to stand on her own I cup her both cheeks and wipe her tears using my thumb.

"You're a really great friend Emily" Then she closed her eyes. I hugged her then

"I'll be here for you along the way until you heal your broken heart." Then I looked her directly into the eyes.

"I've got you Em no matter what" Then I smiled and kiss her in the forehead.

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"Stupidity is contagious, you know" Alison said then walked but she stopped when she is standing beside Spencer.

"See a ghost Spence? Nice view right?" Then Alison gives her famous smirk.

Paige looked at Spencer and she gave her a shy smile which Spencer returned and Spencer walks away without even looking where she is going to.

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A/n: hey thanks for the review: D . I want to know your opinion about the relationship/interaction of Alison towards other character. I want to portray something about her in this story. I don't know if I'm showing it to you well. Please leaves some reviews: D

Abs: yeah I'm glad that you like that chapter :D I don't know yet about the Spanna thing because this story will definitely have some McHastings feels. But let us see by the way.