I sat on my bed, staring at the wall, emotionless. Erwin was coming to prepare me for tomorrow, I couldn't break down again, not now. Even though all my feelings were blurred into one, anger, despair, worry, I couldn't let them out. I had got myself into this. I could only blame myself.
There was a quiet knock, and the door creaked open slightly.
"Come in." I called, standing up to pull the door open, but he came in himself.
"Thank you for giving me your time, Petra. I just feel it's important I let you know what you're in for, before the meeting tomorrow. I don't want you to get scared." Erwin said, smiling at me.
"Come, sit with me." he said, ushering me towards my own bed. That was the thing with our doom rooms, the only things we had were a wash basin, bed and wardrobe. We weren't expected to be in our rooms unless we were asleep, the squad leaders assume we'll be working every second of our lives.
We sat on the end of the bed next to each other, and Erwin turned his body so he could look at me properly. I couldn't look at him. Not if he was going to tell me bad news. I didn't want Erwin to see me crumble. He may have seen me with raw eyes before, but I couldn't cry in front of him. Not if I wanted him to take me seriously.
"I'll cut to the chase Petra. You know we're going afer a dangerous man. Our mission is to arrest him, and take him to the Military Police. They'll be the ones to kill him, if they so wish. Which they more than likely will."
"Why can't they just arrest him themselves? What's the point in getting us involved - with something that has nothing to do with us?"
"The Military Police are the top 10 soldiers. There isn't many of them compared to us, we outnumber them, therefore to them, it doesn't matter if any of us die. They won't go because it's dangerous. We're going to the Capital, Petra. To the Underground."
I felt my eyes pull back in shock. Since I was a little girl, all I wanted was to go to the Capital. It's what I had dreamed about, why I wanted to be a soldier. How different it turned out to be. I had heard about the Underground - filled with criminals and vagrants. The deepest sections were the slums, abandoned by all the Government. Growing up on a farm, you wonder if it's a real place, or some myth that started when the Titans last attacked. I never believed there could be a place like that, with humans who lived like that. I never wanted to believe it, but it was real, and I was going there. I nodded my head, still unable to look at Erwin.
"And then what?"
"Then we track him down. From the description we have, he's a short man, with dark hair...he'll be easy to spot, because somehow, he has manoeuvre gear. He also has some form of following, a man and a woman - also with manoeuver gear - who help him commit his crimes. We need to find them and arrest them. But I know they won't go down without a fight. So there'll more than likely be a chase. That's where you come in."
"There's two others?!" I blurted out, staring at Erwin, unable to stop myself. "You told me there was just one! I can't possibly chase down three people all at once, I've worried about just the one man and now the-"
"Then we'll compromise." Erwin said softly, shuffling up the bed and putting his hand on my thigh. "You just go after the short man. From what I've heard about him, he's about the same height as you, so you'll have no bother. The others aren't important. One of us will trail them, but if they get away, it doesn't matter. The man is the one we need. You'll surely be able to do that, right? he said, slowly running his hand down my thigh so his fingers were in-between them both.
It was the way he said 'surely'. As if I'd be a useless terrible soldier if I couldn't do it. And with every touch of his fingers in-between my legs, there was no way I was letting him leave.
"I can do that" I whispered, my voice hitching in my throat from the pleasure. I had never been touched before, and even the strokes along my inner thigh were enough to drive me crazy.
"I know you can, Petra." Erwin whispered in a low, sultry tone. He pushed me back onto the bed and laid on his side next to me, propping himself up with his elbow, his other hand still tracing my inner thigh. He let out a low chuckle as I slowly moved my hips towards his hand.
"You haven't got any in a while if you're reacting like this to me," he whispered in my ear, his hand slowly creeping down my waistband.
"I...I..."
Erwin leant down and kissed me with force, his tongue down my throat in seconds, but then he quickly withdrew and placed a finger on my lips, raising his eyebrows and leaning in to continue our kiss. I returned it to him, my tongue against his, my hand tightening it's grip around the pillowcase as I felt his fingers get closer to my entrance. Erwin's fingers ran in circles around my vagina, getting wetter with every soft stroke. He leant back and observed me gyrating against his fingers as he studied my every expression. I didn't even care. I needed him inside me. I bit my lip with pleasure and tried to say nis name through the moans I was concealing.
"Er-Erwin..pleas-"
"Call me your Commander." he shot, looking down at me on the bed beneath him, biting his lip. With his spare hand, he unbuttoned his shirt as the fingers on his other hand traced right on the sides of my entrance. His voice was darker this time, deep and seductive.
"I said, call me your Commander."
"Co-Commander...please." I whispered,staring at the perfect chiselled body that was in front of me. He smirked, and with one swift pull, took off my shorts and underwear. His leg swung over me, and as one hand went up my shirt, he knelt over me, watching my every move as he slowly inserted one finger inside of me. My back arched up and I could tell how wet and ready I was for him. I grinded my pelvis towards him, and I heard him inhale deeply before putting another finger inside of me.
"God, you're so fucking tight" Erwin groaned, slowly moving his fingers in and out, caressing my breast with his spare hand. I let out a groan of pleasure as his fingers rubbed against my nipple, and I felt myself moving faster against his fingers. He let out all his breath at this, unfastening my bra and tugging it off from under my shirt, throwing it into the corner of my room. He moved his fingers faster inside me so we had a rhythm going, and he leant over me, kissing and sucking on my breasts, bruising them straight away. I arched my back with pleasure, and as I did, changed the position of Erwin's hand, pushing his finger right against my clitoris and letting a load moan escape from my throat. He didn't try to make me be quiet this time. His fingers rubbed against my clit in circles, my hips still pumping against him. He crawled down the bed, and as he ran his fingers around me again and again, bit my thighs, slowly getting close and closer to my pussy. He pushed my thighs apart and his face went to my vagina, his fingers being replaced by his tongue. I couldn't control the moans coming out of my throat as his tongue went up and down on my clit, round in circles, as he put his fingers back into me and pumped them as hard as he could, his tongue moving more frantically as I felt my legs start to shake and my hands grasping onto his hair.
"Oh my god...Er-Erwin...Commander..." I moaned, a little too loudly.
I felt my whole body start to tense ans Erwin rose his head up at that word and had two fingers in me, one on my clit, moving simultaneously as he stared at me from under his eyebrows, his hair messed and his shirt hanging open.
"You're a good soldier, Petra", he whispered, his eyes not leaving me as my body collapsed underneath him, a wetness where he had just been.
"So you know the plan. I'll see you at the meeting tomorrow."
