Author's Note: So this site won't let me post links, all of the links to her outfits and such are from the site polyvore. It only lets me post the part that comes after the slant, so just put polyvore in before that if you wanna look at it. Thanks, enjoy :)

The noise of metal clanging was what I woke up to. I sat up, and yawned. I slowly got out of bed and walked downstairs. I was freezing since I was in shorts that read 'Ohio State' on the butt and a black tank top. When I walked into my kitchen, I saw Jensen and Jared in my kitchen. Pans and pots were all over the floor, and they were picking them up.

"What's going on?" I asked, giggling slightly.

Jared looked me up and down before giving me a playful wink. I felt myself blush as I crossed my arms and grinned at them.

"Well, we decided to make pancakes. But when we pulled out the pan we wanted, everything fell." Jared frowned.

I laughed and walked over to them. I put all the rest of the pots and pans away, and got out the pancake mix and a bowl.

"Stop!" Jensen said.

"What?" I asked, confused.

"We refuse to let you make breakfast or help in anyway. We owe you for letting us crash for the night, so emwe're/em making breakfast. Sit down and relax," Jared told me. "Good morning, by the way."

"Fine, morning to you too." I smiled.

Jared gave me a hug before I sat down. Watching them cook was so funny, I caught myself staring at Jared and looked away immediately. I didn't want to fall for my best friend, it just kind of happened. I can't believe I still feel this way after everything that happened. I knew I would always feel this way, I just.. hid it for so long so I didn't feel the hurt behind the truth. Sure, everyone wanted us together. (Including me.) I just never knew my feelings would come back so strong so fast. I looked up and saw Liz giving me a knowing look.

"What?" I asked her.

"Come upstairs with me," She told me.

I reluctantly followed her into her room.

"Make a move, now." She told me.

"What?" I asked.

"Jared. As soon as I walked downstairs I saw the way you were looking at him. You can't hide your feelings from him forever!" Liz told me.

She had a point, but that didn't mean I was going to stop hiding my feelings.

"Fine. Liz, yes I still have feelings for him. But, now he keeps calling me his best friend. I'm pretty sure I got friend-zoned." I frowned slightly, knowing the last part I said was true. "There's nothing I can do."

"Whatever, I gotta get ready for work." She gave up.

"Alrighty, want any breakfast before you go?" I asked her.

"Nah, I'll just come home on break and eat."

I nodded and walked out of her room, and back into the kitchen where the boys were. I sat on the couch until Liz came downstairs.

"Maybe I'll have just one pancake before I leave," She said and I laughed. Jensen handed her a plate with a pancake on it as she sat at the table. Jensen got one and sat next to her. I grabbed myself a pancake and sat down as Jared walked in.

"Bye babe," Was all I heard Jared say before shutting his phone. My heart dropped.

"Was that Erin?" Jensen asked, loading syrup on his pancakes.

"Yeah." Jared answered shortly.

"Who's Erin?" Liz asked.

"Uh, my uh, my girlfriend." Jared stuttered.

My head shot up to see Jared shooting me glances as he spoke. Jared had a girlfriend? How fantastic. I knew there was a reason he kept calling me his friend. I felt so pathetic. He moved on and I was still stuck in place.

"When did you get a girlfriend?!" Liz nearly shouted.

"While we were away, I met her and she actually lives here in town. She was an extra, and we started dating about a month ago." Jared explained.

"I'm happy for you," I piped up.

All 3 of them looked at me, I bit my lip and looked down. I finished my last bite of pancake, and put my dishes in the sink. Jared had sat down with Jensen and Liz. I stood at the sink, and ran my hands through my messy hair. Liz stood up and bid goodbyes as she walked out the door to go to work. I sighed and turned around to face the boys.

"I'm gonna go upstairs and take a shower, you two do whatever you want." I gave them a small smile before heading upstairs.

After I got out of the shower, I got dressed. [[ cgi/set?id=47682853]] I blow dried my hair, letting it flow naturally. I didn't feel like straightening it today. I walked downstairs to find only Jensen sitting on my couch.

"Where's Jared?" I asked.

"Erin's." Jensen replied.

"Oh. So much for saying goodbye," I replied shortly.

"Someone's jealous," Jensen sang.

"No!" I replied quickly.

"Nessa, you're very jealous." Jensen laughed.

"I am not!" I defended.

"Hey, its okay. Being jealous is normal. But don't worry too much, I doubt Jared and Erin will last. Believe me." Jensen told me as I sat beside him.

"Why?" I asked.

"Because she gets jealous very easily. She hates you." Jensen said.

"What?! Me? What did I do? I've never even met her!" I shouted, confused.

"The minute your name came out of Jared's mouth she practically suffocated him with questions," he said, shaking his head.

"Well, we did used to have a thing." I sighed.

'Yeah, used to. But never again.' The voice in my head tortured me, I groaned.

"Is she controlling?" I asked curiously.

"Very."

"Ew." I replied with a scrunched face and we both laughed. "Well, she's probably pretty. Jared has good taste in girls. Looks wise, anyways. Personality wise, not so much."

"She's pretty, I guess."

Jensen pulled out his phone and showed me a picture that he had taken of Jared and Erin. They were both smiling and they looked like they were at a bar or something. Erin really was pretty. She had long, black wavy hair and dark eyes. When she smiled, she had laugh lines and she was about my height, which is pretty short.

"She is pretty," I said as Jensen put his phone away.

"Someone's still jealous," Jensen laughed.

I groaned again and ran my hands through my hair.

"Is that your way of admitting to me that you're jealous?" He asked.

"Maybe," I responded quietly, not meeting his eyes. "I mean, its clear that Jared will forever hold a piece of my heart. Or, well, all of it.."

"I knew it!" Jensen shouted.

"Shut up!" I growled and we both laughed.

My phone buzzed and I pulled it out of my pocket. It was my reminder to leave for work. I stood up and got my jacket and shoes on.

"Hey Jen, I'm leaving for work. Lock up the house when you leave, please." I told him.

"Alright, Jared and I will probably be gone by the time you get home." He said.

"Okay."

I gave him a hug and walked out the door for work.