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Chapter 13

Isabelle stormed out of the room. She didn't wait she just ran down the hall she didn't want to see or talk to anyone. Josh just leaned against the wall and slide down it. Sam watched him

he noticed that Josh never says anything. He has noticed that Isabelle talked more than he did. Sam walked over to Josh and sat next to him on the floor.

"Josh are you ok?" Josh finally looked up to Sam he noticed tears in his eyes. They were streaming down his face. Sam could tell he was holding things back.

"She isn't are mom. The mom that I remember toke us to the park. She would sit before bed and read a bed time story. She would hold us when we had scary dreams. She would chase

away the monsters. She isn't are mom anymore. She is the monster that we need protection from. We have no one to chase her away. Isabelle is strong she has gone through more. She

knows how to handle this not me. That's why she talks, she decides things, tells people off. So now no we are not ok." Josh looked over at Sam while he talked to him. The tears

were running freely. Sam was amazed by these two they have been through so much.

"You are not alone. You have Isabelle from what I see you two don't need anyone else. As of scarring off monsters I think she is doing a pretty good job. Sorry to say man but your sister

is scary when she is mad." Josh chuckled and nodded his head at Sam.

"Yes she is. Don't stand in her way when she is mad. I think even Anton was a little scared of her. He always said that she had a fire in her that no one could control." Sam could see why

he said that. She did have a fire but he wished that they didn't have to go through what they went through.

"Well Josh do you want to help me find that little spit fire." Sam asked while standing up. Josh looked up and nodded while standing up. They looked over to Jamie who was still staring into

Sara's room.

"Are you coming to help." Josh asked Jamie. He looked over to Josh and sighed.

"I think I'll stay here if she comes back. I'll call Sam if she shows up." All of them nodded their heads and walked away.

When they left he could see them any more. He looked around then walked into sara's room. Sara looked up to see Jamie walking into her room. She figure sooner or later he would walk

into her room.

"Jamie..." She was cut off when Jamie yelled

"Shut up. You don't get to talk now. How the hell could you do this? How could you." Sara stared at him waiting for him to be done.

"I know your mad. I promised I know I promised. You have to understand I tried I really did." Jamie was pacing now.

"You tried, You tried! Well it wasn't enough." Sara was bawling now.

"You have no right. You have no right to stand there and get mad at me." Jamie stopped and glared at her.

"I have every right. I left because of my life you know this. You promised to take care of them." Sara just stared at her hands.

"You have no right because you left them like I left them." Sara's eyes shot up when she heard Jamie hit a wall.

"I left because I was in this life. A life that would get you guys killed. It doesn't matter now because guess what they are in this life. Anton is one guy I do jobs for. I watched them grow up

since they were 10 and I didn't even know it. God Sara I sent you money where did it go? To get your fix?" Sara glared at him

"Don't you dare. You knew that I was an addict. You knew that I needed a support system and you left." Jamie ran his hands through his hair.

"I knew that but you were clean for 5 yrs before I left. I had no chose. You know that!" Sara shook her head at him

"I was willing to risk it." Jamie screamed

"I wasn't willing to risk it! I wasn't willing to do that. Don't you understand if something happen to you guys because of me. I wouldn't have been able to deal with it." Sara couldn't handle

this.

"Get out now!" Jamie threw his hands up and walked out of the room. He stormed down the hall not noticing Isabelle hiding around the corner.

~Outside the hospital~

Josh was standing there he tried her phone but no answer. He turned around just as Jamie was storming out of the hospital.

"JAMIE" He yelled while running up to him. Jamie turned around to look up at him.

"Hey Josh. I thought I would go look for Isabelle at the apartment." Jamie needed to get out of here.

"Can I go with you?" Jamie looked up at him and nodded. Just then Sam and Andy walked out.

"Where are you guys going?" Sam asked

"We are going to the apartment to check their." Josh stated to him

"Ok. Is there anywhere that she might have gone other than to your apartment?" Andy asked them. They looked at each other.

"No. She stayed to herself most of her friends came over to are house. She never went to their places but hey you never know." Sam tried to figure out what to do next.

"Do you know where her friends live or even their names. We can look them up and go to them see if she went there." Andy asked while pulling out a note pad

"Umm sorry I don't know their names. They bug me so I just never got to know their names." Josh stated while looking at the ground. Sam let out a sigh they weren't

getting anywhere.

"Well ok. Go check the apartment out and we'll drive around to look." They nodded their heads and went to their cars.

~15th division~

Isabelle walked up to the front desk. She didn't know the cop at the desk. She didn't even know why she was here. She didn't want to go back to Jamie's her apartment

was still closed off to her. She had walked for hours thinking about what she said to her mother. What she heard when she went back to her room. She just wanted to leave

she didn't want to be in the same building as her. She heard Sara and Jamie screaming at each other. She couldn't believe what she heard. So she just walk around it was

getting dark out and getting cold. She need somewhere to go she looked up and saw she was in front of the division so she walked in. She didn't know why but she did. When

she got to the desk the officer looked up.

"Can I help you?" Isabelle thought no one can help me.

"Umm can you tell me where Sam Swarek lives?" The officer looked at her confused.

"I can't give you that info miss." Isabelle let out a sigh when he said that.

"Well you see he is my uncle. I am trying to surprise him. He told me he was done with work. The only problem is I forgot his address. I know dummy me." She through in a little

laugh and flipped her hair. She smiled that she knew that he dimples that she had come out. Guys always gave her what she wanted when she smiled at them. Thank god it was

a male officer and not a female one.

"Well I can help you since your family hold on." The officer smiled at her then turned back to his computer typing away. He printed out a piece of paper and handed it to her.

"Thank you so much Officer Epstein." Dov smiled at her while she took the paper and walked out.

~Sam's place~

Sam and Andy walked in to his place. They had been looking for hours it was dark out now and cold. They called Jamie they still haven't found her either. He said that she texted

saying she was fine but would tell them where she was. Sam was frustrated he could sit there but they could keep looking either. He let out a sigh he felt Andy's arms circling his

waist. He felt he put a kiss in between his shoulder blades. He hung his head while covering her hands with his. He turned around in her arms she looked up at him with a little smile.

He looked down at her and smiled. She was trying to give him support he let out another sigh.

"We are going to find her. She is ok." Andy stated while Sam put his hands on her face. He leaned in and kissed her.

"I know. I just don't want to talk or think." He stated while kissing along her jaw line. He just needed to forget for a bit. She could help him forget he just want to lose himself in her.

She knew what he was doing she sighed and leaned her head back so he could have better access to her neck. He kissed her right behind her ear.

"hmmm Sam." Sam smiled and reached for her bottom of her shirt to pull it over her head. They heard a knock at the door. He hung his head and sigh he was about to forget but

someone is at their door. They stepped back from each other breathing hard. Andy shrugged and walked toward the door. She open the door and saw Isabelle standing there.

"Isabelle?" Andy turned around to see Sam standing there.

"Umm can I come in?" Andy stepped back to let her in. Isabelle stepped by Andy and walked in. She walked up to where Sam was. He looked at her with concern wondering why she

was here.

"Isabelle are you ok?" Isabelle sighed and looked up at Sam. She was trying to hold back the tears but she couldn't.

"Umm I can't do it any more. I can't do this any more. I can't be stong for my brother and myself any more. I can't do it any more." Isabelle was shaking with sobs when she said this.

Sam grabbed her as she started to fall toward the floor. He sat with her in his arms rocking her back and forth.

"Shhh. You don't have to ok. You don't have to I have you. Shhh." He rubbing his hand up and down her back. He looked up at Andy with pleaying eyes. Andy sat down next to them.

She put arm around Isabelle and kissed her temple.

"Sam is right we have you ok. Do you want us to call Jamie?"

"NO!" Isabelle screamed she looked up at Andy with new tears in her eyes.

"I don't want anyone to find me for a night. I don't want to be strong for a night. Please can I stay here." Sam looked at Andy. She nodded her at Sam she couldn't say no.

"Of course. Are you hungry?" Isabelle looked at Andy and nodded her head.

"Ok well I'll start dinner. Sam will get you some clothes to sleep in. While we do that go to the couch and watch TV." They stood up Sam walked her to the couch. Andy walked

into the kitchen to start dinner. Isabella just sat there crying and rocking back and forth. Sam came back with a pair shorts and t-shirt he handed them to her.

"Well the bathroom is over there." He pointed to the door. While she walked toward the door Sam walked toward the kitchen.

"Thank you." Andy turned around and smiled.

"Sam you said you wanted to help them well. Sweetie this is one way to do it." She kissed him on the check when they heard the bathroom door open. Isabelle walked back to

the couch and sat down. Andy finished dinner and they carried it out to her. They sat there and eat in silence. When they were done Andy took their dishes to the kitchen. Sam

sat back on the couch with her arm on the back of the couch. He was surprised what Isabelle did. She leaned into him and started to cry again. He wrapped his arm around her

and let her cry. When Andy came back in Isabelle had cried herself to sleep.

"You should carry her to the spare room and put her to bed." Sam nodded his head and picked her up. He carried her to the spare room and layed her down. He walked out of the

room and walked down to his room. Andy was already in bed with the covers pulled back for him. He undressed and climbed in next to her.

"We can talk to her tomorrow figure out what happen. We need to get some sleep." Sam nodded his head. He laid down and pulled her close. He was worried about Isabelle.

He held Andy close when sleep over came him.