Rydel POV ( The whole story is like in her POV Basically.)

I woke up and got dressed in a black tank top and my good old blue jeans.i noticed that the waist is a little too big for me now. And I like it. My stomach growled loudly. I kinda like the feeling. I walked downstairs into the kitchen where Everyone is including My legal Father.

" Morning." I said.

" Morning." They all said together. They were all staring at me watching my every move.

I went into the fridge and got some yogurt and sat down next to Riker.

" Don't you want more to eat ? " Dad asked me.I ignored him and started to eat my yogurt.I have this weird voice in my head that saying Don't Eat This . This is gonna make you huge and hated. I stopped eating it and threw it away.

" Rydel , You're Father talking to you." Mom said.

" Mother My Father wouldn't ruin my life by taking away my boyfriend and my dreams." I hissed.

" Rydel I said I was sorry." He sighed.

I just about to walk out when Ross pulled me back.

" Rydel you have to eat something ." He said.

" I did . " I sighed. Everyone wants to worry about me. Nothing is wrong with me. I just need to lose a couple of pounds.

" 1 spoonful of yogurt doesn't count." Ryland sighed.

" I don't want Yogurt anymore." I shrugged.

" Then would you want me to make you some hello kitty pancakes ? " My mom smiled.I couldn't tell her no.

" Yea Sure." I faked smile.

Everyone let out a sigh of relief. I really wish I could something lose the pounds I'm gonna put on.I grabbed Sparkles My phone And Googled ways to lose weight quickly while I sat next to Riker. Some say Daily Excerise , Straving and this cool one sticking your finger down your throat then you throw up your pounds. I smiled that could work.

" Rydel What You looking at ? " Riker asked peeking at my screen.

" Nothing," I said calmly moving it from his sight.

Rocky snatched my phone away and read it. I looked down knowing They are gonna yell at me.

" Rydel Why are you searching ? " Rocky asked .

I stayed quiet, all conversations stopped.

" Rydel you're sick and You think throwing up will help." Ryland said .

" Rydel you have a eating disorder. You only making it worse by not eating." Ross added

" I don't have a eating Disorder." I yelled. I don't just because I want to lose a couple of pounds doesn't mean I have a eating disorder.

" Rydel You do ...You have signs of Bulimia. " Riker said quietly.

" I don't have a eating disorder." I said sternly then went back upstairs To my room. I locked myself in the room and decide to excercise. I was in the middle of a push up when there was a knock on the door.

" If it Dad go away." I shouted As I got up.

" It Ross and Ryland." Ross and Ryland said.

I opened the door and flopped back on my bed exhausted.

" Rydel We are really worried about you not eating." Ross sighed looking down.

" Mom said If you don't eat something You could d-die." Ryland said alittle shaky.

" Guys , I'm fine." I smiled " Just not hungry All the time."

" Then eat with us. We having grilled cheese with french fries." Ross smiled.

Ryland nodded. All I heard was Fat Fat Fat Grease. I could gained alot of weight from that. But I have to get them off my back.

I smiled and went downstairs with Ross and Ryland.

" What for Lunch ? " I asked.

Everyone smiled .

" Grill Cheese and French Fries." My mom smiled and placed my plate right besides Rocky.I forced a smile and ate my food next to my tattletale brother.I gonna admit it was hard for me to swallow every bites. I excused myself and went to the bathroom. I closed the door and you can guess the rest...I puked up all my food. I rinsed my mouth and left the bathroom to bump into Rocky.

" Hey Rockford."I giggled.

" Rydel , Why you keep doing this ? " Rocky questioned me.

" What are you talking about ? " I said acting dumb.

" You just puked up your lunch, Knowing We told you not too . Rydel you have a eating disorder whether you like it or not ." Rocky said rarely serious He must be really worried.

" Rocky , I don't have a eating disorder. I'm perfectly fine." I sighed.

" Rydel if you keep doing this You're not only hurting yourself but your hurting us ."

" How." I scoffed.

" Worrying sick about you, Wondering if you gonna past out. And the worst Praying you won't die." Rocky yelled at me.

Tears swelled in my eyes.I went back to my room and cried into my pilliow. Tomorrow We have school but I doubt They let me go since I'm not under their eyes. My phone vibrated.

To Rydel

From Unknown

Hey Dells , It me Ratliff. I know your Dad said stay away from me but your too beauitful to stay away. XoXo

I smiled. Yea Ratliff thinks I'm beautiful. I smiled and save the number.

To Ellibear

From Rydel

I guess We have to be like Romeo and Juliet. :)

To Rydel

From Ellibear

Hopely no one dies :)

I laughed and went downstairs. I continued texting Ratliff not knowing I was eating while I did. I put down my phone and looked at my plate. It completely empty. Ratliff made me eat. I was watching me again but with smiles.

" When did and what did I eat ? " I chuckled

" Fried Chicken and Mashed Potatoes." Riker grinned.

" Whoever you're texting help you eat ." Ross smiled proudly at me.

" Who are you texting ? ." Dad asked me.

I stay quiet and went upstairs to my room texting Ratliff. But I did noticed Rocky and Riker immediately locking himself in the bathrooms.

To Rydel

From Ellibear

Can't wait to see you tomorrow at school. :D

XOXOXOXO.

I couldn't help but smile and drifted asleep.