Jennel's POV:

It's been three days since Demi came round. I've been round to hers for the past two nights, and I'm going again tonight. Considering she wants me there in an hour I should get ready, I mean I am just sat on the sofa in a hoodie and sweats.

"Are you going to Demi's later?" Jess asks as she walks into the room and sits next to me.

"Yea, why?"

"Just wondering, are you staying there?"

"I don't know, probably."

"Just be careful, I don't want you getting hurt again." She says as I stand up.

"She won't hurt me."

"That's what you said about Spencer." She mutters, I turn around and glare at her. "Sorry." She mumbles as I walk towards the hallway. I walk down the hallway and into my room; I shut the door behind me before pulling my hoodie over my head. I drop it to the ground and then walk towards my closet. I pull the door open and grab a low cut grey ACDC t-shirt and pull it over my head before sliding my sweats down my legs and grabbing a pair of black, ripped skinny jeans off the ground. I quickly slide my legs into them before pulling them up and fastening the button.

I pick my leather jacket and slide it on before pulling on a pair of black, studded boots. I run my fingers through my hair before grabbing a beanie off my bed and pulling it on to my head. I then wander out of my room and into the living room. I sit on the sofa, with my phone in my hand until Demi texts me. I grab my cigarettes off the coffee table and stuff them into my pocket. Jess mutters something under her breath, I just smile at her. My phone vibrates in my hand and I open the message.

(18:22pm) Demi: I'm outside pothead! 3

I don't bother texting her back, I stand up and wave slightly at Jess before walking towards the front door. I grab my keys off the hook and pull the front door open. I step out and then close the door behind me; I quickly make my way downstairs and out on to the street. Once I'm outside I make my way towards Demi's car. I pull open the passenger door and slide into the car before leaning over the gearbox and pressing my lips against Demi's. She smiles against my lips before pulling back and starting the engine.

"I missed you."

"Demi you saw me like four hours ago in school." I reply, giggling as I fasten my seatbelt.

"Not the point."

I softly giggle again; she turns to face me and then pouts at me. I kink my eyebrow at her and she simply smiles at me before pulling into the road and driving towards her place. We talk about utter crap on the way there that is until we drive past hers. I don't know where the hell she is taking me now. I don't say anything though, and neither does she. We both just sit there, listening to the radio as Demi drives down the road leading to god knows where.

"Um Dem, where are you taking me?"

"It's a surprise baby."

"Urg I don't like surprises Demi." I whine while sliding the cigarette packet out of my pocket and pulling one out.

"Not in my car you don't."

"Pull over then." I reply blankly, she glances over at me, kinking her eyebrow.

"No I'm not pulling over so you can smoke."

"Fine I'll smoke it in here."

"Whatever, hang out of the window." She mutters while turning left at an intersection.

"I could die."

"You're going to die anyway if you keep smoking those." She replies while stopping at a red light, well someone put her sass pants on today didn't she? I ignore her comment and roll the window down before hanging my head out of it and lighting the cigarette I'm holding between my fingers. I bring it to my lips and clasp them around it before taking a long drag. I blow the smoke out as Demi drives forward. I groan before flicking ash on to the road and somehow putting my cigarette out, I then slide it back into the box.

"Urg you stink, have a mint." Demi mumbles passing me a packet of mints, I take one out of the packet and slide it into my mouth before passing them back to her.

"Better?"

"Yup." She replies, popping the p. We sit in silence again; every now and again Demi would look towards me and shyly smile at me before paying attention to the road again. We must have been driving for about twenty minutes before we finally pull up outside a small bar.

Demi turns the engine off before getting out of the car and walking round to the passenger side, the opens my door. I jump out of the car and stand next to her, she shuts the door before placing her hand in mine. She then locks the car before we walk into the bar, a woman with black hair smiles at me and Demi as me make our way towards a table and sit down on the black leather seats.

"I thought you might be hungry."

"I'm a teenager, when am I not hungry?" I reply, giggling as I look through the menu.

"True, what do you want baby?"

"Everything."

"Just pick something." She says, giggling. God I love her laugh it's so adorable. I lean over the table, and slap her menu on to the table before pressing my lips against hers.

"I want you." I mumble against her lips, she pulls back and I notice that she's blushing. I wink at her and then look at the menu again. "Um fried chicken and fries with a coke please."

"Anything for my lady." She says in an extremely bad English accent before standing up walking towards the counter. She begins to talk to the black haired women so I slide my phone out of my pocket and open the three messages I have of CeCe.

(18:54pm) CeCe: Nick's fucked off with his brothers, you in? 3

(19:01pm) CeCe: Seriously Jennel, I need sex and I need to get high text me back 3

(19:07pm) CeCe: Fucking hell Jennel!

I type out a reply as Demi walks back towards the booth; she places two glasses of coke down before sitting opposite me and grinning. I smile back at her while still texting CeCe.

(19:11pm) Jennel: Sorry Ce, I'm busy…maybe another time? I'll give you a few joints on Monday okay? 3

I hit the send icon before locking my phone and placing it on the table in front of me. I then lean forward slightly and grab my glass before bringing it to my mouth. I take a sip before placing it back on the table. My phone vibrates and I sigh when I notice that it's CeCe, again. I pick it up before unlocking it and then opening the message.

(19:14pm) CeCe: I want more than a few joints, I want you naked, on top of me, making me moan your name ;) 3

I don't even reply, I just lock my phone and stuff it back into my pocket before zipping it up.

"Who is it baby?"

"CeCe wanting what she can't have." I mumble, feeling my phone vibrate again.

"What does she want?" Demi asks, acting clueless.

"Me."

"Well she can't have you, you're mine."

I smile at Demi as her foot slides up the inside of my leg, reaching my knee before sliding back down to my ankle.

"What're you doing tomorrow?"

"Probably not doing homework, and then going out with Jillian." I reply smiling at her as my phone vibrates yet again, seriously CeCe give it up.

"Should I be expecting a drunk Jennel outside my apartment tomorrow night then?"

"It's a possibility." I say, winking at her, she slowly shakes her head while softly laughing. A blonde man walks towards our table, holding two plates of food. He places them both down in front of me and Demi before smiling at both us and then walking back towards the kitchen.

"Urg I need to pee." I whine before standing up and walking in the direction off the toilets, when I'm walking there I notice that the whole place is filled with couples. Young couples, old couples, just couples in general. I walk into the toilet and stare at the wall for a moment. Is this a date? Has Demi tricked me into going on a date with her?

I walk out of the toilets and head back towards Demi, past all of the couples. When I get to the table I sit down and stare at Demi, she looks up at me smiling. Her smile soon fades when she sees the look on my face.

"What's wrong?"

"Is this a date?" I ask, she avoids eye contact. "Demi is this a date."

"I just wanted to go out with you."

"I told you I don't do dates." I almost yell at her.

"Why not, we're just eating."

"Because I don't, I don't want to get used to this then get hurt again."

"I won't hurt you."

"You lied to me Demi, you said you understood that I didn't want to go on dates, yet you trick me into going on a date!" I yell at her. "Can we leave?"

"Jennel please just calm down, eat the food and then we'll leave."

"Whatever." I snap before grabbing a fry and dipping it on sauce.

About fifteen minutes later we're both finished Demi pays for the meals while I get into her car. I sit there in silence as she gets in. She starts the engine before turning to face me.

"Jennel look at me."

"No." I mutter while playing with the zipper on my jacket, for some reason I feel vulnerable.

"Please."

I glance towards her and she weakly smiles at me before leaning forward and pressing her lips against mine.

"I am not going to hurt you." She whispers against my lips before pulling away and then pulling out on to the road.

"You did hurt me though, I said I didn't do dates, I don't do them for a reason Demi. Can you just take me home please?"

"Fine."

A very silent and very awkward twenty minute drive later and we're outside my place. Demi leans over and presses her lips against mine. I kiss back slightly before pulling back.

"Bye."

"Jennel, I'm sorry." She mumbles, looking away from me. I get out of her car and close the door; she rolls the window down as I walk towards the apartment block. "I'll text you tomorrow!" She yells from the window as I walk up the stairs to the main door. I look back at Demi before pushing the door open and then walking in. I shut the door behind me before slowly making my way up the stairs.

When I get to the apartment I slide my keys out of my pocket and unlock the door before walking in and slamming the door shut behind me. I kick it before slamming my fists against it. Why can't I just be happy? Why can't I realise that Demi won't hurt me? Why do I have to be so fucked up and unable to love? There is only one thing I do when I feel like this, or should I say one person, CeCe.

I grab my phone out of my pocket as I walk into the kitchen, I notice a note stuck on the fridge. I pull it off and quickly read over it.

Gone to Jason's, I'll be home after work tomorrow

Jess x

I smirk to myself before unlocking my phone, ignoring all of the previous texts that CeCe has sent me tonight. I type out a new message for her.

(21:04pm) Jennel: Plans got cancelled, Jess is out. Come round I need stress release and a good fuck…

I hit send as I walk out of the kitchen and make my way towards my room, once I'm in my room and pull off my jacket and throw it on the ground before tugging my t-shirt over my head and throwing that in the closet. I slide out of my jeans so I'm just stood in my room wearing black and red underwear. My phone vibrates in my hand and I unlock it.

(21:07pm) CeCe: I'll be there in 5 ;)

I throw my phone on my bed before grabbing a joint from next to my bed. I light it and take a drag before slowly blowing the smoke out. I then take another drag, and another, and another. Until I've smoked the whole thing. I walk out of my room when I hear a knock at the door; I shuffle down the hall and towards the door. I place my hand on the handle before pushing it down and pulling the door open. CeCe bites her bottom lip when she sees me; I smirk at her as she walks in. She pushes me back before attaching her lips against mine. She slams the door shut as I press her against it; she places her hand under my thighs before picking me up and carrying me towards my room, while biting on my bottom lip.

I know shouldn't be doing this, but me and Demi are just casually seeing each other right? Casually seeing each other, but no one else.