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Now I'm expecting to wake up again, back in Dimitri's arms.
What I wasn't expecting was to be thrown back into another life.
And certainly not this one.
I blink and look up.
A man is standing in front of me. He's so beautiful probably one of the most beautiful men I've seen. But his beauty, there's something wrong about it.
It's that type of beauty where it's so blinding you want to look away.
The body I'm in scolds herself. She knows she's not supposed to be thinking of beauty.
Beauty doesn't matter.
She looks around and sees grass.
It's the greenest grass I've ever seen. Greener than the lawns back home, and they were pretty green considering the fact we lived in a gated community and they fined you if your grass wasn't green enough.
She sighs and looks back at the man.
She was sitting on the grass and was about to get up when he holds out a hand to her," Need a hand?" he asks.
She smiles and takes it.
He pulls her up to her feet smiling. It's almost creepy.
She smiles back though and says something that I really wasn't expecting.
"Thank you Lucifer."
So this is Satan?
Not going to lie here but he's pretty good-looking?
But he's one of those creepy good-looking guys. Sort of like Patrick Bateman from American Psycho. He's good-looking but he has crazy eyes.
That's another thing. His eyes, they're so dark almost black. It's scary.
"I was looking all over for you," he says.
The body I'm in quickly let's go of his hand and looks away," Actually I was about to go do something."
She didn't like him. He scared her.
"It will only take a minute, Hadraniel." he says grabbing her arm.
Hadraniel? I thought my name in every life was a form of Rosemarie. Once I get out of here I'd have to ask Dimitri about that.
"I really am in a hurry. When I have a moment I will look for you." she says pulling her arm out of his grasp and turning on her heels.
She doesn't wait for him to reply because the next thing I know she is in a garden. I don't know how she got there, it happened in the blink of an eye.
The garden sort of looks like a maze. Walking through it she passes all different types of flowers. In the middle of the maze there is a small water fountain with four marble benches around it in a circle.
She's waiting for someone.
Her feelings say as much. She's excited. But deep down she knows she shouldn't be.
She walks to a bush of flowers, roses. What a coincidence.
She pulls one out and brings it up to her nose.
"Why are you so fascinated by roses?" A voice asks.
She jumps up slightly startled and turns to face the voice.
"I honestly don't know, why are you so fascinated by the earth?" she replies.
His back is towards her, he's looking at the fountain. But I'd know that back anywhere.
"Not sure, I guess I like the change in scenery." he replies.
She starts walking to him," A lot of angels have been talking about it."
"About what me liking the earth?" he asks.
She nods even though he can't see her," They think you might love the earth more than God. They've nicknamed you Dimitri."
"Dimitri? Why that?" he asks.
"Dimitri means earth lover." she replies.
He laughs at that, a deep throaty chuckle.
She loves that noise.
"Well if they call me Dimitri because I'm fascinated by the earth then I shall call you Rosemarie because you are fascinated by roses." he says.
She laughs," Well for now we are just Aniel and Hadraniel."
He nods and finally turns around.,"Angels of love and passion." he states.
He gives her a knowing look. She groans and turns around," For God," she states," Love and Passion for God."
He laugh.
"I don't find anything funny, it's the truth." she says crossing her arms over her chest.
He sighs," I don't see why it's so bad to have love and passion for someone other than God."
She starts pacing," You really are a Dimitri, You're spending too much time on the earth its clouding your judgement."
"The earth isn't bad." he replies.
"I'm not saying it is. All I'm saying is that it's changing how you see this."
"Well of course it is, you would think the same way I am if you'd go down to earth more often." he says getting defensive.
"Their's nothing special down there." she says.
"And there is here?" he asks.
She stops pacing and turns to face him. He's looking straight at her with so much passion, is it for the earth? Or for . . . her?
"You know," he starts," the way the light is hitting you were you stand right now, you look so beautiful."
She swallows and looks down," God is beautiful."
He groans," Why is it so difficult with you? Why does it have to be about Him all the time?"
She shrugs," I don't know it just is."
He walks up to her and grabs her shoulders in his hands. She feels the electricity shoot throughout her body.
"See you don't even know," he whispers inches from her face, " Why are we forced to love one person and one person alone."
She pulls her eyes away from his gaze," God is not a person."
He ignores this,"It's like we don't even have a choice." he says.
"We do." she replies
He shakes his head," We don't."
Her breathing comes out in short shallow breaths," And if we did? Then what?"
He grabs her chin in one hand and pulls it up so that she is looking in his eyes,
"Then I would choose you."
He lowers his face down, and then he's kissing her.
Everything comes back now. It's as if I recovered from amnesia or something. All my past lives, every memory, every moment is coming back.
I remember everything now like I lived through it all, which in a sense I did.
I see memories of me all over the world New York, London, France, Japan, Hawaii, Holland, Russia, Israel. Memories of me from everywhere, with Dimitri by my side in every one.
Then it's back to the scene in Heaven. A group of angels, me and Dimitri included, are standing in front of God.
I look around and see so many familiar faces. Well all of them are familiar now that I remember them all. Some memories of a few angels are a little fuzzy. But that's probably because it was one of my oldest memories.
I see Lissa and Christian, Adrian and Sydney, Jill and Tasha. We're all in this group.
But in a way there is a difference between us and the rest of the angels. While they're eyes are filled with hatred and anger ours are filled with love and passion.
God says something and then me and Dimitri walk forward.
"Have you both chosen to follow Lucifer."
Dimitri speaks first," No we don't follow him."
"So you follow me." he states.
But Dimitri denies this too," No we don't follow you either."
God and Lucifer both look confused," Then whom do you follow?" asks God.
Dimitri looks down at me and grabs my hand interlocking our fingers," I follow my heart."
God looks down at out hands,"What does this mean?"
Dimitri speaks again," I don't choose Lucifer and I don't choose you.", he takes a deep breathe and then for everyone to here he says," I choose love."
"I choose the love I have for my Rosemarie."
God looks at me, "Hadraniel?"
I take a deep breath," I choose love too, I choose the love I have for my Dimitri."
"What!?" Lucifer yells.
"You don't mean that Hadraniel, come with me." he says outstretching his hand for me.
I don't move.
"Come with me or the consequences will be fatal." he says in a more threatening voice which causes the opposite effect and instead makes me take a step closer to Dimitri.
"Fine," he says dropping the hand that was outstretched to his side,"have it your way."
He walks until he is standing in front of us. He grabs my face in his hand and says," I won't do much to you, I love you too much for that and I feel like he has corrupted the way you think."
I pull my face away from his hand," You don't know what love is."
He laughs," And you do? All you know is what this Dimitri has told you."
He turns his attention to Dimitri," As for you. You will suffer. For every seventeen years you'll see your so-called 'love' Rose die in front of your eyes. She will die the most horrific way and then seventeen years later when she returns she won't know who you are. You will be the only one who will remember that so-called love. See if you have any love left after that. Hopefully by a few thousand years your heart will be so cold you won't even know the meaning of love."
The next thing I know Lucifer and his followers disappeared. The only ones left were Lissa, Christian, Adrian, Sydney, and Jill. Tasha disappeared along with Lucifer, she was his follower.
"Have all you also decided you will pick the love you have for each other over me?"
They all nod and look down.
He turns his attention to Jill.
"And you?" he asks.
"I choose love too." she squeaks.
"Love? For whom?" he asks.
"Cherubium." she says. Wait, didn't Dimitri call this guy Eddie?
"Angel of wisdom." God states turning to the crowd of his followers.
A young man comes out of the crowd. He has sea blue eyes and dirty blonde hair.
"Yes, God?" he asks.
"Do you choose love for Sushienae?" he asks. Sushienae? That's Jill's name.
She smiles at him encouragingly.
"No Lord, I choose you."
Her smile drops.
"Cherubium?" she asks stunned.
"I love God and I choose him." he says. God nods and Cherubium or Eddie walks back to the crowd.
I look back at Jill and see that she is biting her lip as silent tears fall down her cheeks.
"Now Sushienae what do you choose." he asks.
"I still choose love." she says her jaw trembling.
"Love for who though? Cherubium stated that he doesn't love you." God says.
"I choose love alone. That one day someone will come to love me the way I love them."
God sighs," It's your choice."
He turns to the rest of us," Even though you were not following Lucifer you all have betrayed me and for that I must cast you out of Heaven."
"Wait!" Dimitri yells beside me.
"What is it Aniel?" God asks.
"Can't you take it off? The curse Lucifer put on us."
God shakes his head," I cannot."
Dimitri narrows his eyes," Of course you can you are God you can do whatever you want."
"And maybe I don't want to remove the curse he left on the two of you."
Dimitri falls down on his knees, "Please."
"I know that I have betrayed you and that I love someone more than I love you but the fact still remains. I love you too. And I am still your son. We might have all betrayed you but does that mean that we are no longer your children?"
"You will forever continue being my children and I will continue to wait for the day you return and choose me." He replies.
"So we are still your children. I am your son please. I am asking for you to please help me."
God sighs," I will not remove the curse."
Dimitri sags in defeat.
"But I will help you. Lucifer said that Hadraniel will die every seventeen years. I won't remove that. Instead I'll put a loophole. For every seventeen years that Hadraniel is born and baptized into a religion she will die. But if she is not baptized when she is born then she will live and have the choice to pick Me, Lucifer, or you again."
"What does being baptized into a faith have anything to do with this?" Dimitri asks.
"When you are baptized your parents have made the choice to put you in a faith without your consent. But when she isn't baptized she isn't born without a faith which means she can choose what she wants."
Dimitri gets up," Thank you."
God nods," You might want to say your goodbye now. After I cast you out she won't know who you are."
Dimitri pulls me into his arms," I'm going to miss you so much." he whispers.
"I'm going to miss you too." I reply.
He laughs a forced laugh," You won't even remember me let alone miss me."
I lay my hand over his heart," I'll always recognize you even if my body doesn't my soul will, my heart will. Trust me."
He nods," I trust you."
"I love you." I say burying my face into the crook of his neck.
"I love you to my Rose."
I pull back and see everyone standing in front of God. I don't let go of Dimitri's hand.
"I want to remind you if you ever choose to change your mind I'll be waiting here to greet you back home."
No one replies and just like that, we were cast out of Heaven.
What do you think!? Rose got all her memories back! Yay! So expect some Romitri fluff coming up and maybe a possible lemon! :3
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