Jennel's POV:
"Well look who finally finished fucking." Marissa says as me and Demi walk into the living room, Demi's hand is placed in mine, our fingers tangled together. I'm wearing one of Demi's hoodies and a pair of black sweats that I cut into shorts. Demi is wearing a flannel shirt, buttoned halfway up her body so her bra is slightly showing, she's got a pair of Nike sweats on, and her hair is tied up in a bun.
"We weren't in there for that long."
"Demi, you were in there for two fucking hours, literally." Marissa mumbles as me and Demi sit on the sofa, my head resting on her shoulder as she wraps her arm around me I move closer to her and smile. Demi flips Marissa off and then kisses the top of my head as my phone vibrates in my pocket. I slide it out and then unlock it, opening the message and then reading it.
[5:32pm] Wes: Where the hell are you?! Why won't you open the door, I've been stood outside for 10 minutes!
I groan, writing out a reply as Demi throws a cushion towards Marissa. So I moved out of Jess' and I now live with two twenty something year olds that are more immature that I am?
[5:35pm] Jennel: It's a long story, I'm at Demi's, come round and I'll explain everything
I lock my phone and stuff it back into my pocket, resting my head against Demi again and then messing with the buttons on her shirt while she talks to Marissa. I pull the opening of her shirt open even more and stare at the marks on her chest that I left a few hours ago, smirking to myself as I begin to graze my thumb over them.
"Dem." I mumble, my eyes not leaving her chest as I continue to graze the marks that scream 'I'm Jennel Garcia's no one else's'.
"Yes baby? Excuse me eyes up here Jennel." Demi says, looking down at me and then taking my hand off her chest while kinking her eyebrow at me
"Um, oh yea can Wes come round for a bit? He's been stood outside Jess' for the last ten minutes."
"Yea sure, just make sure that he knows I'll be making you do homework." Demi replies, smirking at me and then getting off the sofa, walking towards the front door. She grabs her bag off the ground and then sits on a stool in front of the kitchen worktop. I slide my phone out of my pocket as it vibrates, unlocking it and then reading the message off Wes.
[5:51pm] Wes: Okay I'm outside the apartment block, buzz me in. What number is it?
"So how's fucking a teacher working out for you?" Marissa asks as I begin to write a text back to Wes.
"It's alright, but y'ano the homework sucks, the dominance is great and the fact I get to see her naked then she has to teach me is great because she gets all flustered." I reply as I send the text to Wes.
[5:51pm] Jennel: Number 3, I'll unlock the door, just let yourself in :)
I push myself off the sofa, locking my phone and then stuffing it into my pocket as I walk towards Demi, who is now marking books and probably planning a lesson. I smile at her, leaning over the worktop and then lightly pressing my lips against hers before making my way towards the front door, pressing the silver button to unlock the main doors to the apartment block.
I unlock the front door and then walk back towards Demi, standing behind her, resting my chin on her shoulder as I slide my arms around her waist. She tilts her head and looks up at me, smiling as I lean forwards, pressing my lips against hers. She smiles against my lips and I suck her bottom lip into my mouth causing her to let out a small moan.
"Alright ladies, let's keep the lesbian action to a minimum."
I pull away from Demi and spot Wes stood against the now closed and locked front door. His hair dishevelled, a joint in his right hand and a smirk playing on his lips. I Smile at him and Demi blushes slightly while I keep my arms wrapped around her waist.
"Hey Wes." Demi says as she places her hands over mine.
"Hey Miss." Wes replies, Demi kinks her eyebrow at him and he just smiles at her. "Hey Demi."
"That's better, Jennel go and entertain Wes before he snoops around my apartment." Demi says, grabbing my hands and then unwrapping my arms from around her waist before spinning round in the chair to face me. "Go talk in my room if you want to."
"Fine." I reply, whining slightly as I lean forwards, pressing my lips against Demi's before turning around and walking away from her. She slaps my ass, I turn to face her and she just smirks at me, I shake my head at her as I grab Wes' hand and pull him down the hallway. He follows me and we walk into Demi's room, I shut the door behind us and he just smirks at me as I turn to face him.
"You two totally had sex before I turned up."
"W-what, we didn't." I reply, walking towards the bed and sitting on the edge of it, Wes just kinks his eyebrow at me while walking towards me. He sits on the ground in front of me, looking up at me while smirking.
"Don't give me that bullshit Jennel, your clothes are everywhere and I saw the marks on Demi's chest."
"Hey they're mine, you shouldn't be looking." I reply glaring at Wes before grabbing one of Demi's pillows and throwing at his face.
"So why are you living here then?"
"How did you know?"
"Jess finally answered the door, told me that you no longer live with her and that I should and I quote 'see that whore of a teacher my sister seems to be in love with' then she slammed the door in my face." Wes replies, looking up at me with the pillow placed over his lap, running his fingers through his hair.
"I have such a lovely sister, she didn't tell you that she accused Demi of using me just for sex?"
"Nope, she may have slammed the door in my face before she got to that bit." Wes says laughing slightly as Marissa walks into the room, smiling at me.
"Nice choice of not sitting on the bed Wes, I heard what they were doing before."
"I never sat on Jennel's bed when she lived with Jess, even if I knew she hadn't slept with anyone. I know what had previously happened on it."
"Okay both of you can shut up, did you come in here for a reason Marissa?"
"Oh yea, Demi sent me in, Wes do you want to stay for tea? Demi said something about pizza or Chinese I don't know I don't listen to her anyway."
"Um yea I'll stay, I miss this asshole. Demi has been hogging her and that's just not acceptable anymore." Wes replies, looking up at Marissa and smiling at her. Marissa smiles back at him before leaving Demi's room, leaving the door open as I slide off the bed and sit next to Wes. "So did Jess say anything else?"
"That I don't love anyone and I haven't since Spencer. Then Demi had a go at her for mentioning Spencer, they got in an argument and now I'm living with Demi." I reply, resting my head on his shoulder as he wraps his arm around me.
"At least you know that she's not going to hurt you like he did."
"I can't be sure of that Wes, our relationship if fucked up. She hasn't even asked me to be her girlfriend, we're just kind of living together and fucking each other." I mutter as tears begin to roll down my face, Wes pulls me on to his lap .He holds me against him as I rest my head on his chest. His hand comes up to my face and he wipes the tears off my face before kissing my forehead.
"You love her don't you?" He asks, looking down at me as he runs his fingers through my hair, I glance up at him and nod. "Then you ask her to be your girlfriend, she's probably worried that you'll say no."
"I'm not ready to ask her yet."
"Come on, let's calm you down, eat food and then go out because Lauren's cousin is having a party at his house and of course we're wanted." Wes says, sliding me off him and then standing up, pulling me with him and then wiping the remaining tears off my face.
~~~
"Jennel will you hurry the fuck up, why does it always take you hours to get ready? You're just going to be a mess by the end of the night anyway!" Wes yells down the hallway as I slide my shoes on.
"Alright Wesley keep your fucking panties on, I'm nearly done!" I yell back as it him as I walk out of Demi's room wearing a pair of black, ripped skinny jeans and Demi's guns 'n' roses t-shirt, I've got a pair of black heels on and my hair is perfectly straightened. I make my way into the bathroom and apply red lipstick before going down the hallway and into the living room, Wes is sat on the sofa while Demi is still sat in the kitchen marking work.
I walk towards Wes and he stands up, smiling at me while sliding his phone out of his pocket and then reading a text. I walk into the kitchen and wrap my arms around Demi's waist and kiss her neck, she spins around in the stool so she's facing me.
"I'll be back later baby."
"I don't want you to go." Demi whines, pressing her lips against mine. "I'll miss you too much."
"I'll be gone for at like three hours, plus you have Marissa to entertain you, plus a shit load of marking to do." I reply, kissing her back and then sliding my hands up her shirt.
"Jennel come on Lauren's waiting outside." Wes say, walking out of the apartment and leaving the door open as I walk away from Demi, she follows me towards the front door.
"Bye Demi." I mumble against her lips as she kisses me again, Wes is stood in the corridor outside the apartment, he sighs and I pull away from Demi. "I've got to go Dem, I'll be home later."
"Don't get in a bad state Jennel, you've got school tomorrow and I've got work so I don't want to be looking after you at like three in the morning."
"Yes Demi I know I've got school tomorrow, I'll be home about two or three and I'll be in a perfectly undrunk state, I love you." I reply, kissing her again before grabbing my jacket off the hook and then sliding it on. I grab my bag off the ground and place it over my shoulder, turning to smile at Demi as I get drag out of the apartment by Wes.
"Seriously guys come on, I've been sat outside with Steve for twenty minutes, and he keeps trying to kiss me!" Lauren yells from the main entrance to the apartment block, I glance at Demi and see her lock her jaw as she hears Lauren's voice.
"Alright Jauregui calm your tits we're coming now!" I yell back to her, kissing Demi once more before me and Wes begin to walk towards the main door.
"Have you got enough weed this time?" Lauren asks, smiling at me as I walk up to her. I smile at her, nodding as she wraps her arms around me and then slaps my ass as she lets go of me. She then fist bumps Wes and pulls the door open for us to walk out. We all climb into her cousin's friend's car and then make our way towards her cousin's house.
"How much you brought with you?" Wes asks me as I pull a joint out my bag.
"Um, like six joints and a forty bag."
"Great, Lauren you got the other stuff?" Wes asks, smirking at me.
"If you mean the two litre bottle of vodka you wanted me to get then yes I've got it." Lauren replies as we pull up outside a house that's blasting music, is full of people and has smoke masking the windows. "Come on losers we're going to get fucked up." Lauren says, getting out of the car, opening the back door and then dragging me out. Keeping her hand in mine as we walk towards the front door.
The moment we step inside we get a red cup filled with some green liquid shoved in our hands, Lauren smirks at me, dragging me towards the kitchen while drinking out of the cup. I stare down at the contents of the cup and drink it in one. Ignoring the fact that it tastes like paint stripper, Lauren takes the cup off me once we're in the kitchen and then fills it with vodka and coke before passing it back to me.
"So how's life living with my sister?"
"Its fine I suppose, apart from the fact me and Demi can't get it on without her hearing." I reply, smirking at Lauren as she glares at some dude that's trying to get her to dance with him.
"She's heard worse, I'm pretty sure she's heard me and you fucking before."
"That wouldn't surprise me at all, you're a screamer." I say, winking at her as she stands next to me, a joint in her hand and a smirk on her face.
"Only when you fuck me baby." She whispers to me, placing the joint in my mouth and then lighting it. I take a drag and then pull the joint out from in between my lips, placing it in her mouth and then winking at her as I walk out of the kitchen to find Wes. I push past two beefed up football players and their group of extremely hot cheerleaders, I wink at one of them and she bites her bottom lip before smirking at me.
I get into the living room and Wes is sat on the sofa with a ukulele on his lap and a joint hanging out of his mouth, his hat it now on backwards. I walk towards him, take the ukulele off him and then sit on his lap, smiling at him before passing the ukulele back to him, I then take the joint off him and place it in my mouth.
"Wait a minute I've got an idea for a song!" Wes yells as me before strumming the ukulele strings.
"I'm on that couch in the back, puffin' on this reflex. Got that ukulele and a pretty lady on my lap." He sings before placing the ukulele on the sofa next to us and then taking the joint out of my mouth and taking a drag.
"So where's Lauren?"
"I left her in the kitchen." I answer, looking down at him before sliding off his lap and sitting next to him. "Why?"
"Jennel!" Lauren yells as she walks towards us, jumping on top of us and then lying across the both of us. Her head on my lap and her legs across Wes, she looks up at me and smirks at me while holding another red cup up to me. I take it off her and drink the contents before placing it on the coffee table in front of us.
"How about a game of beer pong ladies?" Wes says, sliding Lauren off him and then standing up, pulling both of us with him as he walks past us. We follow him outside to where a beer pong table is set up.
"We need a fourth player." Lauren says, standing behind me and wrapping her arms around my waist while resting her chin on my shoulder. I turn to glance at her and she just kisses my cheek.
"I'll go find someone." Wes whines, stuffing his hands into the pockets on his jeans as he makes his way inside, leaving me and Lauren outside alone, which is never a good thing to do when I'm intoxicated because I know that I'll end up kissing her.
"So is Demi better in bed than I am?"
"That's for me to know and you to never find out." I reply, turning to look at her and then winking at her.
"I'm taking that as I'm better that Demi, okay." She says, winking back at me and then removing her arms from around my waist as she walks around me and then stands in front of me.
"I Found someone!" Wes yells, walking out of the house, pulling a blonde haired dude with him. They stagger over to us and stand at the opposite end of the table to me and Lauren. Wes smirks at me as I grab the ball and throw it at one of the red cups, Wes groans, pulling the cup out and then drinking the contents of the cup. I smirk at him before passing the next ball to Lauren, who then throws it and gets it in one of the cups, the blonde dude picks the cup up and then downs it before slamming it back down on the table.
"Wes you're so not going to win." Lauren says as Wes throws the ball towards the triangle of red cups in front of me and Lauren. He misses the cups and hits Lauren with the ball before getting pushed out of the way by the blonde dude, who I've not learned is called Craig. Craig throws the ball and gets it in one of the cups, I pick it up and drink the liquid before placing the cup on the ground as Lauren grabs the balls and passes me one.
"I'm going to win Garcia."
"No you're not Stromberg." I reply, throwing the ball again and getting it into the first cup of the triangle, Wes glares at me as he picks the cup up and drinks the contents. Lauren throws the ball but misses this time, she turns around and pouts at me before wrapping her arms around me and resting her head on my shoulder.
"Okay I'm bored of this now, let's do shots in the kitchen!" Wes yells, running back inside, I grab Lauren's hand and pull her inside as we follow Wes into the kitchen. When we get into the kitchen Wes has six shot glasses lined up for each of us, two filled with tequila, two filled with Sambuca and the last two are filled with vodka.
We stand next to Wes, picking up the first two shot glasses and bringing them to our mouths before quickly drinking them. We then repeat this with the next four shot glasses, slamming them back down on the kitchen counter. I finish all six of them before both Wes and Lauren, I innocently smile at them and then grab a bottle of beer out of the fridge.
"Garcia more shots and then make me a fucking bong!" Wes yells at me as I open the bottle, throwing the cap on the ground and then taking a mouthful of beer.
"First of all okay, secondly I don't need to make one because there is one next to the sofa."
~~~
Lauren and I left the party about half an hour ago and we're only just near Demi's, Wes is still at the party. When we left him he was sharing a joint with a girl that had purple hair, her lip pierced and a tattoo on her wrist.
"Jennel are you serious? As if you've just spilt half a bottle of beer down your top." Lauren says as we stumble down the sidewalk on the way to Demi's, I hand the bottle to Lauren. Stopping and then leaning against the closest building, peeling my jacket off and then pulling my top over my head. I throw it at Lauren grab my jacket off the ground taking the half empty bottle off her as I push myself off the wall and smash against Lauren's side.
She wraps her arm around my waist and then we stagger towards Demi's apartment, occasionally falling into the road or against a building. When we finally get outside the apartment block I lean against the door and Lauren struggles to get the key out of the pocket of my jeans. She grabs it and then unlocks the door, pushing it open and dragging me inside with her. We giggle on the way to the apartment, Lauren unlocks the door and we fall inside, she shushes me as she shuts the door behind her as I stumble into the kitchen.
I lean against the kitchen worktop and watch as Lauren walks towards me, swaying her hips and smirking at me. I shake my head at her and she places her hands on the worktop either side of me, smiling at me.
"You're well and truly fucked."
"Shush Lauren, Demi's going to hear you." I say, placing my index finger against Lauren's lips. She opens her mouth and then bites my finger, winking at me.
"Make me."
"Fine I will." I reply, placing my hands on Lauren's hips and then moving my face closer to hers, feeling her breath hitting my lips as our faces get closer.
"Good, now kiss me." Lauren says, as I lean in closer, Lauren smirking at me as her arms wrap around my waist.
"I don't fucking think so sunshine." Demi growls, turning the kitchen light on. I push Lauren away from me and stare at Demi, who is stood in the doorway of the kitchen, wearing her flannel shirt unbuttoned, a pair of underwear, her hair tied up and messy. She walks into the kitchen and drags Lauren away from me.
"Get the fuck off me!" Lauren yells, attempting to get out of Demi's grip. Demi releases Lauren and then walks towards me, glaring at me.
"What the fuck was that about? Why the fuck are you topless?!"
"I-I don't know, I spilt beer on my top, s-so I took it off, I'm sorry Demi."
"Sorry doesn't cut it anymore, sorry just about cut it when you fucked CeCe behind my back!" Demi screams at me, getting closer to me.
"Demi I didn't mean to."
"You were still going to kiss her though."
"I-I wasn't, I didn't know what I was d-doing." I stutter out as Demi glares at me, untying her hair, running her fingers through it and then tying it back up.
"Do you even want me? Or are you just fucking stringing me along?!"
"I-I fucking want you Demi, I want you more than anything." I say, my voice trembling as tears threaten to spill out of my eyes.
"Are you sure about that? Because I'm pretty sure you were going to kiss Lauren, and I'm pretty fucking sure that you're half naked!"
"She told you why she had no top on, she's wasted and that's the Jennel that wants me." Lauren says, pushing herself off the wall and then smirking at Demi as she walks towards us.
"You can shut the fuck up, you knew that she was taken."
"Well from what I've heard you haven't asked her to be your girlfriend, and she hasn't asked you. That to me looks like you're both single." Lauren replies, getting closer to Demi, still smirking at her.
"Demi I didn't fucking mean to, I'm so fucking sorry!" I yell at her as Marissa enters the kitchen, glaring at Lauren, grabbing the back of her jacket and then pulling her away from Demi.
"I guess you're used to being a whore aren't you?!"
The way her words are laced with bitterness and hatred reminds me of the way Spencer used to talk to me, the way he used to call me a whore whenever he made me sleep with people he owed money to. Then I think about the first time he made me sleep with someone.
"Here she is, my little Princess." Spencer says, smirking at me as I walk into the living room, wearing my underwear because Spencer won't let me wear clothes when his friends are round. I think it's because he's proud of me, he wants to show me off. He pats his lap and I walk towards him, sitting on his lap and then staring at his friend.
"So is this my payment then? She looks like a whore, just like you told me."
"P-payment?" I ask quietly, looking down at Spencer as he rubs his hand over my thigh.
"Princess, do you think you could so me a favour."
"What kind of favour?" I ask, still looking down at him.
"Will you have sex with Carl, I owe him money baby, but I'm broke." He says, brushing my bangs out of my face and then kissing my cheek. "Please princess for me."
"I-I suppose so, only this once."
"I promise only once princess." He says, smiling at me and then making me stand up before letting his friend take me hand and go upstairs with me.
"D-Dem w-what did you just call me?" I ask, staring at the wall in front of me as images of Spencer flow through my mind. He's all I can see, his blonde hair, his light blonde stubble on his face.
"I called you a whore because that's what you seem to be acting like!" She yells into my face, slamming her fist into the counter next to me. I shove her away from me, hoping that she's not going to hit me like Spencer did when I stood up to him.
"I'm not putting up with this shit again." I mutter to myself as I run out of the apartment, slamming the door behind me and then sliding down the wall next to it. I stare in front of me, shaking slightly as I run my fingers through my hair. I look down and realise that I'm sat in the corridor wearing a bra and jeans, fucking great.
I rest my head against the wall as the ceiling begins to spin, I cover my eyes with my hands and just sit there, crying at the fact I thought Demi was going to hit me, crying at the that fact that I was going to kiss Lauren.
I feel someone sit next to me, and then something soft against my arms, I glance up and Demi is sat next to me, tear tracks on her face, she fully clothed now. I look down at my arms and Demi has given me one of her hoodies, I quickly pull it on and stare at Demi while gripping on to the sleeves off the hoodie.
"I'm really sorry Jennel."
"Whatever Demi, I was going to kiss Lauren, I guess I deserved it."
"Jennel please just listen to me, I'm sorry that I scared you, you didn't deserve it." She mumbles, placing her hand on mine, I flinch slightly and she sighs.
"I guess I am just a whore."
"You're not Jennel, I…well I just wish that you would stick with just me, do you want me the way I want you?"
"Yes I want you as much as you want me, Demi I was in tears when Wes was here before I thought you'd say no if I asked you to be my girlfriend."
"I…um."
"What would you say?" I ask, looking up and staring into her eyes.
"I-I don't know."
"Wrong answer Demi, this is why I didn't want to ask you." I say, pushing myself up off the ground and then walking back inside the apartment. I walk straight past Marissa and Lauren, and straight into Demi's room, slamming the door behind me. I punch the wall next to the closet before hissing in pain and then dropping to the floor in tears. Demi walks into her room and watches me as I fall apart on the floor.
"Jennel."
"Just leave me alone Demi, you don't want me so just kick me out. I'll go back to fucking random people and living with Jess."
"Jennel I do want you, I want you more than anything but-"
"Whatever Demi, I'm going." I say, standing up and then pushing past her, I walk into the living room and Lauren glances at me as I make my way towards the front door. I slide on the nearest pair of shoes which are a pair of black combat boots, I stumble and fall against the wall as Lauren walks towards me.
"What going on Jenny bear?" She asks, wrapping her arm around me and holding me upright as I attempt to put my boot on.
"Take me away from here, I can't stay here, not tonight. Just take me away from her before I do something stupid, ring Wes tell him that I need him." I say, sobbing against Lauren as she holds me against her, running her fingers through my hair as Demi walks into the room.
"Jennel just because I didn't answer doesn't mean you have to fucking pounce on Lauren."
I pull away from Lauren, turning to face Demi, with tears rolling down my face. She stares at me, tears running down her cheeks as she takes a step towards me and I back away from her.
"I-I'm not staying here tonight, I'll get my things tomorrow after school."
"D-Don't go Jennel, please don't go. I just…I didn't know what to say."
"Clearly, I guess I'll see you tomorrow then."
"W-where are you staying?" Demi asks, still attempting to walk towards me, but I keep backing away from her.
"Well right now I'm going back to the party to get either as high as fuck or even more fucked up than I already am!" I yell at Demi, turning around and then stumbling out of apartment, dragging Lauren with me. Demi chases out of the apartment, following me and Lauren down the corridor, I stop walking, turning around to face Demi.
"Stop following me Demi."
"Come back inside with me then."
"No, you don't want me, you made that pretty fucking clear! I opened up to you, I told you things that only Wes knows, I told you things I haven't even told Jess and you can't even give me an answer when I ask you to be my fucking girlfriend!" I scream at her, walking towards her and then shoving her slightly. She grabs my hands off her shoulders and holds them in between hers. I pull them away and then walk back towards Laure, grabbing her hand and then pulling her out of the apartment block with me.
"Jennel!"
"I love you Demi, just in case you forgot that small insignificant piece of information, I fucking love you, and I would've answered straight away!" I yell, letting the door close behind me as I drag Lauren down the side walk with me, stumbling back towards the party that we left Wes at. Well tonight is going to be a long and most probably painful night.
"Don't you think you should go back there and talk to her?"
"No, because she doesn't care, and I know we'll end up screaming at each other and after what I went through with that asshole I can't take anymore fucking screaming, I still get fucking flashbacks Lauren, he still has a hold over me."
"So you just want to go out and get in a worse state than you already are?"
"Yes, now fucking walk." I say, pushing Lauren down the sidewalk, she stops and faces me, glaring at me and then grabbing my wrists in her hands.
"No. We're going back to mine, you're eating something and then you're going to sleep. When you wake up in the morning you're going to school and you're fixing things with Demi." She says, cupping my face and making me look at her, I lean forward ad press my lips against hers. She kisses me back before pulling away from me and then calling a cab.
"I'll sleep here it's fine." I mumble, sitting down and then leaning against the wall behind me as Lauren ordered the cab. "Lauren sit with me." I demand, pulling her down so she's sitting next to me, I rest my head on her shoulder as the door to the apartment block opens and Marissa walks out.
"Jennel come back inside please." She says, crouching next to me and then attempting to pick me up. I push her away from me as Lauren ends the call and slides her phone back into her pocket.
"No, you two need to stop trying to control me, if Demi wanted me she's come out here and get me herself!" I yell, pushing myself up, stumbling slightly and then walking away from Lauren and Marissa.
"Jennel come back!" They both shout at the same time, I turn around, flip them off and then stumble back towards the party. Walking in a not so straight line as I make my way down the street, falling against buildings and then dragging myself across them. I hear Lauren and Marissa's screams for me to turn around but I don't they don't even bother chasing after me because they know that I'll just push them away from me.
When I get outside the house the party is still going on, the music is still blaring and there are hot girls walking around with cans of beer. I stagger up to the door, push it open and then fall into the house, getting caught by an extremely high black haired girl, who smiles at me before handing me a joint out of her bra. I take it off her and walk towards the sofa, sitting down and lighting the joint as I get a can of beer shoved in my hand.
"Let's get fucked up!" A girl screams, stumbling into the room, holding up a bag of coke and smirking at me and the blonde girl I'm slumped next to. I turn to glance at her and realise that it's CeCe, I'm sat next to CeCe and she's smirking at me, fuck.