Misaki POV

"Its over." I sighed

"Misaki, you're allowed to be happy that school is over but I think you're being a little dramatic." my friend Michiko said.

She and I lived in the same apartment complex. All of the few friends I had were girls.

"I'm not. That school is the only way hell can find me." I told her.

Michiko let out an exasperated sigh, tired of my constantly depressed mood. Michiko was a very happy person and it surprised me that she could manage to deal with my twisted personality. Given, she didn't know just how messed up I was, but I'd known her for three years and she had never stopped trying to fix me.

"Misaki!" Michiko practically screamed in my ear bringing me out of my daze.

"Hai?" I asked taking my hands away from my ears.

"Gezz, what's with you? Can't you stay focused for more than five seconds?" she asked annoyed.

"Eh, oh… sorry." I said.

"Aaaanyways, I was just saying that I have to stop by the bookstore today so you have to go the rest of the way by yourself." Michiko said.

I asked "Why do you need to go to the book store?"

"A new volume of Romance Belongs in the Student Council Office is coming out today and I have to have it! There's a rumor that its gonna be the last book she ever writes. I just love all of the cute smut in them. I don't know what I'd do if this really is the last…" she started chattering on about her favorite yaoi, and that was something I definitely didn't want to hear.

"Would you please shut up!" I yelled "What would ever make you think that I would want to hear about some gay guys in a book you read?"

Although most people would be, Michiko had known me way too long to be surprised about my reaction.

"Aww, why do you have to be such a homophobe, its boring." she complained.

"Because I am." I grumbled.

"Well that sucks. A lot of people even think you're gay." she said.

"Wh-What!?" I asked surprised.

"Well it does look that way kind of. I mean look at you, you're just so cute!" she squealed.

"There is no way in hell that I'm gay." I said bluntly.

"Well that's good," Michiko said smiling at me "but I'm still not sure if I believe you."

"Michiko!" I yelled.

She stuck her tongue out at me teasingly as she ran away.

After Michiko left I leaned against the building I was standing in front of. I didn't want to go home right now, maybe I'll just make up an excuse for Nii-chan and come home in a few hours.

"Takahashi!" my eyes snapped open at the familiar voice and fear coursed through me.

"Hi-Himura-senpai." I said my voice shaky.

As Himura and two of his friends walked over to me I found that I was frozen where I was. Unable to will myself to move I was forced to just stand there as the plague on my life drew ever closer.

"Taka-kun. You're looking as nice as ever." my second biggest tormentor Nakano Shouta said stroking my hair.

Then I remembered how to move and hit his hand away.

"D-Don't touch me, baka!" I spat.

"Aw, always so grumpy. What you don't like us anymore?" Himura teased.

"Gezz, what gave you that idea?" I asked sarcastically.

One of the older boys, whose name I didn't know, grabbed my wrist as I turned to leave. He pulled me back and pushed me into Himura who grabbed the hood of my jacket.

"Let go!" I said twisting around to try to yank the piece of fabric out of his hand.

Himura ignored me and dragged me into the closet alleyway he could find, followed by his friends.

Seeing that I was trapped I grew more nervous. Even though I knew I couldn't, some stupid instinct was telling me to escape. My pride was the only thing that made me listen to it. I was going to try to do something, if it helped or not. I ducked under Himura's arm which was blocking my way and started running toward the street. I doubled over as someone's fist hit my stomach. I was back to where I started and felt Himura's fist connect with my cheek.

"Why do you even try?" he asked me.

I shrugged "Maybe I'm just an idiot."

"Maybe." he said smirking.

Himura started unzipping my pants and Nakano held my arms back when I tried to push him away.

"Chill out," Himura said "you know its gonna happen no matter what you do."

I clenched my teeth as he put his hand under the hem of my shirt moving up to my nipple. After they had undone my jacket and shirt Nakano let go of my arms. I rubbed my arms up and down briefly before I was pushed down onto my knees.

"Ya having fun Taka-kun?" Nakano said lifting my face up and smiling at me.

My only response was yank my head away and try to push him away.

"Quit fucking around!" I yelled at them.

"Fine." Himura said sliding his hand under my underwear.