"Kens we need to talk" Deeks said slowly as she locked her eyes with his and smiling a little before she turned serious again

"I know" she said before she walked over to the kitchen table and Deeks sad on the other side and looked at her

"Was that not the whole idea with this date or whatever we call it?" Deeks said and Kensi was getting nervous and she didn't look at him but played with her fingers on the table.

"I guess" she just said and Deeks laid his hands on top of hers and made her look up at him, she turned her hands around and she let him hold her hands in his.

"Deeks this is not easy for me so you have to be patient with me" she said slowly while looking at him

"I have all the time in the world just take your time" he said and smiled slightly at her before he stroked the back of her hands with his fingers

"I really appreciate it Deeks" she said with a little smile

"Of cause Kens" he said smiling making her smile as well

She took a deep breath and looked at him again

"You have to promise me something more" she said and surprise came to his eyes

"Sure, anything" he said and she took another deep breath

"If we do this, I mean talk about our… Thing, we talk about it without wordplay or anything and just say what we mean, I have been thinking like crazy at the things we have been talking about and I just want to talk and get everything out, good and bad" She said and when she was finished a tear was rolling down her cheek and she was breathing heavily

"That's all I ever wanted Kens" he said before he stroked her fingers before he stood up and walked over to the chair beside her and sat down

"Come here" he said and she let him hold her and he was both surprised and happy that she was letting him see like this.

"We are going to figure this out Kens, I promise" he whispered into her hair before he kissed it gently

"I know" she said and he could feel she was crying softly but didn´t say anything and just held her while she calmed down and when she did she pulled away and whipped her eyes while looking away from him.

"Kensi you are my best friend and I care about you more than anything in this world, I know its hard for you but I need you to say what you want, I told you what I want and if you forgot I will tell you every time you want me to" he said and she was looking at him and her face went from soft to scared at his request hit her She needed to tell him the truth

"Deeks…" she said and looked away

"No Kensi please" he said, he was not letting her get away from him this time

"Okay" she said and looked into his eyes

"You are my best friend Deeks, you are the only one I trust fully and the only one I can tell my deepest feeling and have trust in you that you don´t judge me or make fun of me and most of all I can be my self and I can be vulnerable around you" she said and she realized she was crying again dahm him and making her cry all the time she thought.

"Kens…" he started but she stopped him

"No Deeks let me finish" she said and he stopped and waited and just looked at her

"What I want Deeks… Is you… more than a partner, I want us to be a thing and I want to try and see if this can work, but at the same time I think about what will happen if we didn´t work out and if I have to find a new partner and friend" she said and her voice broke a little and she bit her lip as she waited on him to answer or say something

Wow did I really just admit I wanted my partner to be more than just my partner and told him now there was no going back now.

"Kensi I want the same thing and I thing we can make it work look at how good we are together" he said and she smiled at him but he could see that she was not convinced

"But what if we don´t Deeks, what if I push you away like I do with everybody else what if…" she was stopped by Deeks finger on her lips and she looked at him

"What if we can make it work, what if this is the best thing that ever happened to us" he asked and she kissed his finger before he lowered his finger and smiled at her

"I can´t loose you Deeks, I don't think I could survive that" she said and looked down and Deeks took a deep breath, he knew it was going to be difficult but didn´t think she would be this stubborn

"Kensi I don´t want to loose you ether but we can´t live our life with what if´s and in our line of work we deserve all the happiness we can get and you are right we don´t know if we are here next week but all the more reason why we should do this" he said and she was looking at him with teary eyes but a smile on her lips

"Touché" she said and they laughed

"Are Kensi Marie Bad-Ass Blye really agreeing with me on something, I think I will right it in the calendar" he said and she laughed

"Shut up" she laughed and she looked at him

"Seriously though, you want to give us a try?" he said and she looked at him and her smile went stiff

"Yeah, I want to give us a try" she smiled at he leaned in and connected their lips and first it was slowly, soft and sweet both enjoying the amazing feeling and fireworks went across her eyes and she opened her mouth a little and licked his lower lip and asking for entrance and he gladly gave it to her and the first time their thongs touched she moaned and she put her fingers around his neck and he moaned before his hands found his hair, when air became an issue they parted but put their foreheads together and smiled at each other before they became serious again and he started to kiss her cheek and he put her hair behind her shoulder and trailed his fingers down her neck and she moaned softly before his mouth was down her neck and her fingers tighten around his neck.

"Marty" she sighed and he stopped

"I can´t believe how you can make my name sound like the most amazing sound in the world" he said into her neck and he kissed her one last time before looking into her eyes and she leaned in to kiss him again before she pulled away and looked at him

He smiled at her, that lovely smile that she loved

"What?" she said smiling as well

"I just can´t believe that we are finally giving us a try" he said

"Yeah I can´t believe it eater" she said giving him a smile that he had never seen before, her smile was full of love and care and even her eyes lit up.

"I love that smile" he said and she turned a little red and looked down

"What do you mean I smile like this every day" she said but knew that wasn't true

"You know that's not true, you forget that I can read you like an open book" he said and she looked at him and her smile stiffened

"I know but I can do the same to you" she said and smiled at him

"I know that´s what makes us a great team" he said before leaning in to kiss her again and the kiss went from soft to more heated in a short time but when his hands was on his hips and on there way to her soft skin the timer went off letting them know that their food was ready.

"Perfect timing" he said before he smiled at her and went up and into kitchen and she went after him into the kitchen and she stopped in the door way, he had the oven door open and he was turning the vegetables in the bowl with a spoon and her eyes felt on how his jeans were tightening around his firm ass and legs and her breath hitched and he looked at her with a smile on his face

"Enjoying the view princess?" he asked as he closed the oven before he went over to the refrigerator to get the chicken and she shook her head and smiled at him before she went over to him and stood in front of him

"You know I do" she whispered before she kissed him softly

"Now make me some food" she said before she jumped up on the counter and watched him cook their meal

"Anything for you Kens" he said and she felt her butterflies in her stomach double in size and she smiled at him.