Okay so to whoever 'Guest' is I know I made them sound huge, I was laughing while writing that but in all honesty Kagome has a big freaking rack for an asian chick, I just love pointing that out! hehehe I love you for understanding my humorous ways of rack expression some people are offended by me saying asians have small tits. I am not sorry I have been to asia, they are tiny (beautiful but tiny) so are their breasts! :P

DISCLAIMER: I do not own Inuyasha.

Inuyasha leaned back on his couch, he had just taken Kagome home and still had trouble believing that she was actually there, willingly. He didn't think he was breaking through her walls just yet but her being at his place showed her dislike for him disappearing. There was only one thing that surprised him more, she was playful. since the moment she gave him the package from Jakotsu, took off her pink platform mary jane's and waltzed around his apartment referring to it as 'cozy' he had been in a constant stream of surprise, she had willing stripped in his bathroom with him not twenty feet away and separated by nothing but a thin wooden door, then when finished with fixing her dress stain -blowdrying it and everything-, she offered to stick around and make some food, sinking down next to him on the couch and eating rather than at the barstools. She flicked through his channels and made small talk with him for an hour, even when in her more peaceful moods the girl wouldn't willingly start conversations. Sure she had asked him to put a shirt on which he spent ten minutes harassing her about for his own amusement, telling her that one of them had to be topless and if she really wanted it to be then it could be her, before he finally relented. but even when asking him to put clothes on she was playful, shy and blushing, but playfully sticking out her tongue and crinkling her nose in mock disgust. It was a much different reaction from what women usually did when he was shirtless and much more entertaining. He grinned remembering feeling her eyes on his back as he walked back to his room to grab a shirt, It was when he realized that she was analyzing his ink that surprised him almost as much as her new found playfulness. He doubted little priestess girls were supposed to admire tattoos on shirtless men, It made him and his demon happy that he had caught on to one of her little private sins as tiny as it was. Her watchful eyes on his tattoo proved that she was no newbie to the site of inked skin, he assumed if he were to look in her internet history he would find many images of tattoo's. She was a mystery indeed...although what right did he have to call anyone else a mystery when he in fact was the same. It was strange to know that while Kagome and he were complete opposites they both had a common air of mystery.

The not so distant memories of the lolita in his apartment were good, the ones of his returning to the bar. Not. So. Much. For a starters the local sluts had all bothered him about how he knew 'the lolita', as everyone had seemed to deem her although knowing her name - Somehow he thought the women called Kagome much more when he wasn't there. -, and why he talked to her. a few went as far to ask what Kagome was to him and one asked if he thought she looked good dressed like that too. Naturally the others started in on that same question. Apparently this whole thing had turned into him having a taste for lolita's. his answers mainly consisted of he knew her from a friend, he talked to her because he felt like it, she was a girl to him, and no sluts in frilly dresses was gross. he left it at that, deciding to let them come to their own conclusions. The men on the other hand had apparently already made theirs and all wanted to know what sex with a lolita was like, If she left her buns or pigtails in, if her lingerie was childish as well, is she could service like a women even with the appearance of something so innocent. a few men asked is she was open to having 'play time' with one of them. Inuyasha scowled at that, he didn't like his women easy and he most defiantly did not share if it was more than a one night stand. and seeing as he was planning on keeping Kagome for a while once he got her, the question had pissed them off. So he had threatened to decapitate anyone who touched her and stormed back to his apartment. letting them think what they wished as well. Now that he thought about it, that was probably a bad idea, something told him that one of his enemies thinking Kagome meant more to him than she did and trying to kill her was probably not the best way to get her into bed.

He growled at the wall, another thing that irked him was Jakotsu using Kagome as a delivery girl for the weaponry in the bag, who the fuck sends a random girl to diver C4 anyways? If someone had spotted Kagome with that she would be dead meat, literally. It was almost as if Jakotsu was trying to expose him and his career choice, how could he have known Kagome wouldn't have looked in the bag? Inuyasha's eyes widened, "that fucking little weasel!"

He grabbed his phone and dialed the number for the toy store, Jakotsu picked up on the second ring, "heelllloooo? D-"

"You. fucking. asshole!"

"Oh! Inuyasha! I'm assuming this means that you got your delivery?"

He growled into the phone, "You tried to fucking tell her!"

"I did not once mention your job, love."

"yes because giving her a bag full of explosives wasn't at all an attempt to expose me."

Jakotsu gave him a dramatic sigh, "ah yes. well I couldn't very well tell your lover; 'hey by the way honey your arm candy hanyo is a serial killer slash hit man' that is no way to make new friends Inuyasha darling."

Inuyasha wanted to put his fist through a a wall, sometimes he seriously hated Jakotsu, "okay one, she is not my lover, two I am not a serial killer, and three since when do you befriend women?"

Jakotsu ignored the first part, "Im pretty sure past three make's you a serial killer...and honey you passed three a while back. and as for befriending the girl, shes not annoying and giggly like most and she's no threat to my many conquests for cute guys, most men don't quite get the appeal of lolita."

"Most men also don't get the appeal of other men."

"sure they do."

Inuyasha snorted, "fine, but not the ones you go after. And if it makes you feel better I wan't to fuck Kagome's lolita brains out. would you like some details as to how"

Jakotsu was silent for a moment on the other line, "well. You just want to make me hate her so I don't tell her. and even if you gave me details I would just filter her out of my mind and replace her with myself."

Inuyasha sneered at the wall, "thats disgusting."

the other male sighed, "and that is why I have given up on you, until you have had your fill of Kagome at least. your much too single minded and focused on her lady parts to change teams right now."

"Ill always be too focused on lady parts to change teams Jakotsu."

"thats what they all think."

"no, thats what I know."

Another dramatic sigh, "finne! bye honey."

"tell her and ill rip out your tongue and cut off your hands."

"I love it when you talk dirty t-"

Inuyasha hung up and walked off to his room, flopping onto his bed, tiered beyond belief but unable to sleep.

the next day.

Kagome twiddled her thumbs in the sand, waiting for hojo to come back. Today they had gone to the beach, she had gone out and got a swimsuit just for it, it was a cute white and pink floral prink with a ruffled miniskirt for the bottom and several little pick bows dotting it. She watched as other couples walked around holding hands, splashing in the water, or sharing little kisses. She couldn't figure out for the life of her why she was still unkissed, it didn't even feel like she was dating hojo. It felt more like he was her friend, her good friend. when he returned and handed her a smoothie before sitting on the towel beside her she took a deep breath, "Hojo?"

"yes Higur- I mean Kagome."

She pouted slightly, even after two weeks he still had trouble calling her by her first name, "well I was wondering..."

Hojo frowned, "is everything okay? You look a little sick?"

"huh? oh yes..I was just wondering.." She had no idea how to put this so she took another deep breath before blurting it out, "do you find me attractive?"

Hojo looked taken aback by the question before blushing, "w-well of course I-I do your my girlfriend Kagome."

She bit the inside of her cheek, she wasn't a fan of how easily embarrassed Hojo was either nor did she enjoy the stuttering. It just seemed so...unmanly of him, "well then why has it been a little over two weeks and well.."

"well what?"

Kagome sighed frustrated at how dense he was, she couldn't believe she even had to ask this, "If your attracted to me why haven't you kissed me yet?"

Hojo frowned, "well Kagome as you said its only been two weeks, that seems a tad rushed."

Kagome looked at him blankly, rushed. he thought it was rushed. what era was he living in? She nodded, "I see.."

"do you not agree?"

She didn't know what to say. did she agree? absolutely not. Did she want to kiss Hojo? she had no idea anymore, but still it was worth a try, "Well its just that its a modern world..."

He smiled at her, "I was worried I would scare you off if I tried."

She resisted the urge to roll her eyes, If I can handle Inuyasha's constant forward flirting I can handle a kiss from my boyfriend. Instead she smiled, "I won't be scared."

With that Hojo leaned in and brushed his lips lightly against Kagome's, she waited for him to add more pressure to her lips, to deepen the kiss, or the tingling fireworks Sango had described but got none, instead it was...relatively bland and he didn't move to deepen the kiss. She could barely even call her first kiss a kiss.

She looked up to see Hojo smiling, clearly he had gotten what he had wanted out of it, so why hadn't she?

Later that night

Inuyasha sat smoking in the sacred tree watching Kagome lock up the shrine, she seemed distracted to him so he decided to speak, "trouble my little shrine maiden?"

She jumped slightly before looking up, "Nothing other than you Inuyasha."

He could tell by her tone that her heat wasn't in her little retort, "hmmm? you sure?"

She looked hesitantly up at his golden eyes, glowing in the night, "what does it feel like to be kissed?"

He narrowed his eyes at the girl, "why so curious?"

She shrugged, "just wondering."

He leaned back and took a drag of his cigarette, "a good kiss is passionate and builds like a fire, either slowly or like an inferno, fast. It supposed to be better with someone you have strong feelings for, or so I have heard. Is that what you were wondering my little shrine maiden?"

She blinked up at him, "You have never in all your years kissed a girl you liked or loved?"

He frowned at her, "how old do you think I am."

He could see her flush even in the fading light, "uh well..your a hanyo so I figured..."

"Kagome, I'm only 22."

She blinked rapidly at him, "wha?"

"I was born five years before you to my human mother and demon father."

She furrowed her brows, "uh...wow your really not old."

"make you want to jump my bones yet?"

She rolled her eyes, "no."

"So why were you asking about kissing?"

She practically flinched, she had hoped he would let it go, "well...Hojo kissed me today and it was...it was uh.."

"Bland? boring? disgusting? sloppy?"

"well it was barely a kiss...so maybe it was just a fluke..."

he hopped down from his branch. "how did he kiss you?"

She shrugged, "it was barely a brush of the lips."

He tucked a hand under her chin, and brushed her lips with the pad of a clawed finger, "If I was him I would never stop at a brush of these plump lips of yours."

She flushed then, "well your not Hojo."

"hmmm. You know my little miko, sex won't feel good if he cant make you wet, and I doubt lubricants the same."

She flushed harder, "t-that's!"

"lewed? ridiculous? Oh no my little shrine maiden, thats reality. Sango won't say it but I will. Your not attracted to the little bitch and your setting yourself up for a pleasureless and unhappy marriage. your going to end up in your late thirties with three kids and no passion, your sex life long dead, and a hole in your heart at the realization you never loved the man you married. You wont get a divorce because you'll love your kids too much and the shrine, and you won't have an affair because of your morals, wedding vow's, and your precious fucking shrine. Your going to be cold and lonely at night for the rest of your life." Kagome felt tears prick her eyes, Inuyasha was looking sown at her in all seriousness, his tone deathly cold. She felt more than heard the slight whimper escape her throat, but Inuyasha must of heard it because one of his pierced doggie ears twitched and his hardened eyes soften slightly, "Kagome..."

She wiped the tears that had begun dripping down her cheeks with the back of her hands before turning away from him, "Leave me alone!"

She felt him grab her arm lightly to turn her around but pulled away and ran into her house before she broke out into sobs. She hated that he said that to her, she hated his cold tone and eyes that seemed to care even less than usual, and she hated that with each word his spoke was like a knife through her screaming out the painful truth she had been trying to deny. She was betrothed to someone she had no interest in being with and she wouldn't break it off for the shrines sake. she sat against her front door willing her body to stop shaking and her tears to stop flowing, thankful her family had gone out. she had no idea how she would explain this one.

half an hour later

"YOU FUCKING ASSHOLE!"

well I guess that tells me who the hell Sango was on the phone with. Inuyasha dogged a beer bottle that had come flying his way, "what?"

"YOU KNOW WHAT! HOW THE FUCK COULD YOU SAY THAT TO HER?! HOW THE FUCK COULD YOU LEAVE HER ALL ALONE AND CRYING LIKE THAT!?" Sango stormed up to him, livid.

Inuyasha frowned, he hadn't known she was all alone when he had left the shrine. Still he shrugged, "all I did was tell her the truth besides the girl told me to go away."

before Sango could screech at him some more Miroku piped up with raised brows, "what did Inuyasha say?"

Sango practically growled, "from what I got between sobs, he told Kagome she would be in a loveless marriage and live and unhappy life and pretty much die alone."

Miroku, ever the peace maker sighed, not knowing what to do. On this one he agreed with Sango, Inuyasha had crossed the line, He turned to his longtime friend, "Why would you say something like that Inuyasha? she's so young and so Innocent, you know that, you thrive on it in a way even I find a little creepy."

Inuyasha shrugged, "The girl was unhappy with her first kiss, she clearly wasn't attracted to the boy. Someone had to tell her."

Sango spun on him, "JUST BECAUSE YOU GOT JEALOUS DOES NOT MAKE IT OKAY TO TURN INTO A DRAMATIC ICE QUEEN AND MAKE HER CRY WITH YOUR SPITEFUL FUCKING WORDS! HER DECISIONS IN HER LOVE LIFE ARE NONE OF YOUR BUSINESS!"

Inuyasha gave her an even look, "considering that I want into her bed...I think it is."

Miroku interrupted again with his own even stare, "Inuyasha, even if it was the truth, I firmly believe that that girl is much better off in a loveless marriage than falling into bed with you. You are poison to her and had no right to interfere. You should never have even thought to sleep with her, I was fine when it was the harmless flirting and teasing her but now your interfering in her life and I can't just stand by calmly and pretend its okay. Its not right and I honestly don't think you should be near her anymore much less talk to he- Inuyasha where are you going?"

Inuyasha looked back as he walked out the door, "out." He didn't want to here his both his friends bullshit and he defiantly was not going to listen to their demands to keep away from the miko. Which was probably why he had gotten on a motor cycle and drove back to the shrine, Not bothering to knock he swung open the front door and stormed into where Kagome's sent was strongest, The kitchen. He hauled her over his shoulder and walked up stairs ignoring her yells of protests and punches to his back, he slammed her bedroom door shut and tossed her onto her bed just before she used her miko powers on him, "you and me are going to have a little chat."

Kagome looked up at him, tears threatening to spill again, "I-I'm sorry I c-called Sango b-b-but I d-don't have any other g-girl friends." She took in a gasping breath, "o-or friends period."

Inuyasha sighed as he looked down at the shaking girl, she was trying to hold back tears. He sank down on the bed next to her, trying to move as little as possible and keep her calm, "Kagome..."

She shook her head at him.

He let a low growl slip past his teeth, "Look at me my little shrine maiden."

She heisted slightly before looking at him, "w-what?"

He brushed a stray tear from her cheek, "I didn't mean to make you cry."

"b-but you were so cold, so mean,"

Another sigh, "sometimes I forget how fragile you really are." he smirked slightly, "then again everyone is more fragile than me."

Kagome gave a watery laugh, "so you didn't mean..."

"no. I meant it, but I could have gone about it in a better way."

She was silent for a moment, "...you were right."

"hmm?"

"I'm not attracted to him, I want to be, I tried to be...but I'm not."

"You can't control attraction Kagome, its chaos an uncontrollable force. gods women haven't you ever seen Romeo and Juliet? rules, rivalries, and approval couldn't stop them."

Kagome looked him straight in the eye, "and they died for it."

"no, they died because they were afraid and snuck around in shadows, too weak to live and remember the good times rather than dying. They died because they chose to, no one forced them, they could have gone against the rules and ignored what others saw and they could have loved one another openly, but instead they tried to scheme, horribly might I add. then they were too afraid to face the world without the other and foolishly took their own lives, not waiting to see what could happen. If they had just waited and been willing to remember the good times, they would have been rewarded, they would have been together."

Kagome looked over the silver haired man, unsure of what he was trying to say, "I-Inuyasha?"

He slid his golden eyes to her, "take a chance every now and then my little miko. I thing bad would look sexy on you."

She felt like crying all over again, "I don't know how."

He grinned devilishly before pulling her closer by one of her pigtails, "start with this and see where it goes." He closed the distance between them and sealed his lips over hers.

Kagome froze for a second, his kiss was nothing like Hojo's, it was demanding, insistent, and...and it made her lips tingle. so after her brief pause she slowly kissed him back, It was wrong, he was five years older than her, a fiend, crazy, and he was a demon. But his kiss was absolutely hypnotizing to her, so when he slid a hand to the back of her neck and around to cup her cheek, she ran her own through his spiky mass of hair, enjoying the silky feeling on her fingertips. her hesitant unsure movements only seemed to spur his own insistent ones on and when he pulled away in what seemed like both forever and all too soon, she was breathing heavily. She blinked rapidly as if coming out of a trance, "..that should...that should not have happened."

He smirked down at her flushed face, "but it did."

"...I-I can't your..."

"I'm Inuyasha and your Kagome."

"but..."

"your ass is fantastic in those shorts."

Her flushed deepened, "were just friends..."

"I dont think 'friends' have made out like that since the 60's and 70's in America."

Kagome didn't know what to say, she couldn't deny that she enjoyed kissing Inuyasha but she also knew what she would want and what he wanted were two different things, Inuyasha didn't date, and she didn't jump into bed with random men, friends or not. And Hojo was still her boyfriend, "...oh my gods...I just cheated on my boyfriend!"

Inuyasha rolled his eyes, "He's more like the friend if you ask me. I'm the one staying up with you when you do late night shrine work, driving you home, making you blush, letting you into my home and having dinner with you."

"that was once."

Inuyasha sighed, "It could be any time you want."

She blinked at him, not understanding, "wha?"

"and I'm sure you liked my kiss more."

She blushed again in response, "I don't get what your saying."

He smirked at her, "Well..I do believe I am asking you to switch mine an the little bitch's roles."

"...you don't date Inuyasha."

He nodded, "yes well I hate being told what to do and I do enjoy your company. Your not an annoying woman, I figured why not try something new."

"...you want to date...me?"

"don't sound so surprised. you are easily the best chase yet."

She frowned, "you don't like it when the women show interest, you lose interest then."

"ah. true, what a smart cookie you are. But your much too interesting to lose interest in my lithe shrine maiden."

She looked up into his ever taunting eyes, she couldn't believe she was even considering this, "...I'm not ready for...uhm."

"hmmm sex? Ah yes well, lucky for you I don't believe in forcing and a little suspense makes victory all the sweeter."

She flushed, "give me some time to uh decide?"

"No."

"I still have a boyfriend!"

He cocked his head to the side and offered her a devilish grin, "I can fix that."

She furrowed her brows, "wha?"

He seemed to sober instantly, "hmmm nothing my little miko, just break up with him. No biggie."

"you do realize your asking me to break off an engagement I have been in since I was ten?"

He gave her a strange look, "you were engaged before I was out of high school? weird. but yeah I know what I'm requesting."

"All just to see what its like for me to take a chance?"

"That and because it's better for you, your much to interesting for a boring love life." He leaned in, his lips brushing against her ear as he spoke, "besides I think we can both agree that this will be very interesting."

Her voice was barely above a whisper, "you sound like your so sure I'll say yes."

"I am."

"this is so out of the blue."

"every good romance needs spontaneous moments."

"I'm not sure i'll say yes."

His lips moved slowly down her jaw to her own soft pink ones, "I wont let you say no."

She shivered against his quick decisive kiss, "okay..."

He pulled back and grinned, "good girl."

"But! I uh need a day or so to tell Hojo."

Inuyasha snorted, "tell him tomorrow rip it off like a bandaid."

Before she could protest, he was gone."

haha I know they moved faster than expected but trust me its well worth it ;P