Tobias POV

I woke up gently to Tris's soft breathing next to me, her lips were slightly parted and with every breath she took I could feel my heart squeeze almost violently.

Last night comes down on me with so many...memories.

I allow my fingertips to graze her soft skin, her breathing hitches and I almost jump. Then she starts lightly snoring again.

I will never have sex again. Ever, not with anyone, not compared to last night, last night ruined sex for me completely. The term Sex now sounded childish, perverted. I made love for the first time and I wanted to do it again, and again and again. I felt like a nymphomaniac.

I remember her words from last night and I frown, she- like I did, spilled most of our deepest darkest secrets. I felt closer to her than ever. Even asleep I wanted to see her eyes, her smile, her laugh.

I wanted to hear her voice.

Last night's discussion caused a frown to weigh farther on my face, I had a very dysfunctional family, My mother was a coward, my father was abusive and my grounding time was being left raw and bloody on the floor of the closet.

And for that I became a cruel man. I would convince a girl to take me home, have my way with her and be gone before she awakens. I would channel my anger for the pain my father caused my sister and I growing up into hurting other people.

But Tris had a childhood where the surface seemed perfectly fine, no one bothered to look twice, her parents were always gone and kept food from her, then when her goddamn brother was around he would mentally abuse her. She had a childhood of abandonment, just as I did. But she had no scars to show how she escaped.

And she became an amazing woman, she taught with a passion, she got herself a job at a high end restaurant, she was nice and kind and selfless, brave, not always honest but she was smart. She was everything...

A Divergent Agent needed to be.

I scolded the thought and saw her eyelids flutter open. I brush my hands over her cheekbone and she smiles, rubbing her face against my flat palm. I sighed and she rolled closer to my chest.

I realized then, that I hust took away her innocence far before I asked her properly to be mine. The thought formed a lump in my throat and I forced my eyes away from her. She grasped out for my shirt and let out a small sob.

"Please" She mumbled within a sob, I've never seen her cry before, She holds my shirt tighter and I sit up on my elbow. "Please- Im hungry" She buries her angelic face in the covers.

"Its not my fault there always gone" She cries out I feel my face pale. She's having a nightmare. I turn her over and hold her to my chest.

"Tris" I murmur, she thrashes around and I hold her tighter.

"Wake up baby its just a dream" Its like a second nature now to just want to comfort her immediately. She reaches out in her sleep and grips my bare ski. Her small hands left red marks on my tanned chest but I hardly noticed stari g at her with an intensity Beyond what I've ever felt before.

"Please Caleb Im Hungry!" Her voice is vulnerable and it kills me to hear it. I hate it. I roll ontop of her and kiss her softly.

She moans loudly and I feel tension I. My stomach she wakes up but I realize with horror I just entered her without her permission.

"Good Morni g" Im inside of her as she moans rocking forward to meet my hips. I want t to be disgusted with myself but I camt help but follow her lead as we make love once more. We become one. One soul. One heart. I love this girl suddenly with so much fervor it frightens me immensely. She bites my ljp and I become more brazen as I move my hands over her Vulnerability in her clothless form. Shes beautiful Not fake like the other girls I have been with.

"Trust me" I whisper rocking inside of her and out.

"With my soul"

I smile at her words as I flip her over to lie flat on her tone but not muscular stomach and soft breasts and enter her from behind. Her breath hitches and I pull out scared Im hurting her.

"? Come back please" She wraps her legs around the back of my knees to bring me in as I take her once more. The bed rocked as I found the urge to flip her over again. The headrest of the bed hits the wall as I thrust I want her to love me as I kss her around her heart shaped face.

"This feel good?" She closes her hands around the sheet tightly in response and I guide her hands to my body were they roam free. The headrest hits the wall harder and she moans loudly.

"Open your eyes" She does and it pushes me over.

I fall asleep still inside of her. Even in the morning shes beautiful and demanding. She didnt want me to pull out. I never wanted to.

I thought she was something like a freinds kid sister. Which she was to Zeke. Somone I needed to protect. Like an angel I needed to captivate. I know how wrong I was. Shes my little angelic vixen. She can handle the bed better than anyone Ive been with. I dont know if Ive ever gone that fast or made so many marks on a girl before. But She was marked by me. All over.

I fall asleep smiling.

so hEllo there sorry I took so long and This is just a filler... forgive me!