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Saya POV
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It has been a few weeks since the incident with the shooting. I haven't really left Haji's side because I am really paranoid now, but I have calmed down a ton. I have been having really vivid nightmares about it too. Having Solomon in my house all the time doesn't help either. I know that he is trying to make me feel better when he says that it could have been worse,but that just makes me even more paranoid in thinking that it WILL get worse.
"Saya." Haji called my name, probably to grab my attention. We were in third period, and eating lunch. I had sushi and octopus with regular rice and soy sauce, but Haji only had bread. I had picked up the same piece of octopus a few times in a row already, but each time, I lost myself in thought and dropped it back into the bento.
"Saya." Haji said, and this time, I looked up. "I'm fine. I promise." I was ready to cry. I'm sure my face looked like it too. Maybe that is why he knew to say that.
"Saya?" Haji stood up now. "Saya, don't cry..." I didn't even realize that I was crying. I couldn't even feel my tears. I could see them as the fell and landed on my hand, but I couldn't feel them. Had I really cried so much that I couldn't feel my tears? That I had become numb to them? Haji walked around his desk, to my desk and crouched down at my side. "Saya. Don't cry for me. Please. I am not worthy of your tears..." Then, Haji did the unthinkable.
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Haji POV
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I was sitting crouched next to Saya for a minute, maybe two now. Then, I decided to be bold. I wrapped my arm around her waist, and stood her up. Then, she started sobbing, and collided into me. I thought of it as a hug, sort of. I had one arm around her waist and the other arm resting on her shoulder whilst my hand was entangled in her hair. We stood like that for a few minutes. Then, I untangled my hand from her hair and put it under her chin, forcing her to look up at me. "I'm not going to leave you. I will never, ever leave your side. Okay?" Saya nodded. I put my forehead against hers and then whispered, "I love you, Saya."
She untangled herself from me and then sat back down at her desk. "I love you." she said. I smiled, and then went back and sat at my desk.
"Excuse me, class?" said Mr. Arlert, our third period teacher. "I would like to introduce two new students: Diva Goldschmidt," A woman with piercing blue eyes bowed and said,
"It is a pleasure to meet you all! I hope that we can all become great friends!"
"And then Maruwa Kawatani."
A small girl with large, green eyes then bowed at the class. "Hello. My name is Maruwa, however, if you please, you may call me Maru-chan." She seemed graceful.
"You all my go back to what you were doing." Said the teacher nervously as he sat back down at his desk, his large eyes scared, and his shoulder-length hair cascading as he held his head low. Diva walked down the row that Saya and I were sitting. Since Saya's back was to the front of the room, she didn't see Diva at first. Diva walked past us then looked back at Saya with a glare. Saya's eyes widened and...
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Saya POV
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I knew that I couldn't scream, because if I did, I might be sent back to the hospital. So, I stood up and walked to the front of the room as fast as I could. Then, I asked for a bathroom pass. Mr. Arlert happily complied and smiled at me. Haji did the same, but didn't receive a smile from Mr. Arlert.
"Saya!" Haji said. "Saya, what is wrong!?" Haji grabbed my shoulder and spun me around. "Do you know her?" he said, quietly.
Tears were, once again, running down my face. I could feel these; they weren't tears of sadness or anguish. They were tears of fear.
"Those are the eyes that belonged to that person..." I couldn't take it. "Haji, I..."
"I know." No he didn't know, but hearing it from him made me feel better anyway. He didn't know how scared I was because he didn't know that Diva was aiming for me.
"No! Haji, you don't get it! You don't understand; that woman wasn't aiming for you! She was aiming for me." Haji's realization hit him harder than it did me. He had then taken me into his arms and then squeezed me as hard as he could. He understood now. He got why I was so scared for the both of us and why I couldn't handle that woman being in our class. Where did she even come from? Why does she hate me?
"Haji, I'm sorry. I didn't mean for that to come out like th-" My sentence was ended abruptly because Haji's kiss stopped me. It took me a minute to understand what he had done, and by the time that he pulled back, I got it. "H-haji... why?"
"Why what?"
"Why do you love me?"
"I can't really explain that. I have just felt this way for longer than you can imagine. I have known you longer than you think... Just about as long as you have known Solomon. He met you after I did."
"What?" I didn't understand. He's known me for that long?
"My mother passed away about a year after yours did. During that year afterwards, she was pretty much another mother to you but not your sister. I have long since forgotten her name, and what she looks like, but I do remember her presence. I remember her taking all of your toys and then destroying them. After that, I would take what little money I had and go buy you a new toy to make up for the ones she had destroyed. All through out that time, I was there and I really tried not to make my presence known. I knew my mother was going to go soon. Her fatigue after the day showed it. I tried to make sure that I didn't become your friend so that you wouldn't miss me. After my mother passed, I was taken to the orphanage by your dad because he couldn't pay for me to live with your family.
"I really didn't want to leave you. By that time, I was already 11, and I loved you so much. You rarely noticed me, and when you did, you were cruel. You pretty much hogged my mother as your own and any time she said something that reminded you of your own mother, you wept. I wanted to hug you and tell you that all would be fine. I knew that I couldn't though. Saya, I can't explain why but I can tell you this: I have loved you for as long as I can remember. We need to go now, or else the teacher might think that we are doing something that we should not. I will go first, you come when I get into the classroom."
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Diva POV
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No, no, no, no, no, NO!
This wasn't supposed to be how it goes! Haji was supposed to be mine! Not Hers! It wasn't supposed to work like that, he said that he loved me back then! Only Me! That stupid, conceited-
"Excuse me, Miss Diva?" said the other new transfer, Maru. She wasn't new to me though. She's been my best friend for almost 10 years now.
"Yes?" I said, while plastering a fake smile on my face. I had become good at that after some time. "Did you need something, Maru?"
"Uhm, I was just wondering if you had a crush on that tall guy? I mean, after that transfer from our previous school, you couldn't stop talking about him, and here is your oh so dear sister taking him away from you? I don't know if you are like that, are you sick?" Maru felt my fore-head. "Nope, you're not sick..." She said, with a smirk on her face.
"Don't worry... He'll be mine soon enough... Just you wait."
A/N: Cliffy!
Diva: Don't you DARE make me some malicious benotch in you story :|
Me: Too late... not like you weren't in the anime :P
Haji: Mackie, I think it is time to sign out soyou can start working on the next chapter...
Diva: OH! IT'S HAJI! OMFG *strokes his face* how nice OuO
Me: Uhhhmmm...
Okayy...
Armin: Has anyone noticed that I was in the story yet?
Germany: or me too?
Fem!Italy: Veh~, what about me?
Me: Oh yea, guys, the teachers on here are from different anime... Mr. Arlert is Armin from SNK, Ms. R is actually Fem!Italy, who is married to Mr. R, A.K.A. Germany from Hetalia...
So yeah.
Mackie, out!
Ciao!~~~~~~~~SpainDeBoss