Life hurt trust.


Attention: Before I start the story I wanted to say a few things. Usually I hate fights but I personally believe this isn't right. This isn't for everyone, I've just been getting rude messeges/reviews.

First of all -Capitalization, I don't intend to do that. My Computer is German so it'll automaticlly Capitalize or correct things without me knowing.

Second - to you, my writing may be "wrong" but i can have my own style, Can't I? O.O Is it wrong for me to want to write what I want to write?

Third - many of you don't know anything about me, so why pretend like you do? Fact is: I'm an Child Abuse victim, which is why it takes me longer to update. Fact is: I get abused almost everyday, which is why I like to apply it to my characters. This is who i am.

Now, many of you are wonderful, wonderful readers and I'm thankful for that. So THANK YOU :]

And... APRIL is CHILD ABUSE AWARNESS MONTH. I'm letting my Voice be heard, which is also why, I wanted to write this.

Thanks again for all my supporter's. Happy C.A.A.M. [ Go blue for those with no voice].

P.S - If you have an idea for my story, and you want me to apply it. Let me know and i'll consider. But if someone feels like critisizing me, I beg for you to please not do that.

Simple words can trigger me and I already get triggered enough. Please understand. [A trigger is something that sets off a memory tape or flashback transporting the person back to the event of her/his original trauma.]


Chapter 3

"Please, hear him out." I stared at the person and sighed.

"Ruka..." Hs shifted, clearly uncomfortably, and looked straight at me.

"Please. J-Just hear his side..." I nodded my head. I couldn't ever say 'no' to Ruka-Pyun.

"Okay. Tell him to call me. I'll hear him out." I smiled as he smiled at me. I watched him leave the drive way and closed the Door.

After about five minutes my phone rang. I hurried to answer.

" Hello? " I said, as I answered.

"Mikan... I.. look, t-there's something...something I wanted to tell you... Its about that Night." I gulped as I listened. At this point I just wanted to turn around and run.

"Mamma?" I turned around to my confused Daughter.

"Natsume... would you like to talk to your Daughter?" I could hear his breath catching.

"I..Are you sure?" I smiled at him nervous voice.

"Yes. I'm sure." I turned the phone towards yuzu and put it on speacker.

"Say "Hello" Yuzu." I smiled at her. Her little hands pulled the phone close.

"Hwllo?"

"H-Hey there.. How do you do?"

Yuzuyu titled her little head to the side as she looked at me. I nodded my head letting her know that it was okay.

"Well. How you?"

"I, I'm Fine."

"Don't sound fine" Yuzuyu frowned at the phone and I heard Natsume chuckle.

"I guess, guess that I'm just nervous. 'Cause... you see, I messed up real bad with your mother."

"Weal bad?" I was tearing up now.

"Yeah. Ha... So, You're name's Yuzu?" Yuzuyu shook her head.

"Yuzu, he can't see you"

"No. It Yuzuyu. Yuzu my nick-name"

"Oh.. I, Ahm"

I pulled Yuzu close and looked at her.

"Yuzuyu, this man, he's your daddy."

Yuzuyu turned to look at me. "Daddy?" I nodded. "Yes." And she turned back to the phone, smiling happily.

"Hwllo Daddy."

"Hello, Yuzuyu."

"Daddy, why not here?"

"Because...Daddy messed up. He now has to make it up to Mommy." I stared at the Phone with wide eyes.

"Tell your Mother that I won't give up on her." Yuzuyu nodded her head again.

"Otay. Bwy-Bwy."

"Bye."


Preview: Natsume has made a plan on how to win Mikan's heart back. Mikan's confused about his actions.

-A.O.D