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Summary: 15 year old Izzy Swan meets an older man at an R&B concert in Atlanta one weekend that she is supposed to be grounded and they spend the entire weekend together. They sneak around for the next 6 months before she finds out she is pregnant. She refused to tell her parents who the father was and they kept secretly seeing each other. At 17, she was sent to live with her father in Forks since Renee couldn't handle her anymore. Will they ever find out who she has been seeing since she was underage? What will happen to him? What will the pack say? Song by Xscape

Twilight AU; pairing Bella/ Josh U. Rated M

Warnings: violence, lemons, language, non-sexual spankings, underage drinking, smoking and sex. Dominant/Possessive Josh WARNING: JOSH WILL BE AN ASSHOLE IN THIS FIC! VERY DOMINANT, POSSESSIVE AND ABUSIVE!

A/N: Wolfs can discipline their imprints, meaning domestic discipline/Spankings.

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My Little Secret

Chapter 3 Izzy POV

Once we get back to the room, Josh tells me that he is one of the "Protectors" of La Push and that he turns into a giant wolf to protect his people from the "cold ones".

I obviously do not believe his ass, but he proves me wrong when he strips and changes right there in the living room of the hotel room.

He is massive, the size of a fully grown horse or larger and the color of midnight with light grey spots on his paws and ears.

I know that my mouth is hanging wide open at the sight of him in his wolf form.

I also know that I should be afraid of him, but I am not.

Even with how big he is, and he is very big, he is still beautiful.

I slowly approach him, not wanting to startle him, and I semi-bravely reach out and stroke his muzzle. I can hear what sounds like purring coming from him and I can't help but to look at him in awe and love.

Yes, love.

I know that it is very soon and he is old enough to have a son that is two years older than me, but I can't help my feelings.

I feel this pull to him and have felt it since meeting his eyes at the concert.

I am startled out of my thoughts when he nudges my stomach with his massive head.

I look down at him, not realizing that he had lain down on his stomach at some point, and see what he wants.

He gently pushes me again, and I guess he wants me to move back, so I walk back to the couch and sit down to wait on whatever he is about to do.

I feel a slight shimmer in the air and the next thing that I see is Josh, butt naked, standing where the wolf just was.

"That will take some getting used to."

I mutter and then look down at his massive erection, that don't even look fully erect, and gulp.

"That too."

I whisper under my breath, but apparently he heard me any way cause I heard him chuckle.

"Oh, believe me, Izzy, you will defiantly get used to my dick. With as much as I will be fuckin' you, oh you better get used to it or you gonna be in a world of hurt. That includes following my rules as well. Because you see, we wolves do something called 'imprinting'. It is when we look our soul mate in the eye for the first time after we phase and gravity shifts. We would be anything for her. A friend, brother, or lover. When I looked into your eyes at the concert, I imprinted on you, Izzy."

He said as he sat next to me, still naked.

"So let me get this straight,"

I said as I tried to come to grips with this fuckton of shit that I just learned.

"You are a wolf protector that protects humans against the "cold ones" or vampires. Your wolf saw me and decided that I was his mate and we just ride off into the sunset, happily ever after?"

I asked.

"Basically, yeah."

He said calmly.

"Are you fucking crazy?"

I asked seriously.

But before I could get anything else out, he had me over his knee, laying hard ass licks on my ass.

"OWW! SHIT! WHAT THE FUCK, MAN?!"

I yell/sobbed out as I squirmed in his hold.

I hate getting ass whopping!

"What did I tell you about cursing outside of the bedroom?"

He asked over my squirming and sobbing body.

Shit, me and my mouth!

"Okay! I am sorry! Sorry!"

I sobbed out when he landed a particularly hard blow to my ass.

He stopped and pulled me into a seated position on his lap as I calmed down.

"Next time and any other times after this, I will strip you and use a belt. I also won't be coddling you like this afterwards either. I am a hard ass, Izzy. If you disobey or disrespect me, then I will beat you. I have always been a dominant man, and the wolf has heightened that attribute. Now, go clean yourself up and undress, I am going to claim you tonight. Tomorrow, I will go over the rules and expectations with you."

He said as he sat me on my feet.

I felt like I was on auto pilot as I walked into the bathroom.

I turned on the water and let it warm up as I got undressed.

My bottom was sore, but not too bad as I washed. I rinsed and got out and dried off.

I did not wash my hair, so I just brushed it and left it down.

I wrapped the hotel robe around me and walked out into the bedroom, nervous about him 'claiming me', as I am a virgin and he is huge.

"Come here, I won't bite you…yet. When I mark you, we will be married by tribal law, you will gain some of my abilities, like better hearing and sight, more endurance and you will smell like me also. You won't be able to bear anyone else's children either. I am going to let you pick when you want me to mark you. As long as it is this year before January 1st."

He said as he sat on the bed and I stood in between his knees.

I nodded, to engross by his dick to form a verbal response.

"Now, I am going to claim you, but you see, I have a problem. I am too hard to last long right now, so I want you on your knees and I want you to suck me off first."

*Lemon*

I get down on my knees and lick my lips at the sight before me.

Yes, it is intimidating in size, but it is also yummy looking.

He has an extra large mushroom head, an extremely long and extremely thick shaft that has large throbbing veins running up and down it.

I lick the main vein and hear a hiss coming from Josh, so I do it again.

I then go to the head and lick and suck as much into my mouth as I could.

"Yeah, baby. Now don't forget the balls, baby."

Josh moans out and I oblige.

I suck them into my mouth and hollow my cheeks out. I then lick at them like I am a kitten licking up milk out of a bowl.

Then I go back to his shaft.

I stand up, wanting to try something, and I put my hands on his legs and squat down, opened my mouth as wide as I could and basically swallowed his dick.

I got half of it down before my gag reflex started, so I used my hands for the rest of what I could not fit.

"Fuck, that's it!"

He groaned.

He then started lifting his hips, fucking my face and mouth thoroughly.

"I'm 'bout to cum. I want you to drink every fuckin' drop!"

He said as he sped up his movements and about a minute later a shout of,

"FUCK!"

And he squirted straight down my throat and I drank down the salty substance greedily.

"Good girl."

Josh panted as I licked him clean.

"Come here, Baby Girl."

Josh said as he pulled me to him and into a very steamy kiss.

When I needed to breathe, he started to suck on my nipples, bringing them to harden peaks.

He picked me up and laid me down in the middle of the bed.

He then licked from my titties down to my pussy.

He opened my legs and used one hand and arm to keep me down on the bed, and the other to spread my pussy lips open and he wasted no time licking, sucking, and biting my nub and entrance.

The whole time I was a moaning mess.

"Mmm, that feels so fuckin' good, babe!"

I moan out.

I reach down and wrap my hands in his long ass hair and pull and I hear him growl.

Hmm, I guess he likes that!

My legs are trembling from the sheer pleasure that he is giving me.

The hand that is holding me down, creeps up and he starts to pinch my nipples, hard, and that allows me to have my first orgasm of the night.

But I soon find out that he is not finished with me yet.

He sucks my over sensitive nub into his mouth and then he adds a finger, then another and another.

Going in and out

In and out

"Fuck, Josh. Fuck, fuck, fuck."

I chant as I get ready for my second orgasm of the night.

"Cum now!"

Josh ordered.

And I did.

All over his face and his hand.

He licks his lips and fingers and wipes his chin off.

He then crawls over me, kissing up my body to my lips and then making me taste myself on his tongue and lips.

Josh positions himself at my entrance and slowly enters some of his head.

"OWWWW!"

I cry out at just that little bit.

Josh ignores me and pushes more of the head in until he gets it all in me, but just that part has me feeling like I am being split in half.

I push up on him, trying to get him to take it out and stop.

"NO JOSH! IT HURTS! TAKE IT OUT! TAKE IT OUT!"

I scream and plead with him.

"Isabella, do not make me beat you again! You act like I am killing you! All I have in you is the head and I am not going to just fuck you with the head of my dick. You were made to expand and it will not kill you to be stretched out. Now open your fuckin' legs back!"

He snarled, pissed off.

I shakily open my legs back up, all the while crying and sobbing.

Josh pushes a few more inches in and I again loose it and push up on his stomach and clamp my legs closed against him.

I shake my head back and forth when he looks at me with an eyebrow raised.

He nods and gets up on his knees and brings my legs up and places my feet on his shoulder, he then grabs my hands and secures them in his and then to the bed.

Now I cannot move to close my legs, the new position will allow him to go even deeper, and with my hands in his, I cannot try to get him to stop.

Also no more going slow in pace either.

Now, he shoved the rest of his dick in me, breaking my virginal barrier, and hitting the hilt.

"FUCK! SHIT! STOP! NOOOOO! OWWW!"

I scream, not caring who hears and apparently nether does Josh, as he just set a steady long stroke pace of fucking the hell out of me.

"Fuck, Izzy, you got some tight ass pussy, Baby Girl."

Josh moaned out as he gave me every inch of his twelve inch long dick and ground it into me.

I was biting my lip, trying my best to keep the sobs in; I was in so much pain.

I was so ready for him to cum already!

But to my horror, he lasted two and a half fuckin' hours!

"Damn, I'm 'bout to cum, baby!"

One, two, three more strong, powerful thrusts and I could feel the warm seed enter my womb.

*End Lemon*

As he goes to get a rag, I can't seem to stop the tears and sobs from coming.

That was the most pain that I had ever been in.

I knew from hearing girls talk that the first time is supposed to be painful, but shit.

I am still hurting!

I don't see how I can get used to that. I might be getting a lot of ass whippings instead.

I bite my lip to keep the sobs in and wipe my eyes when I hear Josh get ready to come out of the bathroom.

I finally get myself together and calmed as he is cleaning me up down there, when he drops another bomb shell on me.

"One rule/expectation that I will tell you about now, as you will need to know for the morning is; I expect either head or pussy every morning when I wake up. If your period is on, then you can just get me off with your mouth or I might just work on your ass. Other than that, I expect your pussy to wake me up. If I wake up before you, then I will wake you up by sticking my dick in you. If you do not do either/or, I will beat you and then take what I want. Do you understand me?"

He asked, looking me in my eyes.

"Yes"

I said, and gulped, wondering what I had gotten myself into.