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Chapter 14

Tanya's POV

This week was definitely rocky, but things always worked out for me. I am Tanya Denali.

The week started out with a problem with dad. He knew his place. He knew his role. He was not fulfilling his role.

That was unacceptable.

So I gave him until the end of the morning to give me my new ring.

I planned to wear it with my pink shirt and my green pants and my yellow shoes. The ring would make it perfect.

And I got it.

He would know better, by now, than to deprive me of what I wanted.

Then came Tuesday when Edward and I had our little tiff. He misunderstood me. He thought I was making assumptions. It was a bit amusing, actually.

Until he started to use that voice on me- that voice that made him twice his size and strength. I'd warned him never to use that voice on me.

"Don't you use that voice on me! I'm not one of your stupid submarines!"

He let out a sarcastic chuckle, "You're a lot like my submarines Tanya. Hard, cold and empty. My submissives, on the other hand, should not have been so insulted as to breathe the same air you did."

He was obviously in the heat of the argument. Edward would never actually mean those things.

"You don't mean that Edward. You must just be agitated."

"Agitated, Tanya?" He chuckled again. "Am I not clear- did I shout? My voice is not wavering. I told you no. I don't want a relationship with you, and I never will. Simple."

"Whatever commitment issues you have Eddie, we can work on them together! We are perfect for each other!"

"You don't seem to understand Tanya. How many times do you ask? Once a month? Do you really think the answer will be different the next time?"

He had to work out his problems some time.

"But I love you Edward."

Edward laughed for a long while. I didn't get the joke.

"You don't love Tanya. You want. That's about all you do."

"Why can't you see Edward!" He would see soon.

"Leave Tanya." He said. He was using that voice on purpose.

"We will be together Edward." I told him. We would be together. And we would retire at fifty. Well, he would. I don't work. We would get married and we'd have two children three years apart and we'd have a blue house back in Alaska.

I came out; a little annoyed that Edward's small mind couldn't see what was definitely going to happen. He would marry me. Who wouldn't want me?

More importantly, when has anyone ever really told me no?

He was just waiting. He was definitely just waiting to tell me. He was waiting for the right moment to surprise me.

I was so happy that Edward was going to be mine. I already knew the colour scheme and the time plan. I chose my cake and I made my dress and his tuxedo was in the front of my closet.

And I would have to make the little one come too, because the paparazzi would wonder why she didn't come, and I could not have scandal at my wedding.

I would have to tell her early, so she could make sue she was there.

"Edward and I are going to get married soon." I told her. She was sitting on the bench outside. She looked up at me like she didn't hear me.

So I repeated.

"Edward will propose to me and we'll get married soon."

She still gave me the strange look.

"Tanya, I know Edward. And he's different, but he isn't stupid. He won't marry you, or date you, or be your boyfriend."

She was so slow. I was frankly tied of all the stupidity around me today.

"Edward and I will be together! Don't be daft! You'll see! Do you know who I am! Do you know who the fuck I am? When I send out my turquoise and pink rectangular invitations, you'll believe me! Do you know who I am! Do you know who I am? Do you? Have you seen me? Have you?"

I was getting really angry, and she only responded,

"You're just another of his toys, Tanya Denali. You are a thing he uses to entertain himself, for mock happiness. You're no better than his cars or his submarines."

I walked away, hurt because Edward told me I was like his submarines too. But she was just upset. She was jealous that I would have a better wedding than hers. She was angry that I would take a place before her in Edward's life.

I was right though.

The next day I called Edward. When I realised he sounded stressed I told him I was coming over.

When we had sex he came hard inside me. I watched his face contort and his hands tighten on my hips- maybe a little too tight. But he couldn't help that his love for me was clearly making him more active in sex. He couldn't hide it. I forgave him.

I gave him his kiss and left.

Edward just needed time. He needed to think about his feelings and think about how to tell me. He was mine, and I would have him soon.

Sex was enough.

For now.

A/N: Well.

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