AN: sorry I've been MIA lately but the joy of having two small kids that are now getting into everything is that there's hardly a moment while they're awake that I have to catch a breath. I will continue this and my other story- Looking Through the Mirror- as I can, so please bare with me, it will get done at some point.

This one takes place when Tris and Tobias are with the others in Amity. Just a little idea that's been floating around and I've finally been able to do something with it lol. Enjoy!

Working out in the fields of Amity feels somewhat calming despite what's been going on, but I definitely wouldn't be here if given any other choice. Amity people are nice and all- well, that's exactly the problem, they're too nice- but I don't fit in here at all and it seems like Tobias is having just as hard of a time with the hand-holding, sitting around the campfire while someone plays in the background and everyone sings (seems they drank a little too much peace serum if you ask me.) I shake my head to clear it from my daydreaming and try to hurry through my last row so I can go take a shower and find Tobias.

Once my head cleared, it took no time to finish up and walk with the others back towards the main buildings. No one really bothers to talk to me after I went off on the last poor girl that attempted it but it wasn't really my fault- she should've just dropped it when I told her no thanks I didn't want to hug and share my feelings- but I guess here they don't believe in personal space invasion. We get to the main buildings and I put as much effort as I can muster into making my way to the room they've provided for me to grab some clean clothes before heading towards the shower. I must be too lost in my thoughts because the next thing I know is I'm running into something hard.

"Oof." I say as I almost fall, but before I can, I feel a hand wrap around my arm to steady me.

"Tris, you've got to pay attention to where you're walking." The familiar voice says and it sends shivers down my spine.

"Sorry Tobias, I was lost in thought I suppose." I reply and he gives a slight chuckle.

"Not that I mind, of course. On the way to the showers?" He asked.

"Yeah, I wanted to get this dirt off me then come find you but you beat me to it, it seems," I laugh, "where are you heading?"

"I've got to go talk to someone but I was trying to find you to ask if you would like to take a walk with me after you clean up?"

"I would love that actually. I'll be back out in a few." I say and stretch up on my tiptoes to press a light kiss to his lips before heading back for the showers. After working all day in the heat I would love to have a cold shower but I am not that fortunate today- the water is kept in some huge metal tower that's heated through the sun so day showers here are always warm. I rapidly scrub the dirt off and hurry through the rest of the shower. Ever since that night where we almost crossed the line of no return in our relationship, I have been feeling more drawn to Tobias and getting these butterfly sensations that extend down to my lower region every time I see him. I drop my dirty clothes off back into room and turn back into the hallway to go towards the cafeteria. As I'm walking I check open doors to see if Tobias is anywhere around and I spot him in Joanna's office still deep in conversation, so I leave him be until he's finished.

"Would you like some strawberries and cream? The berries are great this time of year and we've made some fresh cream straight from our dairy sources." An Amity girl offers. I open to tell her no but yes comes out instead and I'm left standing in the hallway holding a basket of berries with some creamy substance before I can ask her anything. I open the container of cream to smell it, the fragrance calling to my nose is sweet so I stick my finger in to get a drop to taste. This cream literally tastes like heaven and I can't help but let out a small moan.

"Is it really that good?" I hear Tobias ask me. I turn around, with my finger still in my mouth from the sampling, to see him staring at my mouth and eyes dark with want.

"It is actually. Some girl offered it to me and before I could ask anything she took off, so I figured I'd try it. Do you want some?" I ask.

"Yes." I dip my finger back into the sweet cream and get a good amount. I slowly lift my finger to Tobias' lips and let the cream coat his bottom lip before extending my finger into his mouth. The second his tongue connects to my finger, the butterflies come back with a vengeance and I want nothing more than to have his tongue on me all over. He sucks the cream off and let's go of my finger with a popping sound and bends down as if to kiss me. Feeling brave, I tentatively take the tip of my tongue and carefully lick in small strokes to get the remaining sweet cream of his lips.

"Tris," He moans with a little shudder, "would you like to take that walk now?" He asks after a minute to compose himself.

"Lead the way and I shall follow." I tell him. He takes us out towards the edge of the fields that is surrounded by trees and we just sit and talk about anything that comes to mind except for what's going on outside of our little moment. The sun has long been set but we continue to lay there under the stars- Tobias tracing his fingers over my back as my hand plays with his stomach muscles under his shirt. The butterflies are starting to give way to something more electrifying inside and I want nothing more than to have him right here; this feeling is waking up some primal instinct within me and I can't seem to care enough to fight it anymore. I slowly sit up but before Tobias can tell what I'm doing, I move to straddle his lap and look down at his boyishly handsome face and smile. He gives me a half smile- half smirk kind of look and it's the more sexiest thing I've ever seen. I lean over to place light kisses on his face before taking his lips with mine. Soon I find that we are in a battle for dominance but i win out in the end. My lips leave his and work their way over his jaw, down his neck and back up to his earlobe. I lightly pull his lobe into my mouth and nibble and let go- working my way to the other side and doing the same. Tobias' fingers find purchase in my hair and he lightly begins to tug at it- the sensations it's producing go straight to my core and it's like I suddenly can't have enough. Conscious thought has fled my brain while my body works on autopilot.

I raise his shirt up to his chest where I can see the chiseled muscles that the offending fabric dares to cover up. I place kisses over every inch of his chest and stomach then proceed to lick my way down to the waistline of his pants. I take the waistband and tuck my finger behind- in between the garment and his skin- while I carefully drag my finger back and forth, watching his stomach muscles expand and contract from the sensations.

"Tris.." He moans my name as quietly as he can. His moans only serve to spur me on more; I feel a surge of courage course through me and decide to try something different. I don't speak about what I'm about to do- he would just try to persuade me not to- but I unbutton his pants and take the zipper down slowly. I let my hands guide the material over his lean thighs that the years of running and training have helped to shape. Tobias doesn't say a word when he lifts his hips off the ground to help me ease his pants off. I look up into his eyes and see that same darkness from earlier lying within the flames of desire that he is directing at me. I will always remember that look and I'm pretty sure it'll always do what it just did to me now- make me feel like a river of hot lava ready to explode at any time. I see in my peripheral the basket of strawberries and the container of cream and go to reach for it. Before I get it, however, Tobias' big hand is around my dainty wrist- trying to put the brakes on.

"You don't have to do this Tris." He says.

"I want to Tobias. Ever since the other night, I've been feeling things that I may or may not supposed to be feeling- all I know is it is driving me crazy to see you and not touch you." I whisper as one of my hands reaches down between us to truly feel his hard length. "I want to make you feel good baby.. Can I do that for you?" I ask him while stroking his cock with my hand.

Words seem to have lost this fight because he just nods his head for me to continue. While my one hand is setting a slow but steady rhythm, I reach for the strawberries and sweet cream. I take a strawberry, dip it into the cream, and put it to his mouth. Tobias' lips part slightly as his tongue darts out to lick the cream from the tip of the berry; suddenly I'm very jealous of this piece of fruit and wish it was me he was licking like that. He sucks the cream off cleanly so I dip for more cream. I trail the berry down his chest, letting the sticky cream melt into his skin from the body heat. I lean over him to put my lips onto his skin but my tongue shoots out of my mouth before I can process it and I am lapping up the creamy goodness that now tastes just like Tobias. I can't keep the moan from escaping me- if I thought the cream tasted like heaven before, it has nothing on the combination of the sweetness from the cream mixed with Tobias' natural scent.

I look up and Tobias' head is thrown back in pleasure so I continue to work my way down. As I lick his stomach clean I dip a few fingers into the cream and deposit it upon his throbbing manhood that is now level to my face. I see Tobias raise his head up with a question on his face.

"Trust me?" I ask.

"Always." He says, voice passion-ridden, and I feel a flood of wetness gather in my pants. I hastily put the cream around the head of his erection before it melts all over my hand. The tip of my tongue barely grazes the tip of him and I hear him let out a low hiss. His hands entwine into my hair, gathering it all out of my face, letting him view all of the action. I open my mouth to sink down over his twitching cock but I don't wrap my lips around him yet; no, I'll make him squirm a little first. With my mouth completely around his shaft but not touching, I exhale as as slow as possible while bring my head back up. When I reach the tip, I barely flick my tongue to the sweet cream that is now melting and running down to the base of his shaft. I inhale in as I go back down, shadowing Tobias' cock with my mouth but never touching. I see him shudder in anticipation and decide not to be mean anymore. When I reach the bottom of his shaft, I wrap my lips around his length and tantalizingly suck and lick my way back up to the head before swirling my tongue over the very tip and back down.

"Fuck, Tris!" He yells as he throws his head back onto the ground. I hum my response while my mouth is otherwise occupied, which earns me a thrust of his hips upwards- trying to bury his manhood in my throat. I place my hands on his hips to hold them down and use my tongue to gather more of the cream into my mouth, proceeding to work his shaft with my cream filled mouth. I let one of my hands go from his hip to cup and massage his balls and take the other to help stroke his shaft. I see Tobias toss his head back and forth so I up my pace. I let my mouth take him into my throat as far as it can go and back up to the head while working the base of his hardness with one hand, twisting and turning with just enough pressure to cause pleasure and not pain.

"Tris.. Oh my... Fuucck baby.." Tobias moans incoherently. I let the hand at the base work its way down under neath his ball sack and run my finger back and forth, making his leg twitch a little. I use my other hand to give a slight smack against his sack and the top half of his almost comes up off the ground.

"Fuck baby, I'm about to come." Tobias pants out. I start humming again, taking one hand away from him to get some more cream gathered. I smear the cream on his balls and start to suck a little harder while my hands works his shaft at a brisk pace. One more brisk suck and-

"TRIS!" He yells as he starts to come. I quickly remove my mouth from his sack and take all of him into my mouth, sucking all the cum he had to offer me out of his cock. He shudders and sits up for a few a seconds then he relaxes back onto the ground. I flick my tongue over him a couple more times before I let him go from my mouth with a pop. We cuddle back against each other as we lay in the grass along the tree line.

"I love you, Tris."

"I love you too, Tobias." I tell him. We lie in each other's embrace for a little while longer before he decides we better head back. We make small conversation until we get back to my room where he's dropping me off for the night.

"You know, I think strawberries are my new favorite food." Tobias says with a wink as he walks away and back to his room right down the hall.

"Me, too." I agree to his retreating form, "me, too."

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