I've been sleeping with the lights on
Cause the darkness is surrounding you
This is my world, this is my choice
And you're the drug that gets me through
She sat in the front row and watched as 4 year old Henry made his way down the aisle. He wore an adorable little tuxedo and held on tightly to a cream colored silk pillow that held two ring boxes. She couldn't help the smile forming on her face as Henry walked carefully, determined to be the best ring bearer. She blew him a kiss as he passed her and his face lit up with pride. He attempted to whisper 'I love you, Mommy' but it wasn't quite a whisper and cause a small outburst of giggles and 'aw's from the other guests. Henry was becoming quite the adorable gentleman.
Henry finally reached the stage, allowing the Best Man and Maid of Honor to grab the boxes, preparing the rings for their respective charges. As the Judge continued on with the wedding, Regina couldn't help but look down and admire her own set of rings adorning her left hand. It had been a little over four years since the day that beautiful blonde came into her life and honestly, she had never been happier.
I've been waiting for an answer
Because I built this bed for two
I'm just hanging on your answer
I built this bed for me and you
"I am so in love with you, Regina and I want you to choose me. I want you to love me..."
Emma looked up to see tears in the brown eyes she loved so much. She was trying to keep her own tears at bay, trying to brave and strong. Mere seconds had passed, but the silence felt like an eternity to Emma.
Regina was absolutely speechless. Her mind was still trying to process the situation with Sidney and here Emma was, pouring out her heart to her. Definitely not the best timing, but she could understand the need to act while the courage was there. Truth be told, Regina was scared. She had gotten used to living her life a certain way and now everything was changing so fast. She was facing a divorce, a child, a psychotic stalker, and possibly a new relationship all at once. Her mind and emotions were on overdrive. She knew she wanted to be with Emma. She knew she loved her. She had yet to reach out to the blonde because she hadn't been ready. She still didn't know if she was ready.
"Emma..." she tried to speak, but was interrupted when Daniel had returned home. He entered the living room, presumably to speak to Regina, but stopped in his track, sensing the charged emotions in the room.
"Uh. Sorry, I didn't mean to interrupt. I'll be in the kitchen." He spoke and began to turn to leave.
"No, it's ok." Emma took a deep breath to steady herself. "I'm just gonna go." She was about to burst at the seams. She feared that the only thing coming from those plump lips would be another rejection. If that was the case, there was no way she would be able to keep herself together. She needed to get out of there before she completely fell apart.
She stood up and began to walk away, but she was stopped by a soft grip on her wrist. She turned to face Regina, one tear slipping down her pale cheek. Neither woman noticed when Daniel had slipped away to give them privacy. Regina stood up to face Emma, now holding her hand instead of her wrist. Her other hand moved to the younger woman's cheek, wiping away her tear with her thumb. She moved her hand to Emma's neck and slowly pulled her in for a gentle, but passionate kiss.
"I love you, too" she whispered against soft lips when they pulled apart. "I choose you."
Can't you see that I am yours?
So will you be my life support?
You're my life support
You're my life support
She wasn't sure then, how everything would work itself out, but it was a pleasant surprise that being with Emma actually made her life easier to manage. Things were admittedly awkward in the beginning. She had sat Emma down and explained the mutual decision she and Daniel had made for a divorce and their desire to remain friends, not just for Henry, but for themselves. Emma was completely wonderful and understanding about the entire thing.
Although, while everyone accepted their new life, there were plenty of moments of conflict. It took nearly two months for Emma to even acknowledge Daniel's existence. She was never hostile towards him, but she affectively avoided him at all costs. The entire Sidney situation had caused a ruckus between the two of them, to which Regina had to put a stop before things escalated. Fortunately they came to a mutual agreement that the most important thing was to get him off the streets as soon as possible. To Regina's dismay and relief, Emma was out the door and had Mr. Glass in police custody in only three days.
After a couple months, things started to become more comfortable. She was convinced that an unborn Henry was magically working to pull his family together. Daniel was quickly learning that Regina was in good hands. Emma gained some respect for the man and was glad Regina had others she could turn to if needed. Camille had put aside her fear of Regina enough to extend an olive branch. While somewhere in her mind, she still considered the woman a home wrecker, she knew she couldn't completely hate the woman. She made Daniel happy, led herself to Emma, and she would be around her son on a regular basis.
She still had her reservations about the woman and enjoyed the fear she could instill in her with just a look. But one day, Camille actually surprised her…
"UGHHHHHHHH!" Regina screamed as another contraction hit her hard.
She had gone into labor while having a lunch date with her partner, Myka. Now she was in the hospital alone and Henry was not waiting for the others. Myka had been called back into court for a high profile case, but she made sure that everyone was called and on their way before she left.
"Regina, I don't think we can wait much longer. You are going to have to start pushing soon." Dr. Wells spoke in her thick British accent.
"No! I am not having this baby by myself. We will wait until they get here…" she trailed off into another cry as the next contraction hit.
"I am truly offended. I have been married to Myka for three years and we both consider you family. You are not alone, darling." Dr. Wells scolded her softly.
"I love you, Helena…" Regina spoke between catching her breath. "…but you are not the one who got me fucking pregnant and you are not the one who insists on groping me every night! The least they could do is be here!" Regina breathed out as another contraction began. Helena scoffed, used to the many things pregnant women would say.
"She has gotten a lot crankier towards the end of the pregnancy." Camille stated as she stepped into the room.
"I can see that." Dr. Wells replied.
"What are you doing here? Go away!" Regina didn't want the girl seeing her like this. She wanted Emma and Daniel to help her through this.
"I'm not leaving, Regina. Daniel and Emma are on their way, but according to everyone here this little guy isn't waiting." Camille made her way to the bed and took Regina's hand to help her through the pain. "I know this is something they should be here for. I wish they were here and if one of them shows up, then I will gladly step out of the way. But until then… I am not leaving you have this baby alone." She spoke resolutely. Regina stared for a moment, knowing that Henry was coming now.
"Okay." She whispered, giving Camille's hand a soft squeeze. "Okay, I'm ready." She nodded and looked to Helena.
"Alright." Dr. Wells smiled. "Let's have this baby…"
Sick of waking up in darkness
When the sky is always painted blue
There's a method to my madness
It's clear that you don't have a clue
That was turning point for the two women. They didn't become best friends, but they definitely became friends on some level. Now she was sitting front row for Daniel and Camille's wedding. In her lap she held on to a soft pale hand. Emma sat next to her in a lovely light pink dress, her beautiful blonde hair coming down in waves. She chanced a short glance at her love. Emma smiled at her and mouthed the words 'I love you'. Regina gave a smile in return and squeezed the blonde's hand before returning her attention to the ceremony.
She listened to the Judge and watched as the couple exchanged vows and rings. She couldn't help but look down at the hands in her lap and the matching rings on their fingers. Her mind wandered back to when she was standing at the altar, looking into green eyes. Getting married to Daniel was wonderful, but marrying Emma… It was everything. She had never felt the whirlwind of emotions that she felt for the blonde. She knew their love continued to grow deeper every day and it wasn't going to stop. She knew she was going to be with Emma forever.
"What are you thinking?" Regina asked as she and Emma swayed to the music.
"You are so beautiful. I still can't believe you chose me." Emma looked at her dreamy eyed.
Regina didn't know how to respond to that. She considered it as they shared their first dance as wives in front of their guests. They danced to Ed Sheeran's Thinking Out Loud. Emma had always loved the song. One night, while it played on the radio, Emma had pulled her from the couch. They danced in the living room as Emma sang the lyrics in her ear. Regina knew then that it should be their song.
"My heart chose you, Emma. You know how scared I was to take that step. But my heart wanted you. I realized that I wanted you more than anything. I can't explain it, but I love everything about you. Even when we argue." Emma smiled at her.
"I love you, Regina." Emma whispered before leaning in to share a kiss with her wife on the dance floor.
I've been waiting for an answer
Because I built this bed for two
I'm just hanging on your answer
I built this bed for me and you
They had been together for five years, married for two. They had their ups and downs and always worked through it. So far the biggest issue had been when Regina found out the extent of Emma and Lily's friendship. It had been a mix of jealously and fear. She feared that the moment things between them got complicated, that Emma would run to Lily's bed. Emma had done everything she could think of to reassure her wife, but in the end, Regina had to trust her.
She trusted Emma. Emma had never given her any reason not to. She was always honest with her and understood any insecurities she might have. Likewise, Regina provided the same comfort for Emma. She knew her wife had insecurities from the life she had lived. It's like they were made for each other. She knew that their little makeshift family was a bit crazy, but she couldn't help but appreciate it. Daniel got her out from under her mother hold, then he cheated on her with Camille, which led her to Emma. It was insane, but it felt like it was all meant to happen.
She was happy. Henry had three mommies and a daddy and he loved it. She had Emma and she was glad that Daniel was happy as well. It was crazy…but it was their life. She honestly couldn't imagine her life any other way. Emma had decided to settle down and apply for the police academy. Now she worked as a deputy, hoping to work her way up to detective. Regina's practice was thriving. Her life was perfect. It was just right for her.
They were even talking about adopting a child together or possibly becoming foster parents in the hopes of giving some children a better foster care experience than Emma herself had. They still had lots to discuss and hoops to jump through, but she knew that things would work out the way they are meant to and she knew she could handle it all with Emma and their eccentric family.
Can't you see that I am yours?
So will you be my life support?
You're my life support
You're my life support
You're my life support
You're my life support