September 4, 2014
(During free period before lunch)
I made Jasper Hale laugh today. I know to you it doesn't seem like a big deal but for me it is. Everything that happened today with him was a big deal. He never talks and when he doesn it rarely, even with his family.
For some reason he chose to talk to me and for some reason that makes me feel some way. I cant really describe it but after everything this summer, my world has felt heavy. Almost like its crushing me and I can barely breathe. I have been looking for a way to get rid of that feeling for a while and haven't been able to find one.
Jasper Hale. He is the answer to that problem. When he is around I can breath. Its as if my problems and even the world doesn't exist. It is just him and me. Us. Connecting on a primitive level.
Sometimes its as if he can feel what I am feeling because he seems to always know just what to say. It is as if he strives to make me feel better. He doesn't know that his presence alone is my salvation.
But then there is Rosalie, his twin. Another Cullen would blew everyone's minds today when she decided to speak to me. She is an amazing person. She seems to openly care for me even though we have known each other for a few short hours. Well I knew them since their arrival last year. They didn't know me.
But I can tell that something is going on with Rosalie. I can see she is hiding something. She is able to brush it off as if it is nothing but I see it happening. I still have to question why it is that she wants to talk to me.
Me. Hayley Scott. The home wrecking nobody. Why am I important to them?