APH-GilbertXReader-Not Worth It! PT. 5

A/N: don't own hetalia, its characters, or reader. Just the story and idea.

And Note: due to admins here on , any chapters that will have 'smexy' or 'lemony' Scenes, will be 'cleaned', 'editied' or not posted, so the story doesn't get taken down. My DA page will have the 'original'-chapter if you want to read all the lemony goodness. *I apologize for any upsetting readers, if you don't like that. You can ask me for the link, if you want it*

Author: And also, as you all know, my editing and spelling sucks, I can't help it.

Prussia: Vhen am I gonna get zhe cookies you promised?

Author: don't be so impatient, pru. My friend l3lack-Rose, is gonna help us get the stuff for the cookies, so behave!

Prussia: *pouts* I vant zhem now!

Author: and you will! And here she is to help us! *Enter

l3lack-Rose*

l3lack-Rose: alright, ready for cookie shopping!

Prussia: *races to store, for cookie stuff*

Author: ok, while, we go catch pru, you guys enjoy chap.5…and also, this week is the start of what I call: Operation~ "HETALIA DVD WEEK! *Coz I need to save money to get season 4, which is what I need.*

l3lack-Rose: *goes after pru as author le sighs at them...*

Previously In last Chapter: You quickly tried to get out of the room and go into the hallway, looking for an escape route. You found one, a window…now all you had to do was run like an idiot all the way there, without getting…

"VHO ZHE HELL IS ZHAT BRUDER?" The loud voice made you jump with fright as you turned around to see one Gilbert and another figure, staring at you, with shocked looks on their faces.

So much for an escape route…..

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You just stared at Gilbert and the person with your face like WTF written all over it. Nobody moved for a few minutes, until Gilbert smacked the person on the shoulder, to snap him out of his trance like state.

"Stop, staring, vill ya? You look like a fish vhen you do zhat!" Gilbert said as the person shook off the trance like effects. "Frau, let me introduce you mein younger bruder, Ludvig.

Your brain was trying to process information that you were giving.

Wait a minute…

What the hell did he say?

Did the albino, just call that guy: HIS YOUNGER BROTHER?

"Guess, your shocked face proves zhat you never knew zhat he und I vere bruders, frau." Gilbert said, giving you a smirk. You didn't say anything as started to walk down the hallway to find a place to think.

And as you were walking, Gilbert followed after, wondering if he had said something bad.

You kept on walking, until you reached the kitchen. You knew where it was, since you had visited Gilbert's house before many times in the past.

You were still completely silent until Gilbert got in front of you, as he stared at (your eye color) orbs with his own crimson colored orbs.

"Frau, if I did something vrong, zhen, please tell me." Gilbert said, as you shook you head.

"No, it's not that, it's just..." You started to say, but Gilbert cut you off.

"But, Vhat frau?" He said, wanting to her an explanation. "If your not sure, zhen vhy don't ve start vith on vhy you vere acting so veird in class."

So after thinking it over, you decided to tell him everything. From start to finish. You told him everything about your day and all the bad things that had happened.

Gilbert just listened carefully, not saying anything as he waited for you to finish your story. When you were done, he looked like he wanted to say something, but stopped himself.

"I'll be right back,_." Gilbert said, as he quickly left the room, leaving you alone in the kitchen. For some reason, when he was gone, you thought that you would feel better, but you didn't.

Most of the time, when you talked with someone, you would always feel a lot better. But when you were done telling Gilbert your problems, you didn't feel any better at all you felt a whole lot worse.

You're mind seemed to go blank as you walked trance like to the kitchen drawers were, not really knowing what you were doing. You pulled out a small silver knife. It wasn't sharp enough to kill someone, but it was sharp enough to cut through skin. You were just about to cut it over your skin, as your body wasn't under control.

As the knife, reached the tip of your skin, Gilbert had just walked in, and looked at you in horror at what you were doing.

"NEIN, DON'T DO IT FRAU!" He yelled at you, as he raced over like lightning speed to stop you from cutting yourself with the knife. He quickly grabbed your arm, the one holding the knife and stopped you from letting it touch your skin.

"Just vhat zhe hell do you zhink your doing? Are you fucking crazy_?" Gilbert said to you, as you tried to get the knife out of his hand.

"Let me go Gilbert!" You said, as he refused, not letting go of you or the knife. He could be so stubborn at times. But so could you. Then, it started to turn into a game of tug of war, neither side, budging to let the other one win.

"Nein, frau, I von't! I'm not gonna let you do zhis to yourself!" Gilbert said, his stubbornness getting annoying.

Let go!"

"Nein!"

"I said let go!"

"Nein!"

"Dammit, you albino, bastard! I said let go!"

"Und I said nein, frau!"

"Let go!" You said to him, as your voice started to rise up a bit.

"NEIN!"

"I SAID LET GO!"

"NEIN!" Gilbert said, as he used his hand to hit yours, making you let go of the knife. The knife clattered to the floor, as he quickly embraced you tightly, to make sure you wouldn't go after it. "Vhatever vas gonna make you do zhat, it isn't vorth it frau, it isn't. You don't need to hurt yourself to get people to notice you.

"B-But…I am worthless, I really am…" You stammered as you could feel tears in your eyes.

"Nein, you're not vorthless. Vho ever said zhat, is a fucking jackass! You aren't vorthless, _, you're not. Und if you don't believe me, I vill keep telling you over und over until zhe message sinks in…got it?"

For some reason, hearing those words, made you start to feel a bit better…..

~TO BE CONTINUED~

Author: ohh, it's getting good. Wonder what's gonna happen next? Well, you're just gonna have to wait till the next chapter to find out!

l3lack-Rose & Prussia: ENOUGH WITH THE TALKING, LET'S GO GET THOSE COOKIES!

*author sighs as she follows them*