…Misao's pov…
When I wake up in the morning I already know what to expect, a check up. It is usally a woman that does it but this time, oh this time god was mocking me.
Misao:-Whaaaat?
Ayame:-I am going on a holiday sweety, I am soooooo sorry but I will leave you in his care.
Misao:-His? You mean, oh you wouldn't dare, Ayame I though you were my damn friend.
Ayame:-I am, that's why I want you to star your romance before I get too old to attend the wedding, come on babe, it's clear you like him, and it's more than obvious that he is damn longing for you, so why not?
Misao:- Your mind is indeed a very strange place, how the hell could I ever like someone like him? I HATE HIM, how dare you do this to me?
Ayame:- we are not fighing over this kay? I am your nurse and you will listen to what I say good? Now, tell me, what will ypou wear?
Misao:- What will I wear when?
Ayame:-For the ball silly, you know, the one thrown for the pacients?
Misao:-"Oh the ball, what should I wear, how should I dreass? Oh god" I am not goinggg.
Ayame:- WHYYYY?
Misao:- Why I do not want to wear a damn thight dress and high heels that kill your legs just so I could stand on a chair for the whole evening so I don't tire out my lungs?
Ayame:-Kyo will be there !
Misao:-Fuck off
Ayame:- I will leave this here just in case you change your mind
She put a red box on the table next to my bed and left the room.
I opened it to find right there in my hands a gorgeous dark read dress, it had short front and a beautifully made flower at the back, it was thight on the back but could be adjusted, long sleeved dark red soft parfumed dress, this was so not me, but I loved it, I loved it so much I might actually go to the fucking ball just to wear this little miracle. Then something killed my moment of happiness.
…..Kyo's pov…
That little bastard was doing it again, she was just trying to make me mad more and more everyday, how was I supposed to live with that?
Kyo:-Get down right in this moment Misao! I mean it!
Misao:-Who says?
Kyo:-Bloody hell Misao, get down before you hurt yourself, how did you even get the key to the rooftop, and how did you climb there?
Misao:-Well I am kind of superman in my free time,idiot, I used a ledder of course, and the key, pff, you don't even lock this shit. Now please let me enjoy my break.
Kyo:-You have no idea how polluted the air from out here is do you?
Misao:-GET OUT!
Kyo;-I know you want to act like a baby and pretend that you are not sick, but you are Misao, damn it!
Misao:-GET OUT BEFORE I JUMP!
Kyo:-Misao please!
Misao:-Out!
Damn, bloody god damn life, why is she like that, why doesn't she want to get some help from anyone, why does she act like a child, she never takes care of herself, she just watches the god damn sky all day long, and I love and hate that about her at the same time. Please give me the power to keep calm, god please.
Kyo:-How long do you want to stay there?
Misao:-Forever maybe?
Kyo:-Let's make it my forever, half an hour, then you go back inside!
Misao:-What happened, you won't control my life any longer?
Kyo:- No, I just though that if I stay and watch closely I might witness something I will never forget.
Misao:-Bastard
Kyo:-I know I am, but I am a hot one right?
She wasn't listening, I could tell when she didn't listen anymore, she puts her knees to her chest and hugs them tightly while all the reality wipes away, that's a moment of happiness for her, darling if only you would know how I adore you god, I'd make a deal with that guy if I could, I'd give you my whole life, only if that was possible, i'd take away all the sadness in those eyes. She is right there, the love of my life, and I am just watching, I am mesmerized, a mesmerized idiot that isn't capable of anything. The ball was coming though, I am going to make her forget all those things, for one night, I'll lead her to that white and disinfected space that she hates so much where everyone will gather, and she will wear that red dark dress that I bought, I hope Ayame gave it to her, and I will hold her small hend and thin waist all night long and carry her around on that sweet music she loves so much.
Then I heard it, she was crying, but at the same time, before I could panic, I heard her sweet voice muttering...
Misao:-Are you going to scarborough fair...
I fell in love, again and again, with her, with this tornado, that turned my world upside down, I know I will always fall for her, and every day that passes makes me love her more, so why can't she hope for life, can't she live for me? can't she do that?
Misao:-You're still there right?
I didn't answer, I want to see her frightened for a bit, ah I am a bastard.
Misao:-I know you are, I can hear your breathing.
It struck me, every world this cruel beauty said killed me inside, she could hear my breathing of course, because I was breathing just fine, actually a bit faster thatn usual because of her, but I, I couldn't hear anything coming from her lungs, she was just there, and I couldn't feel her.
Kyo:-Nothing escapes you right?
Misao:-I could just jump and you wouldn't be able to tell, right Kyou?
Kyo:-Wrong
Misao:-how could you tell? You're just saying that to make me feel better
Kyo:-That wouldn't be very gentlemanly of me now, would it?
...Misao's pov...
It was so cool out there, so nice, I could actually feel some air get through my lungs, I wasn't thinking about them anyway, I was thinking about collage, I had to study for an exam, I was still taking classes but by mail, I loved architecture so much, I couldn't just stop because of a sickness. At some point I wasn't thinking about that either, I just stopped, emptied my mind, and the only thing that came to me was that song, the one my mom sang, and I sang it, I loved it, it played over and over in my head and all I though about was how does that love that's pored in the song feel.
He was still there, I felt him, but he couldn't feel my presence, and after a few phrases I knew he was going to go back and call a nurse to take me down, I tried to take a last breathe on the roof when someone hugged me tightly from behind.
Misao:-What?
Kyo:-You asked me how could I feel your presence, it's simple.
Misao:-How did you get up here? What are you doing with that?
He was holding in his hand that dark red dress that Ayame brought,
Kyo;-Taking care of my pacient. Misao I can't hear you shallow breathing but whenever you're around I can hear that soft melody go around in my mind, you're like a song to me sweety.
Misao:-that's another pick up line.
Kyo:-Practically it is.
He said that then he picked me up with the red dress on top of me and carried me back to the ledder on which he climbed.
Misao:-Let me down! I am scared of heights!
Kyo:-you're not scared of coming to the roof top but you are too scared to stay in my arms while I carry you?
Misao-let me dowwwwn!
Kyo:- I won't
He went and did whatever he wanted, he carried me down the ledder and back to my bad, the whole hospital was watching us, I was dead with emberrasment whn he suddenly stopped and put me on the bed before cimbing on top of me both hands on the sides of my head.
Misao;-Are you doing CPR again?
Kyo:-What about a check up?
Misao:-you wouldn't dare!
Kyo:-Ayame left me in charge to do that while she is on holiday.
Misao:-Damn traitor, get off of me!
Kyo:-and what if I don't?
I closed my eyes, a check up was something Ayame always did for me, I mean, she had to see me god damn naked! I wouldn't allow this bastard to do it, but after I could even say something my blouse was ripped of and I was standing there underneath him, only in my bra and trembling like an idiot.
...Kyo's pov...
She was beautiful. So beautiful. I knew how to do a check up, I was professional usually, but I just couldn't stop, I leaned in and kissed her neck, she covered her mouth and muffled a moan. What was she doing to me? What was this damn monster girl doing to my morals? I pinned her wrist to the bed and went on kissing her neck for a minute, it was so white, so pale and red marks were left all over her collarbones. MINE, that's what I though, I wanted her, more and more, to be mine, my lover, my baby, my woman. I wanted to dominate her so much it hurt.
After I came to my senses I saw her trembling underneath me, and stopped, I knew I shouldn't do this, I promise babe, I'll stop, but not right now, I couldn't stop now.!
Kyo:- Should I move on then, let's see.
Misao:-You brute, get off or I will start screaming I swear!
Kyo:-But how am I supposed to do a check up without touching you?
Misao:-Get some other bloody doctor to do it!
Kyo:-I can't do that, sorry, and sorry for what I'm about to do as well.
That's when my fingers that where drawing circles on her skin got to her back, and to her bra, I slowly unhooked it and took it off. God how I loved this woman...