Hello sorry it took a while for me to update, had a busy week, i made this chapter a bit longer than i usually do to make it up to you guys :)
so lets take a look at Korra's past, right after the break up up till when she gets released from air temple island.
after this we will get back to asami also;) i hope you like it don't forget to leave a review;)
2 hours after the breakup
Kuvira was in the middle of a Call of Duty death mach when she heard three hard nocks on the door.
She was just having a kill streak and wasn't planning to lose her advantage. She growled when another set of nocks hit the door even louder than before. She let herself die and tossed the remote controller on the table. She walked to the door and opened it "What do you want?" Korra was standing in front of her with a blank expression on her face "i screwed up… and destroyed my house" was all she said.
Kuvira raised her brow and sighed " come in and go sit at the kitchen table, i don't want you bleeding all over my floor" Korra nodded and stept inside.
She walked over to the kitchen table and took a seat, Kuvira disappeared but came back a few minutes later with a first aid kit.
She pulled up a seat next to Korra and opened the box "so… are you going to tell me what happend?" She said and took out some bandages.
"mpff…my girlfriend left me for someone els, i lost it and broke down the house and burned her clothes in the proces." Korra muttered.
Kuvira took Korra's hand and looked at it " so you got somewhere to stay the night?"
"no, i was just going to stay at a Ho…SHIT! That hurts!.."Korra said as Kuvira pored some alcohol over her busted knuckles.
"Don't worry you can stay here until you find a more permanent solution" Kuvira said as she patched up Korra's hand.
3 weeks after breakup
Kuvira's house wasn't big so Korra slept most of the past thee weeks on Kuvira's couch. After work she usually stayed away all night, and returned the morning after.
Korra tried to contact Michel leaving several text messages and calls ,But hadn't heard anything from her sins the girl left her.
It was midday and Korra was searching for a new apartment. It didn't take long before she found a
nice apartment near the beach. Korra always liked to be near the water, it made her feel comfortable and relaxed.
It was very spacious, it had three big bedrooms, either of them with their own bathroom, a large kitchen, bar and had its own outside pool on the balcony. She looked at the price and tapped her fingers on the table. It wasn't something she could afford on her own right now. She only worked at the mansion for some months now and used the money to pay of her college loans.
"Hey kuv come here for a second"
Kuvira looked up from the couch and took off her headphones "what?"
"Come here i have to show you something"
Kuvira sighted and walked over to look at the screen.
" Look at this, what do you think?" Korra said pointing her finger at the screen in front of her.
" Its nice, but how are you going to afford it?"
" Well i was kinda hoping you would wanna move with me, it has three bedrooms either with their own bathroom. It has ocean view and an outside pool on the balcony " Korra said looking up at Kuvira.
Kuvira took a seat and crossed her arms " And you're sure you wanna share it with me… you only know me for what like 8 moths?"
"Well you're basically my only friend… with money that can afford a place like that. Besides i think we both can use some company"
Kuvira rubbed her chin with her fingers and looked at Korra " well its easier to get laid when you have a apartment like that … and im basically kinda sick of this place anyway… im in… Lets do it!"
Korra grinned "i knew you would like it "
2 months after the breakup
Korra and Kuvira settled in the new house just fine, Kuvira had the master bedroom, but Korra didn't mind, Kuvira did pay the most anyway.
Even dough Korra had broken up with Michel she kept trying to text her multiple times a week, but she never got an anser.
It was a lazy monday like usual, both girls didn't have a rehearsal until wednesday and weren't planing to leave the house anytime soon.
"Hey Korra we're out of beer" Kuvira said and closed the door of the fridge.
"So.. go buy some" Korra was laying on the couch watching a dumb old fashion action movie.
" It's your turn to do the groceries, i did it last time, besides im also cooking today."
Korra growled and got of the couch"mpff… fine im going already"
" there is a note on the table, oh and take some milk with you wile your at it"
Korra took the note, waved her hand up and closed the door behind her.
There was a supermarket just a few blocks away from the apartment, Korra quickly parked the car and went inside.
She was walking trough the aisles grabbing the stuff she needed. She almost completed the list Kuvira gave her, but thats when she heard a familiar laugh coming from around the corner.
She recognized it immediately, a thousand thoughts rushed trough her mind. She wanted to walk away,but she wasn't able to move, it felt like her body was frozen in place.
When the laughter came closer Korra shut her eyes and grind her teeth, She wanted to disappear as fast as she could but it was to late.
"Korra?" a voice said from behind.
"Korra what are you doing here?"
Korra didn't wanna turn around all she wanted was to get away from there. She couldn't face her, not what she did to the apartment.
She started walking towards the register but got stopped when a hand pulled her on her shoulder.
"Korra Stop… we need to talk"
She could not believe what she was hearing her eyes shot open and her anger started boiling inside of her.
"Talk… you wanna talk" Korra turned around and looked straight into Michels eyes. " im trying to talk to you for 2 months… And NOW you wanna talk!" Korra razed her voice and slammed her fist into the grocery shelf, making some cans of beans drop to the floor.
"I..I.." the girl muttered puling back her hand, she was frightened by the sudden display of aggression that came from the dancer.
"you know what Michel… you wanna talk fine lets talk…" Korra stept in closer into Michels personal space.
Michel took a step back, she always knew Korra had a temper, but she never laid a hand on her. But after she returned to a trashed up apartment, she saw wat the girl was capable of, and with the way she was behaving right now she wasn't so sure.
Michel took a deep breath " look im sorry things had to go this way, i know its hard for you to cope with your feelings. I really loved you Korra, and i hope we can still be friends again, like old times."
The words felt like poison stinging with every word she said. Korra started to breath heavily " you loved me… you want us to be …friends… How can you say that, I was trying to build us a great life, but you never gave me a fucking chance.
You are mad because a girl kissed me… while you're the one fucking around with that cheap as CUNT from Starbucks!" Korra's face was filled with aggression stepping forward, again entering Michel's personal space. "you want us to be friends… well news flash!… We where NEVER friends Michel… i liked you, i FUCKED you… i even loved you… but WE where never friends… now GO… run back to that skank of yours. YOU INSOLENT little BI…" Korra couldn't finish her sentence as Michel's open hand struck her in her face. Korra was shocked, Michel never hit her before.
"Don't you dare talk to me like that, or to my girlfriend for that matter. You seriously need some help, you can pick up the rest of your stuff tomorrow, i want your shit out of my apartment, and that will be all" with that said Michel turned around and walked away.
Korra watched her as the girl from before wrapped her arm around her shoulder and guided her away.
Tears started to build up in Korra's eyes, and bit her lip to hold them back. She wanted to leave as as fast as she could,she quickly payed for the groceries and drove back to the house.
She walked trough the door dropped the bag on the floor, she phased around the room before she kicked the chair of the kitchen table, making it fly across the room.
"What happend..?" Kuvira said as she came out of her bedroom.
Korra couldn't Anser, rage was still building up inside of her. She could not help it she needed to release it, she grabbed the table and flipped it over. Her vision started to cloud up letting anger taking over control. Korra was just reaching for the tv as she felt to arms wrap around her.
"Hey calm down Jesus christ… you're going to break down the whole apartment if you keep it unlike this"
Korra tried to break out of dancers grip, but she was to strong. It took a minute before Korra felled to her knees arms still wrapped around her. She was panting heavily, and her hearth was pounding in her chest.
"I got you… don't worry… ssshh… it's ok… i got you."
Korra relaxed her body and started sobbing, Kuvira sat herself down and pulled her in for a hug, Korra buried her head in the crook of her neck and they stayed like that for some hours.
6 months after breakup
Korra was completely broken, the only thing that seemed to comfort her was alcohol, and lots of sex. After a while it became a routine, Working at the mansion, get drunk and come home with a girl, fuck them so hard their minds went blank, and kick them out of the apartment in the morning.
When she felt down, she either had more sex, alcohol or played on the guitar Michel gave her.
It became a rater serious problem when it became more of an addiction, Korra started seeing girls every day, and when she didn't, she completely fell apart, memories of Michel floating to the surface, hate, anger, hurt and guilt made her lose her mind. She would get anxious and aggressive breaking all kinds of stuff in the house.
Kuvira didn't know how to help her, she could see her friend was slipping down the drain.
Korra had another bad day, the girl that was supposed to come over had canceled, and Korra was already loosing her mind.
"You have to calm down… it looks like your on drugs right now" Kuvira said as she watched her friend phasing around the house.
"Fuck.. Fuck..Fuck" Her hands where shaking and she clenched her fists trying to stop the trembling.
Korra was already looking for stuff to punch her fists in, when a hand griped her wrist.
Korra looked at the hand and trying to pull herself loose but the grip tightened even more. She shoot an angry look at Kuvira.
"Look… this is really getting out of hand, you really need to get some help, Im sick and tired of your sad depressive singing. Now im not going to let you trash up the apartment again. So i decided you can use… me… BUT you seriously going to look for a therapist after we're done."
It took a while for the words where sinking in, she couldn't believe what her friend was saying, was she really giving herself to her?
She met Kuvira's eyes and saw no doubt behind it, they stood there for some seconds before Korra nodded never keeping her eyes of the dancer.
Kuvira let go of her wrist and cupped the back of Korra's neck with her hand, pulling her into a heated kiss, Korra didn't hesitate to pull her in deeper, pressing her tongue against the Great unites lips. Kuvira, immediately pardoned her lips to let her in. Her hands took a firm grip on Kuvira's hips and pushed her against the wall, making the taller girl release a small moan inside her mouth.
They where both panting heavily, heat started to fill the room. Korra was surprised when the great uniter took a firm grip on her shirt and turned them around, pinning korra against the wall as she trailed kisses along her jawline.
Korra's pride and dominant behavior wasn't willing to submit to the hands of the great uniter, it simply wasn't inside her nature. She took a hold of Kuvira's butt and lifted her up, kuvira wrapped her legs around the avatars waist and let her get carried towards the avatars bedroom.
After a good half hour of power struggle Korra had her way with the great uniter, letting out all her frustrations an anxiety that haunted her all day.
" Kuvira got out the bed and retrieved her scattered close on the floor " im serious Korra, get up right now and look for a therapist" she said and pulled up her sweatpants.
Korra growled and buried her face in the pillow, " arg… fine " she muttered and got up from the bed.
8 months
Korra kept her promise to the great uniter and found herself a therapist, it wasn't far from where she lived, just a ferry ride away. In the beginning they decided it was better to let her stay the nights at air temple island, so she would not miss the early morning meditation, she was allowed to leave the island for work, practices and sundays only.
The first few weeks where hell for the avatar, nightmares haunted her in her sleep, drenched in sweat she would wake up in the middle of the night.
Some nights when she woke up, she was aggressive and violent, the people who had the nightshift had to pin her down and sedate her.
She was constantly flirting with the female patients on the island, Korra was a real charmer so most of them let her have her way with them at night. Tenzin got pretty upset when he found out, so he made someone gard her room at night.
After two months things finally got better, the nightmares and flash backs weren't that frequent, and she finally felt like herself again, she didn't had any aggressive outburst for the past month, witch was a big progression.
"Korra you really made a big improved over the last two months, and i think you're ready to leave."
Tenzin said writing her release papers.
Korra's eyes grew wide and a a big smile appeared on her face " A-are you serious… T-thats GREAT, i promise i will not disappoint you."
" Now i want you to go but you have to check in for your concealing sessions once a week"
Tenzin got up and walked over towards Korra handing her the release papers he was holding.
Korra scooped him up in her arms lifting the old man from the ground " thank you tank you tank you tank you! i will not disappoint you i swear." and with that she let him go and dashed out of the room.